You've wanted this, babygirl, and I plan to deliver.
So, I have been thinking. I know. It's something you notice.
Okay, okay. I don't do well-keeping secrets. I have a surprise for you.
Yeah, well, um. .. I am a little bit, a little nervous, yeah.
No, not for any particular reason. I just. ..
This is something that you and I have been talking about for a while, and I don't know, I just got inspired, I guess, to try it. So, um, while I was thinking what you said. ..
Here, um, come here. Have a seat. All right.
I'm gonna pull you in a little bit, because this is, this is a, this is a good conversation to have. Hi. Do you remember, a little while ago, we were talking about using a strap.
I, I know, I know we have a strap, and you've used it on me, and I don't have any problem with that. But I was thinking about what you were saying about deeper connections, and I was thinking about what you were saying with regards to that trust, and something inside just clicked, finally. Like it, like it all just suddenly made sense.
I don't, I don't know what it was, I don't know what inspired it, I don't know if it was a conversation, or a look, or a feeling. I wish I had something greater to go on here, but, well. The other day, I drove to the sex shop, and our strap is adjustable, the unit itself is adjustable.
But I was also thinking that you'd said, when we first got one, that you hadn't used it that much, if at all, or that you've been the giver more than you've been the receiver. And so I went with that in mind, and I grabbed this. Yes, the nice, nondescript box came with the purchase.
Open it up, tell me what you think. It's smaller, it's not girthy. I figured it shouldn't scare you.
This should be something nice and comfortable that you can work with. This shouldn't be, like I said, not too long, and not too thick. Yeah, it's your favorite color on purpose.
What do you think? Yeah? Yeah? You'd let me? Oh, okay.
You want me to assume a role? Okay. Well, what kind of role are we talking about here? Are we talking about dominant-submissive? Okay, okay.
A little bit of dominant, but open to listening to you, and just, yeah, of course. Taking charge. I think that's just the term you're looking for, you just want me to take charge this time around.
Yeah, I can absolutely do that. How do I get in the right headspace for this? I know.
Yeah, I know. Come here. Come here real quick.
I've got a statement I've got to say here, but I need to kiss you first. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
Relax into me. That's my girl. Mm-hmm.
I want to take that toy in there. I want to guide you to our bedroom, and I'm going to put on that strap, and I'm going to fuck you with this. How does that sound? Yeah? Me, sure.
Oh, yeah, you don't have to worry about a thing. I made sure we had plenty of lube, too. Look, I'm not going to go into this with the assumption that you're going to be wet and perfect and as malleable as you need to be to fit with this toy.
I understand nerves can kind of I understand nerves can kind of get in the way of this, so hey, you want me to take charge, right? Then part of this is letting you know, baby girl, that I'm going to take care of you, however that looks. If you want to go slow, tell me to go slow.
If you need me to stop, me to go slow. If you need me to stop, tell me to stop. And if you want more, pick me for more.
That's my goal. Sound good to you? Good deal.
Get yourself up and go into the bedroom. I've got some prep work to do. All right, you know, I got to be honest about something.
I don't think I've given you nearly enough credit for wearing this thing. Seriously, it's like, well, it's like I've got a tail. It's, but like the straps fit perfectly and I think this looks great, but like there's, I'm like weirdly self-conscious with it.
You definitely don't mind. I was hoping you would. Okay, I know.
Rolls. Taking charge. Feeling confident.
I just, I had a moment, you know. Sometimes you just got to laugh about, about sex. It's inherently silly.
And I'm standing here in straps and a dildo and I'm getting ready to fuck you with it. Oh wow. Oh wow.
Oh wow. Yeah. Yeah, I think I'm ready to slip into this role now.
Make room, baby girl. God, you're sexy as hell. These thighs have parted beautifully for me.
It's going to take a lot of night to just eat you out and ignore everything else. You, my love, are soaked. You like thinking about this, don't you? Thinking about me in charge.
About me above you. You holding onto me with your arms and your legs. Hearing me pant in your ear.
Hearing me pant in your ear as I move my hips against yours. Oh yeah. Something tells me you like that a lot.
It's okay, baby girl. It's okay. First things first.
I'm going to make sure that you're prepared. So I'm going to lay here next to you. And you hold on to any part of me you want to.
Oh no, no, no, no. Trust me. As much as I want to lay over the top of you and do all of the things that are floating through my head, I've got to make sure you're ready first.
That's the most important part of the process. I mean, I can just tell from looking at them. These hands are ready.
These fingers are ready. To hold. To grab.
To grasp. And these arms. This body of yours.
Your face. Your lips. Your nose.
Your mouth. It's okay. You know I'm going to take care of you, right? Oh, I promise you, baby girl.
Practice makes perfect, after all. We're going to do this as many times as we have to in order to get it right. And I promise you.
Once we've got it right. .. Well, that'll be quite the dangerous weapon in my arsenal, now, won't it? Come here.
Come here. God, I love the way you moan for me. Do it again, baby.
Right in my ear. Oh, you're really excited for this, aren't you? Yeah, I can feel it.
I can feel it in your sides. The way your thigh just hitched up around my waist. And if I trim my hand down just a little bit more.
.. Yeah. Yeah.
Oh, my poor thing. How long have you been like this? Oh, it's okay.
You know I've got you, right? Mmm. You know, I was going to pay attention to the lot of you, but something tells me you were already anticipating this.
It's like you can barely stand it. You know, usually, I'd say good things come to those who wait. Judging from this, the time it took you to take your clothes off, and the time it took me to figure out how to put this thing on, I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do it again.
I think my baby girl has been tremendously patient. Do that again. Nails down the back is a weakness.
How did you know? Mmm. Okay.
You just lie back, baby. You lie back and you let me take care of you, okay? Okay.
Let me just, um, just grab this really quick. I'm shaking. I think.
.. Pop this open. Okay.
I think you've got me as excited as you are. Oh, fuck, look at you. You're practically glistening.
I promise you right now, I'm gonna be so good to you. One of these days, I'm gonna get you on all fours, and I'm gonna fuck you from behind, and I'm gonna hold your hands to the mattress so you can't move from me. But right now, right now, it's your pace.
Okay? Yeah, I'm okay. I'm just really excited.
Yeah. You can touch me as much as you want. I want you to.
I'm gonna kiss you for a bit here and keep you ready. And I'm gonna slowly put this in, and you tell me how much you want, when you want me to stop, whatever. It's your rules, okay? Look at me.
I want you to tell me. Do you understand? I'm in charge.
But it's your voice. But it's your voice. That's my girl.
Oh, my beautiful. Oh, beautiful girl. That's it.
Give me your thigh. Wrap your leg around my hip like this. Oh, baby girl.
Mm-hmm. Breathe for me, sweetheart. There we go.
Nice and easy. You feel that? I'm gonna get in a little more, and then I'm gonna rock back just a little bit.
And I'm gonna do that until I'm in. Okay? You just hold on to me, and you feel.
You feel me, sweetness? Back and forth. Back and forth.
You want me to hold for a moment? Good girl.