Last time I gave you instructions to take care of your own needs, you struggled. You didn't seem to know exactly how to do that. This is not okay. Yes, you're my sub, and yes, I control this type of thing. But you should know your own body and how to make it feel good, too, even when I'm not around (and with proper permission, of course). So tonight we're going to focus on making sure you can make your body feel good whether I'm with you or not. You're going to listen to my voice, follow my instructions, and be rewarded in ways that are as amazing as you are. You deserve this and so much more...
Yes, you heard me right. I did tell you to come in here naked and lay on the bed. I want you on your stomach.
But before you do that, I think we need to have a little chat. Sit down. Okay.
So, the other night when I told you you could touch yourself and do whatever you wanted because I was tired and didn't feel like it, you struggled. I laid there beside you, listening to you, trying to get yourself off. And what ended up happening? Right.
I had to do it for you. I don't ever want you to have to rely on me for that. No.
I want you to be able to give yourself pleasure whenever you want. Or, you know, when I give you permission to do so. I think you've just become so accustomed to me doing it that you just forgot a few of the basics.
Well, I know you'd rather I do it, but that's not always practical, is it? No. No one should ever, ever give up their ability to pleasure themselves.
I don't care what relationship they're in. So tonight, we are going to focus on teaching you how to pleasure yourself. It doesn't have to be a long, drawn-out process.
And honestly, if you come, you come. If you don't, you don't. The reality is being able to bring yourself pleasure just by touching yourself is a huge thing, and you should be able to do it whenever you want.
Well, again, whenever I say you can. But whenever you try, it should be able to happen. Right? You shouldn't struggle not knowing what to do.
I mean, there are obviously other factors that can affect it, but lack of knowledge shouldn't be one of them. I think you've forgotten how your body works, because you're so used to me just doing it for you. So that being said, lay down on your stomach.
Mm-hmm. You don't have to masturbate on your back. That is a gross misconception.
Mm-hmm. Trust me, okay? Lay down on your stomach.
Don't put your head on the pillow. Cross your arms, put them under your head, and lay with your legs spread. I am going to sit back here, because I enjoy a nice view of your pussy, so there's that.
But I'm going to watch, and I'm going to give you instructions. And then next time you try this, it'll be my voice in your head, your hands doing the work, but you'll hear my voice. Okay? Mm-hmm.
Good girl. No, keep your hands up under your head. Just relax.
Just relax. Take a deep breath in through your nose, out through your mouth. Just let all the stress melt off.
If you're tight and stressed and all worried about stuff, nothing is going to feel good. So just let it all go. Good girl.
Good girl. And again. Good.
Are you comfortable? Yeah, I put the soft comforter on, just for you. Mm-hmm.
I can see your pussy. I like seeing your pussy. In fact, if we weren't doing this little exercise, I'd be touching it right now, but I'm controlling myself.
All right. Now what you're going to do is you're going to start moving your hips back and forth. Mm-hmm.
Forward and back, just a little bit. Just enough to feel the pressure of the bed against the front of your pussy. That's right.
Like you're thrusting, but not. There's something in the thrusting motion that triggers something in our brains. It tells our body that we're ready for sex.
I don't know what it is, but it works. So just lightly feel the bed underneath you. Feel how warm it is.
Feel how soft. And just lightly thrust that pretty pussy against the bed. Yes, you are humping the bed.
I understand that and that's what I'm telling you to do. If you're going to be so literal about everything, this isn't going to go well. Shh.
Mm. Keep your eyes closed. Spread your legs a little bit more so you can tilt your hips down and get more contact.
Good. Do you know what I'd be doing to you right now? Do you want to know? Well, I'd be running my hands up and down the insides of your thighs.
Kneading the flesh gently. Squeezing. Mm.
Pushing your legs wider. Wider. As I work ever higher.
Toward that perfect pussy that's essentially just staring at me right now. Mm. And while your hips are doing all the work, I would just take my hand and I would place two fingers lightly over your pussy lips and let you create the movement that rubs against them.
Do you feel it? Yeah? No, I'm not going to touch you.
Silly girl. Mm. You can speed up your hips, yes? Mm.
I would press those fingers forward just a little bit until I came in contact with your clit and I'd let you rub against my fingers. That needy clit that I can already see. Mm.
