Shy Boyfriend - Small talk

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So I've been wanting to talk to you about a few things, and I know that it's sudden, but. .. You think we could talk about them now? You have a minute? Yeah? Okay, all right.

Yeah, for sure. Well. ..

Do you want to sit here, or do you want to go to the room? Where do you want to go? It's up to you.

Okay, all right. Well. ..

It's difficult to say this, you know? You don't know, I haven't told you anything yet. Stupid, yeah.

That's not about me. All right, listen. I've been noticing that you haven't been.

.. .. .feeling well.

I don't know if it's just me, or. .. You just seem off.

Like your mind is clouded, and. .. ..

.sometimes I say a joke that is. .. it's our joke.

It's a personal joke that we both love, and. .. ..

.you don't laugh. You don't even smile. What's going on? If you don't want to tell me, it's all right.

I know that, but. .. ..

.you can't deny that you're not well, or that. .. ..

.that. .. ..

.that something's going on. And I just want you to know, I want to reassure you. ..

.. .that you're doing great, and. ..

.. .no matter what it is that's bothering you, you're. ..

.. .you're amazing. You're.

.. you're doing wonderful. What? Oh, well.

.. I know. I know that's been really difficult.

I know that. I've been here with you, and. ..

.. .I realize that. ..

.. .I realize that life hasn't been treating us very well, but. ..

.. .I know it's more. ..

it's easier for me to look past that, and to just be grateful to be here with you, to have you. To be here with you all the time, and. ..

and to see you. That's enough for me, and I understand. I'm not saying that I'm not enough for you.

I'm just saying that you have your own battles, and I do too, but you don't have to go through them alone. I'm here to carry the load with you. You know, it's impossible for me to completely take care of everything.

You're your own person, and. .. ..

.you have things you have to deal with. I know that. But.

.. I can help. All you have to do is tell me what it is, and how I can help, or I'll figure it out.

But I want to be there for you. And every moment. ..

.. .in every moment, I want to make sure that you, if you're struggling. ..

.. .if you're going through so many things, whatever it may be, it could be something really important, or something. ..

.. .minor, I don't know. But I just want you to know.

.. .. .that you never have to go through it alone.

I'm with you. And even if I wasn't. ..

.. .just know that you're strong enough to do anything, and get through anything. It doesn't matter what it is.

I realize that sometimes I can be distant, and. .. ..

.that I might have screwed up sometimes, but. .. ..

.you have to understand that all those things that I did, all those decisions that I made without talking to you. .. ..

.they were for us. They were to make sure that we'd be okay, you know. I just want us to be okay.

I want to make sure that no matter what's going on, we're still together, that we're happy. It doesn't matter that we live in a small apartment, or that. ..

.. .we struggle sometimes with money. When we have a home-cooked meal, and we sit down, and we watch TV together, and.

.. .. .you look at me, and you do a stupid face.

.. .. .and I laugh.

Those are the moments that mean the most to me. They're all that matters. Nothing else does.

What I mean by all this is that. .. ..

.all I need is you. And right now, having you. ..

.. .is the best time that I've ever had in my life. And though you might not feel the same way, I feel it.

And though you might not feel good. .. ..

.and though you might be going through other things that I can't understand because you're you, and I'm me. .. ..

.I need you to understand that I'm here for you. I'm here to help you in any way that I can. I just can't bear the thought of you thinking that you're alone, because you're not.

You are not. Please, please tell me you understand, or that you hear me. Yeah.

Yeah. Good. Good.

Is it okay if I hug you? I don't want you to ever feel alone. I want you to realize that I'm here.

And although I might not be much. .. ..

.I'll try my best to be enough. Always, no matter what. I love you.

I love you and we're gonna get through this, whatever it is. We'll get through all of it. You and me.

You and me, all the way. I love you.