The Part That Always Worked

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Well, I wasn't going to meet you. No, I didn't really want to, when you asked. No, my roommate actually said I should.

She said that I should see if I'm still angry, or if I'm still hurt or upset, and the only way to know is to see you. I think I was just looking for justification, honestly. How have you been? Yeah? You got the job? Amazing! I'm so happy for you.

Yeah, yeah, things have been good. I got that promotion at work that I was working toward, so that's been fun. It's been a lot of work, but it's been fun.

So, why did you want to see me? Well, it's been like six months since we broke up, and there hasn't been a word between us since. Yeah, I know, it didn't end well.

We were. .. I don't know what we were.

Yeah, yeah, I did find a new roommate. She's pretty great. I wasn't going to, but then I realized it's a lot easier on the rent if there's two of us, because before you I lived alone, so I thought I would do it again, but I actually like having her around.

She's fun, and she pays her rent on time, and she's clean, so she's not a slob, which is nice. Yeah, I know. I know, we thought living together was going to be a great idea, but it didn't turn out that way.

In fact, that was the point where everything went south, wasn't it? When we moved in together. I'm not sure why, though.

We worked so well before. I mean, we were together for, what, two years before we moved in? We were spending all our time together anyway, whether it was at your place or my place, it didn't matter, and then we thought that, you know, living together would save us some rent and allow us to just be together.

That's where it went so wrong. I don't know if you weren't ready, or if it was scarier than we thought it was going to be. I don't know.

Yeah, we just sort of stopped having time for each other, and then when we were together, we were angry all the time. It wasn't fun. Okay, yeah, I know that was crappy.

I moved out without telling you, because I felt like I had to. I felt like I couldn't talk to you at that point. I couldn't tell you that I wanted out, that I was completely just devastated by how things had turned out.

Talking wasn't really our strong suit at that point, even though before we lived together, we could talk about anything and everything, and. .. I don't know.

It's okay. That was a while ago, right? Okay, what do you have to tell me? Is that why you wanted to meet? You wanted to tell me something? Okay.

Yeah, yeah, I mean, I still love you too, but it doesn't. .. Okay, I won't say anything.

Wow. Um. ..

Yeah. You wanted out. I know you did.

I know, because I could feel it. That's why it went so nasty so quickly. But what I don't understand is why.

What scared you? Me? In case you hadn't noticed, I'm not all that scary a person.

At least I try not to be. When I'm angry, I can be kind of intimidating, but I wasn't angry all the time at first. Um.

.. I know you have some unresolved issues from past relationships. Yeah, I know.

I thought we were working through them. Well. ..

Is that what it was? Because just because the first really serious relationship you were in ended because of cheating didn't mean ours was going to. That's what it was, wasn't it? You didn't want to get hurt again.

And I was getting too close. Yeah, yeah, I see it now. I didn't then, I was too close to it, but now, in hindsight, that's exactly what it was, wasn't it? She was so horrible to you and shook your faith in relationships and love so much that you couldn't just relax and accept how amazing things were.

You were waiting for the other shoe to drop, weren't you? Sorry, I'm not trying to put words in your mouth, but you look like you're struggling, and I'm pretty sure I'm figuring this out. Yeah, yeah, I do tend to help you when you need it.

Okay, so now I know, thank you, I understand, and I hope that you figure out what you want, and that you figure out that not everybody is going to be like that. I'm glad you're working on it. Ah, now we come to the reason, okay.

Um, you want to get back together? Really? Oh boy.

Uh, yeah, I mean, of course I've thought about it, but things were so bad at the end. I don't know how we could make that work. Um, how do I know that the same issue isn't going to pop up again? That we're going to get close again, and then you're going to get scared? How do I know that's not going to happen? Because I don't really want to go through that again.

It wasn't fun. You do seem more relaxed, more settled when you're talking about it. I'm really glad you've been doing the work.

But it's only been six months. That kind of thing doesn't go away overnight. Yeah, yeah, I know.

Work in progress. Well, you kind of threw me for a loop. Uh-huh.

So what do you want to happen now? Yeah, that was always the part that worked, wasn't it? Even when things were bad, that part was really good.

Uh, no. No, I haven't been with anybody since. I just haven't had time or felt like it.

Yeah, I'm serious. What about you? Have you been easing your sorrows with various people? No? Then what are you giving me crap for? I left, but I wasn't over you quickly.

