The Safeword

Transcript

No, no, no, no. We're good. We're done.

We're good. We're fine. Are you okay? Are you alright? Scene's done.

Scene's done, I promise. No, no, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you for real.

Okay, okay, okay. Is it alright if I come back over? I just want you to know that we were just playing.

We were just doing a scene. This isn't real. I would never do this to you without you wanting me to do it to you, okay? No, no, I mean that.

I know that sometimes in the heat of the moment it can feel real, but I want you to know that your comfort, that's top priority for me, okay? Your safety. Is it alright if I give you a hug? I want you to know that what you say matters, okay? You never have to pretend like you like something if you don't.

You never need to just do something for me. It means a lot to me that you would even try, okay? So don't, please don't ever make yourself go through something that you don't want to go through, alright?

I will always stop whenever you ask me. The second you say that safe word, it's done. And we don't ever have to do it again.

No pressure at all, okay? I need you to know that, I really need you to know that your words are important and that I'm listening. Even if I'm playing a jerk or an asshole or pretending that we don't know each other, we do know each other.

I do know you. I love you. You're important to me.

You're special to me. What you feel matters to me. This is only fun for me if you're enjoying it too, okay? Yeah, I mean it.

I really do. Even if we're pretending like I own you, I know that I don't. I know that you're the one giving yourself up to me.

And I'm lucky to just be able to ask you to do these things or tell you to do these things in the moment. I want you to know that you have just as much say in what goes on here as I do, okay? More even.

Listen, you make me so unbelievably happy and so fucking lucky to be able to be your Dom, to be able to shout at you, be able to do these rougher things. But never for a second do I think that I'm entitled to your body, that I'm entitled to you. The trust that you give me for this, that's not lost on me for a second.

I know that this is a big thing that you're letting me be a part of. And I just, I would never betray that trust, okay? So I mean it.

And let this be proof to you that if ever you need it to stop, you just say that safe word and I'm done. And we can just, we can cuddle and we can hug and I can just be here to be warm with you. To take care of you.

To calm you back down. Bring you back to Earth. Bring you back to reality.

Because like I said, none of that is real, okay? Just playing. Just role playing.

Nothing more. Nothing more. Your consent literally means everything to me.

And I don't want you to forget that, okay? Can I, can I kiss you? Just on the cheek there.

I love you, okay? I do. I'm not mad, I'm not mad.

I'm not disappointed. I'm not upset. I'm nothing but sorry that I scared you or that I hurt you.

Just please don't ever, ever, ever doubt your importance to me. Or your significance. All right.

No, what do you mean? Of course I'm sure. Of course I'm sure.

Come here. Come here. Put your head against my chest.

Right there. You feel that? You feel my heart? Listen to it, all right? I love you.

I am not upset. I am not angry. I am not frustrated.

I'm not disappointed. All I feel is lucky that you even gave me the chance to try it. Okay? Yeah, I promise.

Listen to my heart. I promise. Just relax here, okay? We can pull on the covers.

There we go. Nice and cozy. Warm and safe.

You really do mean the world to me. I'm so lucky. Give me a kiss? Wipe those tears.

You okay? Good. Here.

Let me just rub your back. And your side. You just keep that head against my chest.

And just relax to the thumps, the beating. And we'll take some deep breaths. Make sure that you're feeling a little bit more calm, okay? Okay.

In. And out. And in.

And out. And in. And out.

A few more, okay? In. And out.

There you go. In.