Rage-Gasm [TRIGGER WARNING]

Transcript

Hello, my love. Now for this audio experience, this is going to be something a little bit different than what we've done before. You will still be doing the same things to prepare yourself.

Find a place where you can be alone. A place where you're not doing anything, not operating any heavy machinery. A place where you can be with yourself without being disturbed for a while.

And also, this should be a place where you can make some noise. Without people near you worrying about you. This is going to be your sanctuary of time.

We are going to work with a specific emotion. The emotion of anger. So make sure you're wearing something comfortable.

Make sure you're in a soft place, preferably on your bed. Make sure you're surrounded by pillows or blankets. Things that are soft and squishy so that you're not at risk of doing anything harmful to yourself.

And when you're ready, please continue the audio. Good. Okay, my love.

Now from here, we are going to sit quietly and begin to breathe. Feel yourself dropping down into your root. Feel your breath flowing in.

Feel the energy behind your breath. And as you breathe deeper and deeper, I want you to place one hand on your abdomen and one hand on your chest. And what you're going to do is you're going to breathe into your hand below.

And then breathe into the hand on your chest. Deeply now. Let the breath fill you to your core all the way down.

Through your nose and out your mouth. Good. Keep doing that.

Allow the energy to build inside you through your breath. And you may notice that the breath is taking a little bit of effort to do, and that's okay. Surrender into that feeling.

Give your breath the space it needs to flow fully within you. Out with a sigh. That's it.

Good. Yes. And as you breathe, find the way that your body adjusts itself to the breath.

Before long, you may begin to notice how your breath flows easier, more clearly. The breathing passages begin to open. It flows so well.

Good. Very good. And now keep breathing like that.

As I continue to walk you through what's next, my love, you're going to think of a moment. Could be recent, could be in the distant past. But it's a moment that evokes a deep anger within you.

A moment where perhaps you have had to hold your anger down, not express it, or express it differently than perhaps you wanted to. It could be something that has happened to you. It could be a state of the world.

It could simply be a feeling that smolders inside you. Feel it beginning to form in your belly, underneath your lower hand. That's it.

And if you need to, you may start to make a little bit of a noise on your outbreath. That's it. Let it build.

Imagine all that anger and rage coming into your awareness, giving it space to breathe like it's never had before. And you may begin to notice your body beginning to move. Move in a rhythm to this energy.

Good. Let it out. It's okay.

You're in a safe place to allow this to come out. Good. Feel it.

Feel it burn and build. Feel it grow within you. Feel your body tingling with the energy of that anger.

What happened to you? What's happening around you? What injustices? What frustrations? What is it that you have not been able to say? Are there words that come out? That's it.

Feel it. Let the breath carry it forward. And if you need to, you may call forward your voice.

Call forth the power of your voice. Call it in. Allow your body to flow with the vibration of it.

That's it. That's it. Just like that.

Keep going. Keep going. Pound your fists.

Pound your fists into a soft place. Harder. Together in one fluid motion.

Let each out-breath pound harder. Yes, yes. Allow that anger to build.

Allow it. Allow your body to express what it needs to express in a way that you've never been able to feel. Good.

Good. Good. Keep going.

Keep going. Feel the tears if they need to come. Feel it.

Feel it. Feel it. Feel it.

Yes. Yes. And now, at the height of this, I want you to begin to notice something else coming into your awareness through the anger.

Feel that anger begin to transform. It may come forward as a guttural growl or a roar. Allow that flow to go straight through your root.

Straight through your genitals. Squeeze. Squeeze your cankles in response to this flow.

You may feel the need to clench your jaw. You may feel the need to grind your teeth, but just growl through it. Pounding.

Pounding if you need to. Allow that orgasmic energy in. Oh, that's good.

Let the anger fuel your orgasm. Rage. Rage.

Rage come in. Oh, feel it through your entire body. Feel it tingle through your hands, through your feet.

Move your limbs and sway. Oh, that's it. That's it, my love.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Allow your hands to explore your body. Let them drift down, stoking the fire that you need to feel.

Oh. Let the fucking animal come out. Let the flow in.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Let the anger fucking come in. Oh.

Lighting your inner fucking god or goddess in. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. That's it.

Let it out. Let it out. Let it out.

Let the fucking explosion through. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Yes. Let it out.

Oh. If you need more, keep the energy flowing. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Oh.

That's it, my love. Ah. Ah.

Let that fucking rage flow through your veins as love and eroticism. Ah. Ah.

Because that is what it is. Ah. The intensity of it.

The fire that lights underneath. Ah. Raw, unfiltered love.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Like hot lava through you. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

And when you feel ready, allow the energy to transform again down into deep, restful satisfaction. Allow your arms to hold you. Allow my arms to crush you around your torso, holding you ever so tightly.

You've done so well, my love. It is so important to feel this. To allow it space.

To give it a place to come out. Oh, my love. Oh, my love.

This is what it means to be human. This is what it means to be alive. These feelings are so important.

These feelings are worthy of your attention. Allow them. And when you feel the space, Tim, I want you to come back here and give these feelings the attention.