Oh, do you guys? Fuck, there's lube all over my bed. Shit, I didn't mean to do that.
Do you guys ever have those sort of moments where you're just like so horny that you don't really want to be treated like a person anymore? The kind of mood where you just want somebody to treat you like a body part. That's the kind of mood I'm in right now.
I just want to be so objectified. I want to be nothing but a penis. If that makes sense.
I just want to be able to fuck somebody until they go senseless. What made me think about this so much was I was thinking about my exes. And they'd make me bark like a dog when he did it.
Before I was allowed to cum. And I really mean like a dog. They wanted me so loud.
And even when I told them that I was scared, I was scared that someone was going to hear. They just told me to go louder. And I just obeyed.
I just want to obey. I don't want to think anymore. Fuck.
Fuck. I'm sorry. I've been at this for a while.
But I can't stop moving. My hips. Until they give up.
Until they go soft. That's what it means to be a dirty dog. Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. I'm so desperate.
To fuck somebody. Fuck. Fuck.
Fuck. To fuck. Fuck.
Fuck. Please. No.
Can I please keep going? Can I please keep smoking? Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Oh, fuck yeah. Oh, fuck yes. Just like that.
Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.
I shouldn't have been thinking all of this. I'm sorry. I can't.
I can't. I can't. Oh.
I couldn't fuck it. I couldn't last. Shit.
I kept telling myself to slow down. But I couldn't. My hands.
My hips. My body. They aren't listening to me.
Fuck it. Oh, fuck it. Oh.
I've got so much spit on my chin. Oh. Fuck.
God. I'm sorry. Ow.
Oh, shit. I need water. I just bumped my head.
Oh, my God. Maybe I need to lie down here for a bit. Oh, my goodness.
It came over me.