Ramble and Chat

Transcript

Well, hi. So, this week has genuinely been such a long week. Every day I have wanted to record, but not been able to because of landscapers, and I wasn't feeling the best, and work, and I, yeah, and my schedule is about to shift drastically.

So, recording is going to be very interesting. So, today is just going to be a bit of a ramble. I would be lying if I said that even though I've been sick, I've not been completely flustered and a fucking mess.

So, my other work. Like I said in the AMA, I do other. I do other work with my voice, and there is one client in particular who, who I get ecstatic when I hear from this client, because it's every time it's guaranteed that I know it's going to be a good time, and he 1000% he knows what I like, I know what he likes, and it just continually gets amped up more and more, and even just talking about it, and I am instantly fucking dripping wet, and I, I do already have my wand on my clit right now, just, perhaps between my thighs, and grinding on it.

I can't even tell you how many times this week that I have ruined, destroyed my fucking sheets because of said client. See, there is certain things that I am very fucking into that always comes into play, and I'd be lying if I said that I didn't, that I, oh fuck, that I didn't love sea and sea and trees, and I, I have been so cautious to walk on eggshells with that on here, and I mean, given some of the things I've seen, I probably shouldn't be, but for me, personally, it's I don't even, I don't even know how to properly describe it, because I am 1000% a brat, like, I will absolutely shitswap you, oh, you're going to punish me? Fuck.

Oh, fuck yes. That's, that's the whole end goal, and I, I don't think people realize, like, how fucking rough I actually like things, like, when I tell somebody that I want them to be rough with me, I fucking, yeah, choke the shit out of me, leave marks, bite marks, scratches, bruises, I don't fucking care, and it's just one of those things that I, I think the older that I've gotten, the more I've fallen into that of, fucking, when I say use me, I mean use me, and that, that's for anyone, man, woman, I, just the thought of being completely fucking dominated and used is such a fucking turn on, and oh my god, oh my god, um, words are hard, words are really fucking hard, because, I know if I really let myself slip into that mindset, I'm fucking, I'm gone, and there's no coming back from it, and I've had people who, who know about this particular client, and they're like, you really should record a session, which I would never, without their consent, no, no, no, no, um, but I know how it gets, and I, I know that is not everybody's cup of tea, but um, even just the fucking thought of the sessions have me, um, so fucking lit, uh, and I don't know how much more of this is going to be ramble, and not me just just, uh, fucking lost, thinking about it, uh, uh, fuck, oh fuck, uh, uh, in fact, I'm already, I'm about to cum once because of it, uh, oh my god, uh, uh, holy shit, uh, uh, uh, fuck, uh, oh my god, uh, uh, uh, oh fuck, uh, fuck me, uh, uh, oh my god, uh, uh, oh fuck, uh, holy shit, uh, uh, uh, my god, oh, oh, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, oh fuck, uh, uh, holy shit, uh, uh, oh my fucking god, uh, holy shit, the fact that it's just back to back, even just talking about them, oh my god, uh, even better is the fact that they may hear this, and, um, yes, these are intense, but not as intense as when we have the session, it's, oh my god, uh, holy shit, oh my god, .