No. No, not at all. I couldn't just move on.

I wasn't sure what had happened. I wasn't sure why we were apart. Why things went so bad so quickly.

I guess I never really fully got over it enough to let someone else in. And I, if I'm honest with myself, I don't really want to. But now I have to decide if I can trust that everything that happened isn't going to repeat itself this time.

I want to believe it. I want to believe it so badly. I want to go back to when things were good.

I want to make it right this time. If you think we can do that, then yeah, I'm game to try. Well, you better kiss me now after that.

Yes. Same sparks as ever. I do remember this spot.

This is where we made love the first time. Yeah, I remember. It's also where you told me you loved me the first time.

It's where we would just kind of come to just be. Yes, I. Yeah, we've had a lot of sex here.

Are you trying to tell me something? You got that look on your face. Yeah, hungry, but not for food.

I still remember that look very well. Why don't you do something about it? It feels like the dam has burst just all in.

I may regret it. I may not. But right now, I don't care.

If you want to. Take my clothes off. Let me get your pants.

Push them down. Yeah, I'm sure I'm absolutely sure this is what I want. Push me up against the wall.

Take me, please. I know you like my breasts. You always have.

Yes, kiss them. Oh, your tongue feels as good as it always did. They're still as sensitive as they always were.

Yes. Oh, there you are. I missed you.

I missed this too. Oh, you have the most perfect cock. You do? I love it.

I love stroking it. I love holding it. I love teasing it.

And I love fucking it. I love sucking it. I love all of it.

Okay, okay. No, no, I don't want to do any of that. Just put it in me, okay? Yeah, my leg around your hip.

Yeah. We haven't been whole in so long. Make us whole, please.

Oh, it's still as good as I remember. No, I'm still on the pill. It's fine.

Yeah. Remember, I went on it so we wouldn't have to use condoms. We're not going to use one now.

No. I do feel you all the way in me. It's where you belong.

Welcome home. Here, get my leg up around you too. There.

Oh, yes. My legs around your hips, you holding my ass to keep me up while you fuck me. This was always one of my favorite things.

Yes, keep going. Oh, yes, bury it in me. I was hoping.

I didn't want to admit it to myself, but I was hoping that we would get to do this again. Yeah, yeah. I love your cock.

I love how you fuck me. I love how it feels when you come inside me. I love how it feels when I get to come around you, when I fucking explode in your arms.

Yes, just keep moving inside me. Just keep moving. Yes, yes.

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. You look so happy right now. This is what you wanted, isn't it? Me? All of me? Yes.

I'm massaging your cock with my pussy. I love how my nipples are rubbing up against your chest. Yes, just us.

It's all we need. It's just us. Nothing else matters.

No other concerns. No other people. Just us.

Promise. Good. Now make me cum.

That is the rhythm I like, yes. Yes, drive me into the wall. Just like the first time.

Well, we were gonna wait and go to your place or my place and do this. We couldn't wait. You kissed me and that was it.

Next thing I knew, our pants were on the floor. My shirt was open, my bra was pulled down, and you were inside me. It was so hot that you could hold me up like this.

You could push me against the wall and hold me there while you drove in and out of me. Yes, yes. Oh god, I'm close.

I'm so close. I wanna feel you, I wanna feel you. Warm and wet inside me.

Yes, yes. Yes, kiss my neck, yes. I love that your hands on my ass are like pulling me wider.

Giving me more room to take you. Letting you move faster like this. I'm gonna go.

You are swelling and you are throbbing inside me. Yes, you're gonna come too, aren't you? Please, please fill my pussy for the first time in months.

It's been too long. I want it, I want all of it. Every drop coating my inside.

Yes, spray me. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

Yes, yes, yes, come, come. Oh god, I'm coming too. That first shot of warmth set me off too.

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Yes, come. Keep going.

Drive it deep. I love you, I love you. I never stopped.

No, don't move. No, keep me pinned against the wall. Hold your cock deep in me.

Let me feel you. Let me squeeze you with the little aftershocks. Whose place is closer, yours or mine? Uh, yeah, yeah, that's where I am now.

Okay. That wasn't enough. We have six months to make up for.

Take me home. Take me to your place. Fuck me in your bed.

All night. Yes, that's what I want. You're what I want.

Uh, yeah, I would say I'm glad that I agreed to meet with you too.