You Give Me Control When I Feel Insignificant

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Pretty spectacular view, isn't it? Of course it is. It's the penthouse office.

Top floor. Biggest office in the entire company. Should have been mine.

Yeah, I know. I know. Do you know where he is right now? He's on his third vacation this year with his wife and his children to someplace warm and tropical while his executive team, myself included, runs the company for him.

And he doesn't even check in. He has this amazing opportunity, this incredible reach with this job, with this position, and he wastes it. He has three assistants.

Did you know that? His predecessor has two, but he now has a third one who he's sleeping with. Fun, right? Yep.

I walked in the other day to bring him some files and she was on her knees under the desk. He didn't think I saw, but I did. I saw her hair bobbing up and down and I noticed the sweat on his brow.

I had to get out of here before I vomited. And he does nothing. He's a figurehead.

I got a phone call this morning from that friend of mine that just resigned from the board of directors. She referred me to a headhunter. Yeah.

Because apparently I lost out on the promotion by one vote. I could have had this job, but it was one vote against me. And it makes sense.

I've been at the company longer than him. I work five times as hard. Always have.

I have more education and have been doing this longer in general. No, it's not a gender thing. Nothing so simple as that.

Now, he plays golf every Sunday with the chairman of the board of directors. And the chairman was the final vote. The one vote.

So, he gets the plushy office and the title and the salary that's three times more than me. And worse, he gets the position that would allow him to do so much good both in the company and in the world at large. With a company this size, the reach that he has to make a difference is just incredible and he squanders it.

So, I stay in my little spot on the executive team next in line waiting for a man who's two years younger than me to leave his post. Which, why would he? He'd be a lunatic to step down from this.

Although, if he keeps getting hummers from his assistants under his desk, I mean, that's just an HR nightmare waiting to happen. Unless he pays her off, which has been known to happen. So, I'm going to take that meeting with the headhunter.

I can't do this anymore. I worked too hard for this. My former mentor always told me it's not what you know, it's who you know.

And I know that's such a cliche, but he also told me that if you work hard enough and you want it badly enough, you can find a way. I have to find another way. I'm just tired of feeling so insignificant when I work as hard as I do.

Anyway, sorry. I was just dropping files in here and then the view caught my eye because, hi, it's gorgeous. Yeah, it is.

Are you ready to grab something to eat? What? Why are you looking at me like that? Don't.

Don't. I'm fine. I'm just, it's been a long day and that phone call kind of shook me and I'm fine.

I've dealt with this crap before and I'll deal with it again and who knows? I mean, don't they always say that to really advance your career you need to move around? You need to change companies like every two years or something? And I've been here, what, six? Going on seven? So it's time.

It's time for me to go elsewhere. Yeah, I know. You have a very mysterious mischievous look on your face right now.

What are you thinking? I'm pretty sure we're the only ones here. Well, it's after 8 o'clock, everybody else is gone.

I think the security team is downstairs but that's many, many floors below us. Why? He does not have cameras in here.

I'm assuming because he does things like getting blowjobs under his desk. So no, there's no cameras in here. That's a weird question.

Are you worried that we're going to get caught being in here? Because I'm allowed in here, I have a key. I'm his backup when he's gone.

No? That's not what you're thinking? Okay.

You look like the cat that ate the canary. What's going on? Play? What do you mean, play? Oh, God.

That, okay. Well, um. ..

I hadn't actually considered that but interesting. Well, I do sort of despise coming into this office, yes. Because of reasons.

It would be a lot more interesting if every time I looked at that chair I thought about the naughty things we had done in it while he wasn't here, yes. I could get fired if I got caught doing that. You realize that? That's true.

That's true. I am on my way out anyway. What do you have in mind? Oh.

Interesting. You want me to play the big boss lady? You want me to be in charge? Yeah? Wow.

Okay. Yeah. Come over here.

Take your clothes off. All of them. Right now.

I'm going to sit in this very cushy chair and watch. I don't have all day. Good.

Good. Good. I love a man who's efficient.

These shoes are killing me. Take them off. The nylons too.

Good. There's something very, very freeing about that. I use those fingers on my legs and my feet Get down on your knees.

Good. You're digging your thumb into my arch. It feels so good.

Yes, keep doing that. Yes, you may. You may kiss my toes.

You may kiss my toes. Move your hand up my leg. Keep rubbing, but move up my leg.

Who said you get to go under the skirt? Uh-uh. Sit back.

I see you're interested in what's happening here. You're rock hard right now and you've touched my legs and my feet and oh, you like this idea. Okay.

I'm just going to spread my legs a little and lift my skirt ever so slightly so you can see. I want you to take your balls in your hand. You're right.

That wasn't nearly bossy enough. Take your balls in your hand. One hand, the other on your knee.

You can squeeze them. You can pull them. You can twist them.

Whatever feels best to you. But do not touch your cock. Understand? Good.

I'm just going to undo a couple of buttons up here. Ah. Maybe take down the cups of this bra.

There. Do you like what you see? Yeah? You like my breasts? Perky nipples pointing at you.

Seeing just a hint of my panties between my legs under my skirt while you play with your balls and ignore your cock. Naked and at my disposal to do whatever I tell you to do. Good.

I'm just going to play with these nipples for a minute. You can't take your eyes off my fingers. What do you want to be doing right now? Tasting them? No.

No. But you can watch. You can watch me pinch them and twist them.

Mmm. How are those balls feeling? Are they getting heavy? Your cock looks like it's getting even harder and there's a little drop of pre-come-out.

There's a little drop of pre-come on the tip. Mmm. Don't touch it.

Mmm. That's so fucking hot knowing that you want to touch me right now and you can't. Knowing that I'm sitting here pretty much fully clothed in full control and you're naked on your knees, desperate in front of me.

Spread my legs a little wider. Can you see my pussy? Mm-hmm.

See how it's pushing against my panties because it wants out? Yeah? What do you want to do with that pretty pussy? Oh, that's a lovely idea, burying your face in it.

Come closer. Bend down. Put your face right here.

Do not touch. No. Just close enough that you can feel the heat.

Mmm. You smell that? You smell how turned on I am? Yeah? Don't you wish you could just stick out your tongue and lick the juices from me? Here.

I just pull my panties to the side like this. See my clit? All wet and swollen.

Mmm. I can feel your breath. Feel how warm it is on me.

You're breathing really fast. Keep tugging those balls, keep playing with them. Mmm.

Use two hands if you need to. I know your cock's uncomfortable. What's the idea? Mm-hmm.

I'm just gonna slip my finger down here and Ah, yes. Mmm. Watch my finger rub over the tip of my clit right in front of you.

Mmm. Do you hear it? You hear how juicy I am? Mmm.

See how wet my finger is already? I just slide down and slip it inside myself. Gather the moisture, move it back up.

Work my clit just inches from your face. Mmm. You're licking your lips.

I know what you wanna do. I know what you wanna do, but you're just gonna watch. You're gonna watch and you're gonna play with your balls cause you can't touch your poor needy cock.

That's right. Good. Mmm.

Do as you're told. Do as you're told. Mmm.

Ah. Watch me touch myself. Ah.

Ah. Oh, yeah. I'm gonna close my legs around your head.

Press my thighs to you. Hold you there. You feel the heat even more now that you're clamped between my thighs.

You can't move. You can't do anything but stay still.