Swelling. Glistening because you're already getting wet. Mm.
So perfect. How do you feel? Good.
I want you to feel good. Is your pussy tingling? Yeah? It's kind of unsatisfying, isn't it? Just sort of pressing it against the bed like that.
It makes you want more. Well, let's see what we can do about that. Take one hand, slide it underneath yourself and gently cup over your pussy.
That's right. Just put it in your hand. Hold it.
You're not squeezing. You're not touching your clit. You're just holding the outside.
Keep moving your hips. You're now essentially grinding the front of your pussy against your hand. That moan tells me that you like the change.
The hand feel good? Mm-hmm. Yeah, it's a little more solid.
Something a little more there to press against. More so than the bed. Spread your legs wider.
You can move your hand however you need to, to feel best. I can see your clit even more now. Makes me want to touch it.
Mm-hmm. Yeah. Makes me want to slip my fingers between yours and just rub light circles over it.
Yeah. While you hump your own hand. Mm-hmm.
I would tease that little clit. Stroke it lightly with the barest touch. Mm-hmm.
I know that makes you shiver. Mm-hmm. Feel it.
Feel it, baby girl. That's right. Mm-hmm.
Push that pussy into your hand. Feel the warmth. Yeah.
Feel how solid it is. That's right. Mm-hmm.
Good. Oh, I'd love to just run my finger up and down your entire slit. Spread your juices.
Taste them. Tease you open. Slip my finger inside.
Just the tip. Yeah, just a little at a time while you keep moving because your movements would take me deeper with every thrust. Mm-hmm.
So delicious. That's right. Moan.
Get into it. Nobody can hear you but me, and I want to hear you. Mm-hmm.
I love it when you make noise. I love hearing you enjoy what your body feels. Mm-hmm.
Now take that hand that's on your pussy and start lightly squeezing. Almost like a pulsing as you grind into it. That's right.
Lightly. Almost enough that you can't even feel it. Good.
Ooh. Slide your hand down so more of your fingers are covering your slit and the heel of your hand is right against your clit. That's right.
Keep thrusting. Mm-hmm. I'd love to slip my finger into you right now.
Mm-hmm. Wiggle it around. Oh, you like that? Yeah.
You want me to put my finger in you? Mm-hmm. No, that's not what this is about.
This is about you. Only you. Mm.
You can squeeze a little harder. Use your fingertips to apply pressure. Keep thrusting.
Good girl. Good girl. No, this probably won't make you cum, but it feels so good, doesn't it? Do you feel the pleasure just radiating from your pussy to every other part of your body? Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm. You feel exposed because I'm watching you, because I can see every inch of you, and I love it. Mm-hmm.
I wish I could just lift that ass in the air, pull it forward, and stick my tongue deep inside you. Swirl it around. Mm-hmm.
Mm. Oh, I'd love to lick that juicy pussy. Oh, baby.
You taste so good. Keep squeezing. Keep thrusting.
Good girl. You're doing so good. Mm.
Do you want more? Yeah? Okay, stop.
Good girl. See that pillow beside you? Mm-hmm.
It is the one you don't like because it's too hard. I wonder why that's going to work to your advantage now. Put it between your legs.
Fold it up. Mm-hmm. Put it between your legs so it's pressing against that needy pussy of yours.
Ah, just like that. Mm-hmm. Mm.
Sit up. Yep. You can mount it.
Mm. Move up to the head of the bed so you can use the headboard. Good girl.
Now, keep your back to me. This is about you. I want you concentrating.
Mm-hmm. Good. Is it in place? All right.
Grind. Rub your pussy against the pillow. That's right.
Good girl. Mm. Thrust against it.
Feel it against that needy clit. Work for it. Move those hips.
Faster. Yes. Good girl.
Good girl. No, I'm not going to tell you when to come. That's all up to you.
The whole point is that you control what happens. Do you like how the pillow feels between your legs? Mm-hmm.
Yep. I have made you do this before, and I always stop you before you come, but this time you get to come all over the pillow if you want to. Oh, you want to? Okay.
Go ahead, baby. Fuck that pillow until you come. That's right.
Grind. Faster. Faster.
Oh, feel it press against your pussy. Feel how wet you are. You're leaving a wet spot on it.
