We Don't Have to Talk, but I'm Here if You Need Me

Transcript

Hello? Hello? I know you're in there.

Come on, how long you gonna leave me out here knocking on your fucking door? Hello? The way your door isn't even fucking locked.

Aye aye aye. You could have just told me it was open and I wouldn't have come on in. Hello? Where the fuck are you? Not in the living room.

The way I'm literally searching for you in your own place. Not in the kitchen. Hello? Bathroom door is open.

So, that only leaves. .. Hey, what are you doing on the floor? Are you okay? I mean, if you were okay, you probably wouldn't be laying on the floor.

What's uh, what's the problem? What's going on? You can't tell me nothing.

You can't tell me nothing. At least if you're like laying on the floor in the living room, maybe with the TV on or like reading something, playing on your phone, literally doing anything. But you're laying on the floor in your fucking room.

No music. No phone. No TV.

You're not drawing. Like, what's up? It does matter.

It matters to me. It matters, it matters a lot. I care if you're okay.

No, listen, fuck you, okay? I'm coming down there. Listen here, you little fucker.

I love you, okay? I know, I know I'm pretty terrible at like, texting first and you know, just starting conversations in general, but like, you mean a lot to me. I think about you a lot and I don't know, like, I don't ever want you to doubt that, okay? And I know that whatever's going on isn't me, but I just want you to know that you matter a lot to me, okay?

And if you're going through something and you want to talk about it, I'm here to listen. I mean that. And that's fine, too.

Like, we don't have to talk. You don't have to tell me what's wrong. It'd be nice if you told me that something was wrong.

If it is, just so I know, even if it ends up being something that you want to keep inside, it's okay if you want to keep it inside. You know, people talk a lot of shit about like, keeping things bottled up and bearing things down, but you know, I think if there's something that maybe you're worried people won't understand, or maybe you don't understand yet, or maybe you just want to think about it more, or maybe you're not even sure what it is, maybe it's just a feeling, you know? Maybe you're just like, feeling heavy and tired.

You know, even if it's just a small, small thing for a long period of time, there's gonna get to be a point when it feels like too much, you know? And like, I can't speak for everyone, because there's a lot of pieces of shit out there, but I know I'm not gonna judge you for being overwhelmed. You know, I'm only saying this because we're close, and I'm in like a sharing mood, I guess? I want to try and be vulnerable with you, so that you know that you can be vulnerable with me, if you want to be.

And, yeah. I think people forget how fucking hard life is, man. How hard it is to just exist sometimes, you know? Just being a being that occupies a space, you know? And like, sometimes I wish I could just cry about it.

But I've never been a great crier. I know every guy says that, because we're all losers. We're all fucking losers.

But I'm different. Oh, fuck me. Man.

How are you feeling? I'm glad. It's okay if you're not all the way better, you know? No one's rushing you.

I'm not rushing you. And if you stumble along the way, I'll be here to pick you up. Or at least help you up.

Can't go carrying you, you know? Gotta live for yourself. Living's not enough for me.

Oh, fuck. I really do love you, though, you know? You know? You mind if I just lay down here next to you? I'm jealous.

I'm jealous. I'm here sitting up like a chump. You're down on the ground all comfy like this? What? Oh, man.

Here I am, pouring my heart out, and you're just chillin'. Were you even listening? No, I know you were.

I know you were. That's one thing I can always expect from you, is that you'll listen to me. So I'm gonna do it for you.

Let me listen to you. Let me listen to you. Tell me something.

Tell me what's going on in there. In that head. In that heart.

You wanna tell me? No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. It's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine.

It's not a competition, you know? You don't have to open up just because I opened up, and you don't have to tell me all your secrets just because I told you my secrets, you know? It's not like.

.. I'm just joking, I'm fully kidding. I don't care, I don't care.

Keep it in. I'll be here when you're ready to tell me. There's no rushing.

Hmm? You're looking cute. There's something about those, like, sad eyes.

But, like, a gentle smile. Because, you know, I'm just hilarious, and I'm making you laugh, and you're forgetting all your worries. Right? Obviously, that's why I'm here.

That's why I can sense these things. I can feel it. Is it okay? Then let me do it again.

I like kissing you. You taste nice. Your lips are kinda salty.

Probably from your tears. I'm sorry. I like it.

I'm just teasing. I'm just teasing. Hmm.

Yeah, they are a little salty, though. Hmm. You don't mind me licking it off, do you? Hmm? Hmm.

Just tell me if you want me to stop, okay? Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. It feels so warm between your legs. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm. I'm just grinding into you like this.

Hmm. Head to the floor. Hmm.

Hmm. You like that? Hmm.

Hmm. You feel good? Hmm.

Hmm. I want you to feel good. Hmm.

I want you to feel better. Hmm. I want you to feel my cock.

Hmm. I'm grinding into you. Hmm.

Hmm. Touch your head. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm. Hm.

Hmmm. Hmmm. I'm so happy, so good! Get on top of me so I can take your shirt off.

There you go. Yeah, you don't need to worry about me. Yeah, you don't need that.

Hmmm. You don't need that. Come here.

Hmmm. Come back. Hmmm.

Hmmmm. Hmmmm. I like the way you grind into me too.

Hmmm. You just want to feel good, don't you? Let's turn your brain off.

Hmmm. Let's turn it off. Take off my shirt.

You don't have to undo all the buttons, just pull it over. I like it better when it's on top. Let me do the thinking.

You just relax. You just take it. Okay? Can you do that? Can you just take it from me? Hmmm.

Let's get these pants off too. Get these pants off. You don't need them.

Let me stand on your chest. Turn that off. So yummy.

And the other one. Wow. Get down this tummy.

Get what I really want. It's between your legs. You like that? Are you giving me something else to pay attention to? Hmmmm.

Hmmmm. Feel good? Huh? Put your legs up for me.

Let me get in there. Hmmmm. Let me get my pants off.

Let me put my cock in you. Let me put my cock in this hole. Slap it against you.

You like that? Let me stick it in.