The listener arrives at a hotel room. Then what started as just a simple phone call from the listener to check in with the speaker ended in a wholesome conversation about the love between them and both of them pleasing themselves to some memories of their lives together. And wow, they were some amazing memories.
Hey, I'm here. Oh, hey, did you just get to your hotel room? It's like 4 a.m.
, isn't it? Yeah, that sounds like a really long delay. I'm sorry about that.
But I'm glad you're okay. I'm glad you're safe and everything. Oh, yeah, you know I worry about you.
Yeah, I'm good. I'm good, too. We just had an incident over here, though.
One of the spots got robbed. We lost about $20,000. We're looking into who did it now.
We're going to replace it soon. No, I'm not even worried about that. It's like chump change.
Yeah. You know, it's like times like this where we have to be apart that really takes me back to a long time ago. Yeah, when we met, you know, at that carnival.
I was like really nervous because I really don't like going outside. But you came up to me first. Barely felt safe.
Barely felt wanted. Barely felt welcome there. Just had a bunch of emotions going through my head.
But you were just so like charming to me, just so nice. You basically led me around the whole carnival and just told stupid jokes and won me cute prizes. It was just like the most stereotypical date or whatever first meet thing ever.
It was just the most stereotypical thing. I loved that a lot. That's what I love the most about it.
Yeah, it was so cheesy and stupid. Just straight out of a movie. Then came that night where I found out you were in this game, you know? And I should have been, you know, more scared.
I should have been scared of you. I should have, like, I don't know, tried to play innocent, get away from you. But seeing what I saw and hearing what I heard that night, it just made me feel like you're just a person who just handles business when they need to.
Just made me feel proud of you. I don't know. I know it's messed up.
Fuck it. That's why we're in this together, huh? Man, don't get me started on the things I've done too.
Shit. I don't care what anybody says, though, baby. I know what we've done, but.
.. I know what we've done, but, you know, we're in this together. We are.
That's what matters to me. Just having you. Be careful, okay? I'm serious.
I know, I know. You're a professional, too. I know you don't need me to nag you and tell you to be okay and all that.
But I just, you know, like I said, I just worry about you. I just need you to be safe. That's all.
Don't be reckless. I need you to know that I would just do anything to make sure that I get to see you. You know what I mean? Just, I don't even know how to describe it.
That carnival date, you know, it was so long ago. It was just a mark of the fact that. ..
I can't even talk, God. It was a mark of the fact that you were just my first love, like the first person who I just. ..
Who I just opened up to, who I talked to. I just want you to know how much that means to me, and that's why I keep being on you like that. I just want us both to be safe.
I just want us to come back to each other. That's all. You know what I mean? No matter what deep shit you're in, no matter what deep shit I'm in, I know we got each other.
Baby, if you need any help finding this lawyer, just let me know. I'm here for you. Of course.
Of course. God. Of course he will get me this emotional this early, late, whatever, God.
What time was it again? God. Oh, who fucking cares, right? I know you're ready to go to sleep, though.
That jacked leg ain't nothing to play with. I know you must be tired. Yeah.
No, yeah, take your time. I can wait. Yeah, put the phone down.
Go ahead. Okay. Oh, hey, you're back.
Good. All right. Now, are you comfortable in bed at least now? Good.
So what? You're planning on going to sleep? I don't want to keep you up.
No, you're good. We can talk. We can talk.
Baby, I don't even know what to talk about, honestly. Honestly, at the end of the day, the main point is I just I'm just worried about you and I love you. It's just that, you know, you're you're my day one.
I'm your day one. We've just been there for each other, you know, that's all I wanted. That's all I just want to say.
That's it. Well. Well.
What? You don't have anything to say either. We're just both being silent, listening to each other breathe.
I'm okay with that. I miss hearing you, though. You don't want to say.
Yeah, you don't have anything to say either. You know, this is exactly how it was. Hey, listen, listen, let me let me let me get it out.
No, I know. I know. I keep bringing up like I keep bringing up everything like from like way in the past with us.
Like, hold on. But yeah, like it just reminds me of the first time. You know what I mean? Like, it's exactly how it was.
This is exactly how it was in the first time we were laying next to each other. Just being awkward. Because I was the virgin and you weren't.
You had to experience. I'm just kind of laying there awkward, silent. So were you because you didn't want to ruin anything or be disrespectful.
You're just like that. You know, it's cute. Thank you.
Thank you for that, though. I mean, that was like a first time that I can only imagine, like, before that moment, I can only imagine the first time like that. You really delivered.
You gave it to me. Thank you. Thank you.
I'm just thinking about how you like talk me into it because I I really just don't see myself as the type to just go do it. I mean, I didn't back then anyway. Like, I really thought I was going to be reserved and never want to do it.
Ever want this kind of thing. No, no relationship, especially not a lot of mafia life, you know. But geez, then you changed my mind about so many things.
I was thinking about like when you reached over and you said you wanted to show me how you wanted to play with me. That first of all, that made me so nervous. I like like a good way, though, like nervously like a good way.
Does that make sense? Yeah, that's the word. Thank you.
Yeah. Like you just reached over and just started like playing with me, like telling me that you just wanted me to see how good it feels when somebody else does it. I had no idea that it would feel like that.
Oh, my God. You. You gave me that.
You really gave me that. Oh. Oh, what am I doing? I mean, yeah, just shut up.
Shut up. It's just it's just a good memory. I just fuck.
Like you like that. I'm doing this thinking about it because I am really thinking about that time. You just kept talking in my ear while you kept rubbing me like.
Fuck. Kept telling me things like. Like how I'm always going to remember you.
Yeah, keep things like sweet things, hot things, all kinds of ships, all kinds of things. I need to hear all things I wanted to hear in that moment. It just just felt so good.
Oh, yeah, I can't wait till you get back either. You're going to have to impress me more than on the first time. We didn't even fuck that night either.
You just touched me and I just you just taught me how to put my mouth on you. Oh, God, I had no idea what I was doing with that either. Of course, not.
But you were just so patient with me. Just just ease me into it. Yeah, I missed that.
I missed that feeling of like right before you left and we like touched each other like that again. That's where most of the time we're just touching each other. Just so just so good like that.
I like that, you know. I know you're touching yourself on me, too, right? Of course.
How do you like me to sound, baby? Myself. So a door.
Of course you say that. Yeah. Okay.
I feel like I'm fooling myself when I'm with you, though, you know. The more we get into this, the more we get into this, the more deeper memories I'm unlocking. Like, I'm just starting to remember so much shit like.
I can remember that time he went to that party. Oh, my God. Somebody's your friends.
One of your friends' birthdays. Oh, shit. That club had like a like an orgy going on in there like a huge one.
It was like everybody involved. Oh, my God. There's just so much happening.
God, of course, that turned us on. We danced to the music. One of the rooms.
I remember you took me to one of the rooms. And then somebody walked in on us, but you found them. You were in some kind of fucking mood.
Oh, my God. And of course, we just got some cash from our like re-up and all that and our sales and all, you know. So we kind of impressed the person with some of our money and shit.
Asked him to join us. Yeah, she was so fucking hot. God.
Oh, my God. Oh, she felt so fucking warm, too. Even her hair felt warm.
It was one of my fingers through her hair. Oh, she had those lips. Oh.
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