Mm. Squeeze it with your thighs. Mm-hmm.
It's so fucking hot. I'd love to get behind you, wrap my arms around you, play with your nipples while you do this. One hand on your breasts, the other slipping down to rub your clit while you rub it against the pillow.
My finger in there would feel fantastic. Even better than just humping the pillow. Or better yet, getting in front of you and letting you suck my nipples.
Would you like that, baby? Would you like to suck all while you hump the pillow? Yeah.
Your mouth just opened. I could see it. Even though I'm behind you, I saw your jaw drop.
Mm. Oh, that's right. Throw your head back.
Use the headboard. Really work those hips. That's right.
Punish that pillow. Fuck it. Oh, yes.
Use it to make you come. That's right. That's right.
Good girl. Good girl. Oh, you're so fucking hot, baby.
It's taking I have not to touch myself while I watch you do this. Mm. Oh, but I want to.
I want to stick my hand in my own panties. Oh, I'm dripping. Mm.
My own pussy is squeezing. Oh, yes. Good girl.
You're so hot like this. Getting yourself off. Giving yourself so much pleasure.
Get wild. Make noise. Louder.
Louder. Good girl. Oh, yes.
Oh, give that needy pussy what it wants. That's right. Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm. What would I do right now? I'm thinking I'd love to come over there and bend you forward.
Hold you flat to the bed. Push your pussy against that pillow. Shove my fingers into you and make you grind while I finger fuck you.
The only thing you'd be able to move would be your hips. Mm-hmm. No, I'm not going to do it.
Silly. Mm. But you could lean forward yourself and try a different angle.
There you go. Good. Uh-huh.
Oh, yes. Lean forward. Spread those legs wide and really grind on that pillow.
It's a different feeling like this, isn't it? Your ass in the air. Spread wide.
Open. I could just slip my fingers inside you. Fuck the shit out of you right now.
Oh, and it's such an appealing sight. It's a good thing I have self-control. Keep going.
Keep going. That's right. Grip the bed, baby.
That's right. Oh, yes. Does it feel good? Yeah? Mm.
Good girl. Are you going to come? No, you don't need permission.
Just do it. You have permission to do whatever feels best for you. You will make me happy now by doing whatever your body wants to do.
Okay? That's right. Good girl.
Oh, I can hear your pussy squishing on that pillow. That's right. Keep going.
Keep going. Good girl. You need me to say it? Okay.
Come for me. Mm-hmm. Oh, push that pussy to its limits.
Make that click. Give me your orgasm. Come for me.
Come on. Good girl. Good.
That's right. Scream if you need to. Good girl.
Mm-hmm. Good. Such a beautiful sound.
Oh, good girl. Mm-hmm. Okay.
Okay. You're okay. You're okay.
Absolutely, you're okay. Mm-hmm. Yes, you can get off the pillow now.
Lay down. Lay down. Good girl.
Good girl. How do you feel? Yeah? Good.
I'm glad. Now, next time you want to do something on your own, do you think you're going to be able to? Yeah? Good.
I think these little exercises are going to be something that have to become part of our regular routine, just to get you used to them. I think it's only fair. You don't look like you're done though.
No, you look sweaty and breathless and very happy, but I don't think you're done. Get on your back. Mm-hmm.
Spread your legs. That's right. Oh, that swollen clit is just staring at me.
Mm, I'd love to lick it. Mm, suck it. Mm, taste you.
No, no. That's not what this is about. Later, okay? I will fuck your brains out later.
Yes, I promise. I will put my mouth on you. I will put my fingers on and in you.
I will do whatever makes you happy later, okay? For being such a good girl, you're earning it. But right now, I want you to put your own fingers on your clit.
Show me what makes you feel good. I know it's sensitive, but I also know that you like to cum when you're overstimulated. So, you should be able to do that when you masturbate too.
So, go on. Touch yourself. Good girl.
Mm. Mm-hmm. Oh, such a light feathery touch.
Yeah. Feel good. Well, I guess I can help a little.
I'm not touching you, but here. Are these what you wanted? Yeah.
Wanted to see my breasts. These big nipples that make your mouth water. Mm, that's right, baby.
Rub that clit looking at my nipples. I'll even tug them for you. Oh, imagine how they feel in your mouth.
