Your sex therapist parades you down the street at night, and takes you to an adult only club.
Okay, so we've done quite a bit of work on learning to reconfigure the way you think of terms like sex addict and slut, and we've worked on harnessing the power of suggestion, drawing on the desire of others and turning that into sexual power, but what we haven't done yet is dig into the underlying causes of the issues. One of them may be the fact that you've allowed yourself to lust after men who didn't reciprocate your feelings, or maybe you've been sexual with men you wouldn't always choose to be. Perhaps you fell into relationships where you weren't fully in love or weren't valued as you should have been, and sometimes this wasn't a conscious choice, but other times you were just reckless with yourself, and what's happened is you've ended up with some buried shame.
You know, in childhood, when we do something wrong, we're punished and then forgiven, and this allows us to forget and move on, but as adults, because there's no one to punish you for it, that feeling of slight shame never leaves. You feel as though you've never done recompense for it, never been forgiven, and so it can never be forgotten, but that ends today because I'm going to deal with everything you've ever done wrong. I'm going to expose it, I'm going to reprimand you for it, shame you for it, punish you for it, force you to make amends, and then I'm going to forgive you for it and give you reasons to forget it and move on.
While I'm here now, I'm going to very slowly strip you to your underwear, while I take your clothes off, I want you to think of all the things you've done or fantasized about doing which you might have shame about, no matter how big or small. Think of them now, have you ever wanted to steal someone from their partner, have you ever strung someone along with no intention of following through, have you ever fantasized about being taken by someone without your consent, have you ever looked at porn that made you feel bad about enjoying it afterwards, have you given your body to someone you shouldn't have, whatever you've done, I want you to think about it in detail, whatever it is that gives you shame, bring it out, alright, do you see what I have here, it's a collar and leash, it's to remind you that although you have a human mind, you have the bodily needs of an animal, come, give me your neck, you should be very grateful that it's a warm night in the city tonight, do you know what a walk of shame is though, we're going to march out the door right now, walk down main street, on the way to the sex club on the corner, come on, out you come, you're going to be seen on the street collared in your underwear and the shame you feel now will act as a shock to your system, it'll bring everything to the surface so it can be dealt with, look at you, yeah, they can see what kind of woman you are, come on, do you feel it, the shame, so you should, think of all those things you've done again and tell me what kind of words describe you, are you a good girl, no I don't think so, you're a naughty girl, are you a chaste and innocent girl, no, so what kind of word describes you, it starts with S, yeah, that's right, you're a naughty girl, but you're a good little slut, yeah, and I'm going to help you accept that even more, together we're going to release you from any shame you feel so you can totally embrace your inner slut instead of pushing her away all the time, keep walking, don't worry about what they're saying or thinking, the important thing is you can walk through it, embrace your shame now, think of all the people you've fucked or imagine fucking which you shouldn't have, tell us what you are, say it, say I'm a beautiful slut, yeah, say it louder, say I'm a naughty fucking slutty angel, say it over and over, tell everyone what a dirty little slut you are, say it, say it again, if you can take the shame you can take anything, yeah, and look what's happening, is anyone disgusted at you, is anyone casting a stone, no, in fact I think a few of them are wishing you would offer yourself to them right now, and if no one else wants to punish you, I guess I'll have to, okay, that's enough, come this way, yeah, get in here, so you did that, you made the walk of shame, now it's time for you to accept your punishment and pay your dues, see over there, that giant wooden axe, it's the Saint Andrew's cross and I'm going to chain you to it now, now stand there in front of it like this, yeah, put your arms up either side, give me your wrists, that's good, I'm going to cuff you up now, yeah, spread your legs so I can cuff your ankles down here, that's good, good, but did you think I was going to leave your underwear on, you have to be stripped bare for this, that's better, now, see this flogger, I'm in control of it but you need to help me, because if I hit you too hard and hurt you too much, it'll only add to your shame, but if I impact you like this, there's no pain is there, it's just a fancy sound and if there's no pain, there's no punishment, so what we need to do is find the balance, I'll strike you and you will beg me to hit you harder by rattling your chains and I'll hit you harder and again you'll beg to be released from your shame by rattling your chains and we'll continue like that until you've finally had enough and it's time to make amends and be forgiven, are you ready, good, more, is that hard enough, no, you're loaded with shame aren't you, how's this, enough, you can take a lot more than I thought, more, okay then, how's this, is that nearly enough, how's that then, enough, there we go, now it's time to make amends, are you ready to make it up to me and take it inside you so I can fuck every last bit of shame out of you, yeah, say please sir, yeah, good, now feel my warm body pressing into you, yeah, lean forward, put your head on the crook of the cross, yeah, I want so bad to fuck you from behind you beautiful little slut, oh fuck it's going in too easily, do you know how much your easy little pussy is leaking all over my cock right now, give me all that wetness, I want my cock to soak up all of this amazing sluttiness, oh yeah, let me finger down there too, oh god, your little clit's so hard and tingly, you want me to play with it don't you, say please play with my clitty sir, say it, alright then, play with your naughty little clitty while I'm hammering your pussy hole, yeah, just stop thinking your dirty side's bad and enjoy it, fuck you, enjoy all the sex you want, let go of your shame and come for me now, yeah, oh god I'm going to pound this needy little pussy, oh fuck it, let this big cock yawn you open, oh yeah I want to unload my cum in your little pink hole while I rub that clitty so good, oh fuck I need you to come for me now, yeah, I'm going to be a perfect little princess over me in a go, now, yeah, can you feel it starting, oh yeah, let me get that clit and make it spasm, oh fuck yeah, take this cock right up into your body, yeah, oh give me that needy little hole to fill up, oh I can feel your pussy gaping around me now, oh god, I'm going to cum, yeah, now, oh come with me, you naughty little nympho, oh fuck yeah, I'm coming now, coming so hard into you, feel your clitty throbbing pussy getting filled with this warm cum, be good, rub that nasty pussy on me, and my hard cock finish loading up that hole, it's warm and so full, oh my god yeah, keep coming with me, fuck yeah, oh fuck, take it all inside, pussy, oh fuck, oh that's all, oh yeah, oh my god, oh yeah, oh fuck yeah, so how are you feeling now, like, can you hear me say you're such a beautiful little slut, that doesn't make you cringe, yeah, you know, I just want you to feel relaxed with your desires, enjoy them, you only live once, you wonderful teasey little tot, so be yourself, it's now or never, yeah, okay, let's get you off the cross, get you raised back to life, cleaned up, you can wear my coat home, come back to my place, we'll take a long bath, and you can choose what we do with the rest of the weekend, breakfast in bed, a bit of retail therapy, let's just look after each other now and make the day something to look forward to when we wake up, angel, yeah.