This Poor Heart Of Mine [M4A] [Friends to Lovers] [Dying Listener] [Angst] [Confession] [L-bombs]

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Where are they they usually don't take this long to get rid of a target I signed them and I know how good they are at what they do so maybe something happened maybe they got caught I'll see what we do maybe maybe I should send some nights after them no that won't work this is this is an off-the-record mission I should I could send mercenaries to look for them in secret yeah yeah this is exactly what I should do I have to oh ah there you are I was so worried usually you come in and out of my chamber so swiftly I'm quite surprised with how loud you are just now anyway I'm just glad you're back and wait are you limping divine what happened are you all right why why are you holding your stomach oh no no no no no god you're bleeding what do I do what do I do no it's not fine don't you don't you try to trick me you're obviously hurt oh you're breathing shallow too and you're you're cold sweating look don't tell me you're fine I can clearly see that you're not I'm I'm not panicking I'm just I just I don't want anything bad happening to you because well you're my most trusted assassin and a very loyal subject at that oh don't try to get up insane don't you see the state you're in no your king told you not to get up just just obey without questioning leave everything to me I'll carry you to my bed and lay you there I don't care if the stupid seeds gets dirty with blood this is not what matters right now that was sick come let's let's get you on the bed I know I know it hurts I'm sorry I'm trying to be delicate but I don't I don't think we got the time to do this in a slowly manner right all right there you go very comfortable great just don't move and try not to speak I'm I'm going to tell the guards to get the physician um he he should be able to help you everything's going to be fine all right get some rest while I go talk to them oh you don't want me to leave you alone I have to talk to the guards about the physician I'll be right back I promise it's time alone you're not going to die alone you're not going to die at all don't you dare repeat that this is an order from your king no no no please please please don't say that it's not too late I can't lose you you're not only an assassin or subject to me you're you're my friend much more than that actually you can't leave like this all right I didn't even confess to you yet hey hey hey don't close your eyes no no no no god please no don't do this to me oh god don't go don't leave me I love you oh my dear I love you please please guards guards call the physician now I don't care if he already finished his activities for the night just call the physician this is an order go right darling they want to get a physician everything's going to be all right you're going to be all right I love you oh god please stay with me please oh god please stay I love you I love you I love you um what oh thank the gods you're awake thank heavens you're back you're back um yes um I was sleeping on your chest I wanted to hear when your heartbeat came back and when it finally happened I I think I fell asleep while listening to it oh no no no I I didn't say that I just I just said that I wanted to hear your heartbeat stabilizing that is all that I said anyway the um physician got here and he was able to help you you're going to be fine now great news don't you agree oh um well he is a very talented professional I I knew he would be able to help you even if your situation seemed dreadful you were dying yes but he stopped the bleeding and well you didn't die everything's fine now so just try and focus on getting better all right oh no no why why do you want to talk to the physician he's he's already sleeping uh I let's not wake the man a second time all right for god's sake you're so stubborn no even I don't want to lose that side of yours um I told you that the physician came and nursed you back to health can't you just accept that as the answer and leave it be please can't you just believe in me or actually you don't you don't even have to believe me just pretend you do and don't seek for answers you won't be enjoying hearing no I didn't make the pact with a demon but well I admit that is or was my second choice what did I do what I had to I I don't regret it I never will I just know you will get so angry at me for that but I simply do not care yes as you already suspect the physician could not help you he said that it was too late for you I sent him away screaming with all the air I had my lungs your heart was still beating it was so weak and and then it simply stopped you died and I couldn't bear the thought of losing you I would never simply accept that and so I remembered about the dark magic book that my father gave to me some days before he passed away he told me to only use it in case I needed to save my own life or the kingdom so I looked found the book and I cast a spell yes I used dark magic and I said I don't regret it hmm I know you're angry but please don't make that face I know I'm well aware that using dark magic has its risk I couldn't care less it saved your life and that is all that matters to me if you're angry right now I don't even want to see how you are going to react when I tell you if you must I linked our hearts together they now have the same beat the same pace the same beat the same pace the same lifespan we have the same heart I didn't have a choice your bleeding had stopped but your heart did not recover from so much blood loss so I looked through the book until I found the only spell that could help you no don't you ever say that again you're not worth it you're not worth it you say darling you are you are worth it to me I would never think for even a second about leaving you to die in such miserable way not when I have an option a choice a solution I would never ever let the love of my life die like this so in my opinion you are worth it you're worth it to me to me because I care for you and I admire you and I love you yes I do I love you I always have and always will so believe me when I say that this poor heart of mine was always yours in the first place I just made it official tonight I know I know you love me too I knew since the beginning I just I didn't say anything because we're from completely different worlds I thought even if we weren't together as a couple we could be together as a ruler and his subject I thought that was enough for me but when you fell on the floor bleeding away life sleeping through your fingers when I held your cold body in my arms I realized that having you near me but not having you completely wasn't enough never was and would never be and your king is a greedy bastard your king is a greedy bastard so yes I connected our hearts and our lives and if you die I'll die with you and if I die you will die with me we will die together it's decided there's no way out of this don't care about the kingdom this entire nation and its people can go to hell if I get to keep you I'm sorry darling but it's it's the truth I told you I'm a greedy greedy bastard oh you didn't see anything yet there's um there's more what I mean is that you're not an assassin anymore from now on you are my royal consort it's exactly as I said we are going to have a small wedding ceremony as soon as tomorrow morning and then you'll be officially my spouse this way I can keep you safe and sound inside this palace with me darling you're carrying my heart inside your chest you didn't think you would be able to keep roaming around as an assassin like you've been most of your life did you yes yes I can do that I can do so much more if it is to keep you out of harm's way this is happening either you like it or not hi I'm I'm just taking responsibility for what I did it is my fault what happened to you I'm the one who supported you when you decide to become an assassin for the royal family I'm the one who sent you on missions it's all this all this is my fault as your king it is my job to take care of you and so far I I did a terrible job but I'm fixing it now I am going to keep you safe my love by my side the place where you should be since the very beginning.