Reciprocation - Reciprocation Series, Part One

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Ugh. I just don't get it. You've shown me this concept like three times now and it's just not getting through.

It didn't get through in class when the prof was teaching it. It didn't get through when the TA went through it. And it's not getting through now.

And I don't understand it. I am so gonna fail. Oh my god.

Why is math so hard? Specifically, why is calculus so hard? I'm not understanding how this works.

It's supposed to be simple. But it's not. Everything else is simple.

Why isn't this? Ugh. Can we take a break? Thanks.

How'd you get so good at this stuff? I know, I know. I've wanted to quit before and we worked at it and we worked at it and eventually I ended up getting it.

Yeah. Okay, I got a 92 on the last exam and I felt like this when we studied for it. Shh.

That's not something you're supposed to talk about right now. I'm feeling frustrated and I want to wallow in it for a second. I'm just feeling really unmotivated to continue with this.

Because I don't like feeling stupid and I feel stupid right now. What's that look? What are you doing? Okay.

You know, I don't know why I agreed to this in the first place. I'm lifting, I'm lifting. The first time this happened it was supposed to be a joke.

It was a joke about you going down on me and because I had never done it before I didn't want you to know it and I just said yes and then you did but it was the best study session ever after. Oh, you always know the spot. Wow.

Oh, I love it when you just use your tongue like that. Thank you. This is actually really mortifying that you use oral sex to motivate me to study.

I know it's worked but good lord. Why did I allow this? Well, like I said, it was a joke at first.

Yeah, it's okay if you slip your finger in. It was a joke but then it felt so good and you were so gentle and studying after was so easy. I don't know if it's just because your mouth is between my legs or what but I think I can tell you this.

I trust you. I mean, I don't ask for help with things and I let you tutor me, which remember wasn't my idea, but I feel like I can let you know when I'm not perfect and you don't make a big deal of it. You just, oh fuck, that feels so good.

You just go with it and it feels like this is just an extension of that. I'll keep going. So now I can let my guard down and if I'm honest, this is one of the things I look forward to when we get together to study.

Is your mouth on me? Oh fuck, fuck, yes. Oh god, that feels so good.

You know what I don't get? You never ask for reciprocation. You never, you never expect me to do it back and you never expect to go any further.

Oh, that's the spot, that's the spot. Yes, yes, yes. Right there, right there, right there.

Why, why don't you ever ask for anything back? Do, do you not find me attractive enough to want me to, um, hold on. Sorry, just give me a sec.

I'm having a moment. Um, do you, do you not, you know what I'm saying, right? Oh, okay.

Well, the look on your face tells me you're telling me the truth when you say that's not the case. So, um, what is it? I mean, you, you do this fairly regularly and never ask for anything.

Why? Well, I mean, I know I'm inexperienced, but that's, that didn't stop this from being a thing. Oh, well, I didn't think about it that way.

Um, no, I've, I've never, I've never done that and I've never, well, I've never done anything beyond kissing until this. Um, you didn't want me to be pushed into anything I wasn't ready for. I believe you.

Oh, okay. Yep. Right back to it.

So, you didn't want me to feel like I had to, is that what you're saying? Oh. You didn't want me to feel obligated.

Okay. Okay. Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait.

Stop. Stop. Stop.

Oh, stop. I'm gonna come. Stop.

Stop. Stop. Um, what if, what if I said I, what if I said I want to try to give back? What are you, what are you doing? Are you really pulling my pants up right now? Covering me.

Okay. See? This is what I mean.

You're the sweetest and I wanna, I wanna try. Um. You've been so great with me.

Not just this, but with helping me in my classes and not telling anybody and being such a, such a rock for all this. Not letting me stress myself out. And you never want anything from me.

You just want to be my friend. I think I want to try my first blowjob with you. Cause I think you'll make it safe and comfortable.

And I think that's important. And I mean, you, you do that for everything else. And I want to make you feel as good as you make me feel.

Is that okay? Uh, no, I don't think I want to finish first. Honestly, I'm so, so nervous right now.

I don't, I don't think I could. Um, and I'd rather just focus on you if that's okay. Okay.

Um, so you're gonna sit. Okay, here. You sit here and, oh, did you just put a pillow down on the floor? Um, see, so sweet.

Okay. I'll just kneel down here. Hold on.

I gotta put my hair up. Get it out of the way. Okay.

There. Okay. What? Why are you, why are you chuckling at me? I guess I do kind of look like I'm preparing for an exam.

Well, not quite the same thing, but I'm getting ready to partake in something very important. So yes. Okay.

So let's open your jeans. And oh, uh, you're already ready. Is this a good sign? Oh, well, that's good.

I guess that going down on me does this. Wait, does it do it every time? It does.

See, this is why the fact that you never asked for reciprocation is so incredible. Cause you're like, I'm going to get flustered even saying this, but you're rock hard. Like you're, you're interested.

Um, do you, um, this is probably really inappropriate and you can tell me if it is, but I'm curious now. Do you think about going down on me when you touch yourself? You do? Oh, well, I'm not sure what I was expecting.