Mm, that's what you can think of when you're fingering your own pussy. Yeah? Do you want to stick a finger inside yourself? Go ahead.
Oh, yes. I'm jealous because I know how hot and wet it is in there, and I wish my finger was in there. I wish my tongue was in there, just like you wish your tongue was on these giant nipples.
Mm-hmm. That's it, baby. Rub that clit.
Come on. Oh, circles today. Mm-hmm.
Sometimes you like circles. Sometimes you just like basic pressure. Go for it.
Oh, show me how you get off. That's right, you're already in the zone. Oh, fuck that little pussy.
Come on, let me see it. Let me see you get desperate. Let me see you get needy.
Let me see you get slutty for me. Come on, do it. Oh, spread those legs.
Tilt that ass toward me. That's right. That's right.
Show me what I get to enjoy later. Mm-hmm. Yeah.
Oh, yeah. I keep you on your back, and I spread your legs, and then I suck your clit until you scream. Mm-hmm.
You will be so sensitive, and I feel like you need to be fucked rough. That's right. Oh, two fingers.
Good girl. Mm-hmm. Oh, no, you can't have my nipple in your mouth.
You want it, though? I'll let you make me come that way later. Let you tug and twist and suck.
Let you feel it on your tongue. Mm-hmm. I'll even put my fingers in you, push on that special spot while you suck.
You make me come, I'll make you come. We'll just have a grand old time. That's right.
That's right. Imagine it. Mm-hmm.
My fingers in your pussy, your mouth on my nipples. Mm-hmm. And then, when you're done with my nipples, I'm gonna hold you down.
I'm gonna straddle your face, and I'm gonna fuck your tongue. Oh, we like that, do we? We like that, do we? Mm-hmm.
Oh, yes. I'm going to ride your tongue. Yes.
You're gonna use it on my clit. Back and forth. Harder and harder.
You're gonna have to keep up. You're making me so fucking hot just watching you finger yourself. Keep that hand moving.
That's right. Oh, you're sensitive. Keep going.
Keep going. Good girl. Oh, I can see the sweat breaking out all over you.
Mm-hmm. Oh, that's right. Thrust those hips up.
Fuck your own fingers. That's right. Good girl.
Oh, squeeze that clit for me. I know you like it. Squeeze the clit.
That's right. Mm-hmm. You're building.
Good girl. Good girl. Go over the edge for me.
Over the edge. That's right. Imagine it's my fingers inside you, pushing you, fucking you.
Mm-hmm. I can't wait. Mm-hmm.
I'm gonna own your body. I'm gonna make it so happy. And then I'm going to make you do things to me that make me happy.
Because that's what you're here for, right? Mm-hmm. To make me happy? Well, nothing would make me happier right now, baby girl, than watching you come.
Come for me. Come for me. Now.
Work that pussy. Good girl. Come.
Come. Mm-hmm. Oh, so nice.
That's right. Squeal. Squeal.
Oh, I love it when you whimper. Mm-hmm. Good girl.
Oh, that was so good. Take a breath. Yep.
Take a breath. Good girl. You did a lot of work today.
Mm-hmm. I'm very proud of you. See? You could do it.
I knew you could. Mm. Come here.
Come here. Come here. Mm.
Mm. Good job. Excellent job.
Here, lay with me. Oh, my poor girl's all wrung out now. Mm-hmm.
Mm. Is your body tired? Yeah? Feel good, though? Mm-hmm.
So now, next time you want to do that and you have permission, you can. And you can remember my voice, remember me watching, and remember how much I love you getting yourself off. Mm.
I'm a big fan of anything that makes you feel good, so there's that. Mm. Yeah? Nuzzle in.
Good girl. Yes, you may. Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm. Mm. Mm.
Ooh. You were dying to suckle, weren't you? Ooh, very nice.
Mm. No, no. No, no, not right now.
Just relax. Mm-hmm. Just feel it in your mouth while you relax.
Good girl. Good girl. Mm.
I've got you. Feel my arms around you. Yeah, feel my nipple in your mouth.
And just know that you did such a good job, and I'm so proud of you, okay? And when you've rested, and when what you're doing has turned me on to the point that I can't wait anymore, we'll turn this from a solo act into a duet, okay? Okay.
Good girl.