You Make Me Jealous!

Transcript

Hey, what's up, baby? You sleeping? Okay.

You mind if I lay beside you? No, no. Um, I just wanted to talk to you about something, about how I was feeling, and, uh, things that was on my mind.

I wanted to apologize for my behavior the last past 24 hours. Well, can I be perfectly honest with you? When we was at your dinner party for your job, I saw the way you was interacting with one of your co-workers, the guy, Brian, and, um, I didn't like it.

I'm gonna be honest, baby, I hated it, it made me feel, it made me feel jealous. I know, baby, I understand, um, and no, I'm not, I'm not accusing you of anything, I don't think you would ever cheat on me, I don't think you would ever jeopardize the relationship that we have or the priorities that we both set forth for the relationship, but, um, I just gotta be honest about my feelings and the way it made me feel. I saw him, he was talking to you, and you were laughing, and you just seemed so engaged.

And I've been noticing the things that you've been doing lately when you go to work. I don't know, it just made me feel a little insecure, and I hate that. I'm jealous, and I'm sorry.

And I know, baby, I promise you, I'm not accusing you of anything. This isn't, um, an accusation or something that's accusatory, it's just really me expressing my feelings for you, that's why I wanted to come in here, lay beside you, and just let you know how I feel. I think sometimes I can be a little passive-aggressive, so the not talking as much and just acting kind of funny, like I was on eggshells, it came from the insecurities that I felt, the jealousy that I felt, and, um, and I really just want you to know that I love you so much.

I don't want nobody to ever come in between us. I couldn't imagine being with anybody else, and I pray you feel the same way. Yeah, baby, I remember.

I remember everything. It makes me feel good to know that. It makes me feel good to know that you value and love our relationship.

That you will always uphold and be dedicated to our family. That you'll never jeopardize us or put us in harm's way. Um, I'm thankful.

I'm grateful. I don't know where the jealousy comes from. I think it just stems from the deep feelings that I have for you.

I guess I think about the level of love that we have and the way I feel about you. The memories that we created. The love that we make.

I just don't want another man experiencing all of you. I'm so grateful for every man that came in your life and didn't see your true worth and value. You know, it gave me the opportunity to step in and make you my family.

And I guess when I saw you talking to your coworker, Brian, it just, it made me feel like I was losing you, you know? It made me see how much more I love you and how much worth and value that you already have. I don't know.

I just don't know. Sometimes I think I have this delusional and unhealthy obsession over you. And it kind of bothers me and makes me feel a certain way.

I can't imagine being with another woman and I can't imagine another man making you feel where I make you feel. So it really bothered me. I wanted to approach him.

When you guys were talking at the banquet by the punch stand, he gave you a drink and he went to the bathroom. I followed him in the bathroom and then I had this daydream vision of me locking the door and just assaulting him. I was punching him in his face and I quickly snapped out of that.

I said, wait a minute, I'm not a violent guy. Why am I thinking this way? Point is, I love you.

Point is, I can't imagine myself being with any other woman. The point is, I don't want to be jealous, but I am. I love you more than words.

I love you more than life itself. I'd do anything and everything so you know that. I just don't like this feeling, I don't like this place that I'm in.

And I wanted to express myself to the woman that I love the most. The jealousy, the envy, the daydreams, the vulnerability. It's not like me.

And I want you to know it's not a representation of who I am. Really. I don't know baby, that sounds a little toxic.

You like that I'm jealous? Why would you like that I'm jealous? You did what? Baby, you was trying to make me jealous? Why would you ever try to make me jealous, baby? Oh no, baby.

No, please don't say that, don't do that. That hurts me so much because it makes me feel like I'm failing in a relationship. I don't give you the love, the attention, the respect and admiration that you deserve.

So you go out and do things so I can validate you. Oh okay, well help me understand what you're saying. I guess a healthy jealousy is okay.

I guess it can be perceived as sexy at times. But baby, please don't ever do that again. I really didn't like it.

I want you to come close to me. I want you to know that I love you. I want you to know that you're my everything.

The most beautiful moments in the world. We create life together. Just you and me.

The outside world disappears. And everything else doesn't matter. Just you and me.

I've always loved you. And I know I'll always love you. And anytime you need anything from me, baby, we can communicate.

We have a healthy relationship.