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Every full moon used to be lonely, but now, I wake up next to you, I have mixed feelings about it, we're slaves to the beasts within us, and as every full moon passes, I feel less and less human, our interactions become more and more animalistic, I'm not stopping myself now, when I bite into your skin, and you're not stopping me either, it worries me, that I don't remember what we did, we'll wake up somewhere randomly, and I don't know what we did, I never intended to turn you into a werewolf, but it felt like the only way to keep you safe from me, I would have nightmares of waking up, realizing that you're gone, I want to be able to control myself on a full moon, I know that I'll always have to turn, but I want, to be conscious, to be able to choose, what I do, where I go, every full moon, I would chain myself, hide, and we did that together, after you turned, but the more time we spent together, as werewolves, the more we thought as humans, that it could be okay, to be set loose at night, that we could be able, to subconsciously, be safe, not hurt anybody, truth be told, for a long time, the thought escaped me, and all I cared about was just to not hurt you, to be closer to you than ever before, to show you, what I really am, and not have to hold back anymore, I don't want to hold back, but if it means becoming a monster, I would never forgive myself, I don't want this for you, and I don't want this for me, we need to control this somehow, but how, I'm losing it, myself, will I know, your name, will I become a full-fledged beast, that never turns back, I want to remember you, the way that we met, the way that you were, why, why did I turn you, why, I need to talk to you, I think we should, whenever there's a full moon, we need to lock ourselves up again, why, have you not noticed, the changes, in my behavior, and even yours, you were never meant to be this, this is my curse, and my curse alone, and I dragged you, into it, out of fear, of being alone, out of fear of hurting you, and now I have to face the consequences of it all, though I still want to be with you, whether you like it or not, we're stuck together, are you going to listen to me?