I guess that makes sense. Uh, I don't know. It's just always been something that you did as a favor to me.

I never thought that you were getting anything out of it, I guess. Strange, right? Anyway.

Okay. So I'm just gonna touch it for a minute and get used to it. Is that okay? I've never touched one before.

It sounds so juvenile. Okay. Um, is that okay? My fingertips just touching the head like that? Well, I'm just looking at it.

Am I? I do tend to bite my lower lip when I concentrate. Sexy.

That's something I would have thought of as sexy, but okay. You're holding very still. It's so smooth and warm.

It's very nice. Oh, okay. You're gonna take my hand? Are you gonna show me what to do? Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. It's. ..

It's so hard in my hand, but so smooth at the same time. It's strange, but really sexy. Wow.

What? What is this? That? Oh, your hips are twitching.

What is that? The frenulum. I like what this is doing to you when I rub it.

It's the most sensitive spot under the head, huh? That's useful information. Do you mind if I just get used to this? Mmm.

Mmm. Oh, I like this. I do.

You have a very nice cock. Yeah. Mmm.

You seem to like sort of a medium speed. And a lighter touch, not too heavy-handed. And if my thumb grazes that little spot you showed me every time, your hips twitch.

I love it. I'm watching your face because I love seeing how you react. What are you thinking? Well, I would imagine it's hot, yes.

There's a girl playing with your penis. Oh, it's me playing with you. That makes it hotter? Okay.

You really are the sweetest. I don't. ..

Mmm. You're nice and wet on the end of you now. See, I didn't fail health class.

I do know what's happening here. Mmm. Mm-hmm.

I want to taste it. That's the point of this, isn't it? Mm-hmm.

I'm just gonna. .. Lick.

For a minute. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. It's salty. But not unpleasant.

I like it. Do you like how I'm licking my head? Is that right? Is that good? Okay.

If I do something wrong, tell me, okay? Because I don't want to suck at this. Haha.

I don't want to be bad at this. Sorry, that was lame. Oh.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. I like just kissing it. Mmm.

Mmm. What if I kiss that spot? Run my tongue over it.

Like that. Quickly. Mmm.

I think I'm ready. Uh-huh. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. The whole head was in my mouth.

How did that feel? Was that good? Uh-huh.

Oh, your breathing is getting so much faster. Oh. Mmm.

I'm just gonna put it on my tongue. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. You like that? You're squirming.

Mmm. Mmm. It's almost an instinct.

Like I know what to do when it's in my mouth. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Oh yeah, my hair's coming out. Sorry.

Oh. It's nice of you to hold it up. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Is that how you want me to move? You seem to be guiding what I'm doing with my hair. Yeah, it's okay.

If that's what you want me to do, I wanna know. Mm-hmm. Show me.

I can't believe I'm gonna say this, but show me how you want me to suck your cock. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Yeah, I'm wiggling my tongue over it.

Is that okay? Oh, it's good. Okay.

Mmm. Deeper. I can try.

Mm-hmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Like that? Yeah? Mmm.

Mmm. Faster. Okay.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Like that? Is that good? You're getting bigger in my mouth.

Mmm. And you're leaking a lot out the end of you. And it tastes really good.

Mmm. Mmm. I like your hands in my hair showing me what to do.

Is that possible? My throat? When I gag? Okay.

I mean, I'll try, but if I gag, it's your fault. Uh-huh. Mmm.

Mmm. Mm-hmm. Ooh.

Ooh. Ah! No.

I don't think I'm ready for that yet. Sorry. Is that okay? Okay.

Sorry. No, no. I didn't know unless I tried.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. You're getting so big. And you're starting to throb.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. You're gonna come soon? Okay, good.

You're gonna warn me. I don't think I'm quite ready for that yet. Uh-huh.

Thank you. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. I do like doing this, though. Mmm.

I like doing this to you. I like watching your face. Do you like watching it disappear in my mouth? Yeah? You like watching me suck your cock? You like hearing me say, suck your cock? Mm-hmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Eye contact, huh? It's sexy.

Mmm. Aww. Mm-hmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Faster? That'll get you to the end? Okay.

I want you to come. Mm-hmm. Mmm.

You always make me come and come and come. I wanna make you come. Mm-hmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Ow! What? Ow.

Ow. Okay. Next time, keep stroking.

Okay. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Okay. Okay.

Come. Come for me. Isn't that what you always say to me? Come for me.

Come for me. Oh. Oh.

Yes. Oh, God. Oh, wow.

Oh, it's amazing. Wait, wait, wait. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

I hope that was okay. I just wanted to taste it. Mmm.

Yeah, it was good. Mmm. Mmm.

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Mmm. Mmm. Ah.

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Ah. Oh, that was really good. Was it okay for you? That big dopey grin on your face tells me that it was all right.

See, you could have asked me to do that. I would have been more than happy to. But on the other hand, I'm kind of glad you didn't, because you're the sweetest person ever for not expecting anything in return.

But you know now that I've done it once, this is something that we're just going to be able to do for the rest of our lives. So, I'm going to let you go. Mmm.

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