Postpartum Love Part 1.
This audio was initially going to be about our sweet couples first time having sex after the birth of their first child. But as I came to record it it felt cheap and rushed and frankly unrealistic to have such a delicate subject covered in a single audio. so I promise, the sexy times are coming, but this one is just love. Listener’s POV: Our daughter has become our world, and I’ve poured everything I have into caring for her. But as I see the fatigue in your eyes and the way you still look at me with so much love, a new fear creeps in. I worry that in caring for her, I’ve been neglecting you. When I finally voice that fear, you laugh softly, pulling me into your arms. Your touch, your words—they soothe the worries in my heart. I realise then that your love for me hasn’t changed, and in this moment, I feel closer to you than ever. Speaker’s POV: The birth of our daughter brought a new kind of love into my life, but also a new kind of worry. I watch you, exhausted yet glowing with a beauty that takes my breath away, and I can’t help but feel a deep admiration—and concern. You’re giving everything to our little one, but I worry you’re pushing yourself too hard, not letting me help as much as I should. When you quietly confess your fear of neglecting me, I can’t help but laugh, pulling you close to reassure you. You’ve never been more beautiful to me, and nothing could make me feel neglected when I have you by my side.
Transcript
She should be down for at least a couple of hours now. Yes, I wrapped her up just like you showed me. Not too tight.
She's fine, baby. She's fine. Do you think her luck will hold out? I mean with her sleeping so well, I really hope that sticks because when I hear my brother talking about how his kids were, she's a little angel.
Let's hope she takes after you with that too. Not just looks. No, she definitely takes after you.
She does. So beautiful. So cute.
Didn't get any of that from me. No. That's all you.
Did you eat something? No. No.
No. No. No.
No. No. No.
No. No. No.
No. No. No.
No. No. No.
No. No. No.
No. No. Did you eat something? If you want anything else, I can go make you something.
I'm sure. I'm not fussing over you, I'm just. ..
Trying to do as much as I can. You're doing amazing, you know that? Yeah.
Yeah. You are so, so amazing, just watching you. Just take charge and take care of her, since day one, you're an amazing mom, you are, I promise you are, you're not feeling it, but I'm saying it, it's not like in the movies where you're just going to know everything and instinctually do everything from day one, that's just not realistic sweetie, but you have been taking such amazing care of our daughter for these six weeks.
Yeah, six weeks. Amazing how time flies, huh? Not too quickly I hope, I want her to stay small and cute, as long as possible, so, I just, I wanted to bring something up, but, never mind sweetie, she gets some rest, it's not, it's really nothing, I just, fine, no, no sweetie, it's nothing to do with her, I, I'll just, when you rehearse something so many times in your head, then when it comes to it, you just forget it all.
No, no, no, nothing to worry about sweetie, I just wanted to, you've been an amazing mom, you have been so, so amazing for these six weeks, but you've been all about the baby. Oh no, that's, that's amazing sweetie, and of course it's what's important, it's all that matters, she's the most important thing in our lives now, but I, I don't want, I don't want you to, how do I say this, God, I don't want you to forget about you, does that make sense? Kinda, no, it's, I just, oh my God, I haven't been this awkward since I was 12, no baby, I'm just, I'm just trying to explain without, without, without anything coming out wrong.
While we've both been focusing on the baby, again, as we should, I don't want us to forget about you, or me, but mainly you. Of course the baby's wants and the baby's needs come first, but you're, you're also precious, you're also important, you're also, you're also a person, as well as a mom now, and I just don't want us to forget about us, and you, and, I think, I hope you understand what I'm trying to say? Good, good.
I love you, I love you so much. My needs, watching you, our little bundle of joy, that's all I need. Hmm? Neglecting me? What do you mean? Baby, no.
I don't think you're even capable of neglecting me. I'm always worried about you neglecting you. You're always thinking of other people, how to make them happy.
All we can do is neglect you. Maybe. Aw, sweetie.
No, no. You haven't been neglecting my needs. Of course, of course I miss you, of course I miss, I miss our time together, but, this is the last thing you should be worrying about, my sexual needs, sweetie.
Aw, baby, I miss you, I miss you so much, I miss you so fucking much. But, hmm? Hmm? How is that what it is? Six weeks, huh? And where did you read that couples are having sex after six weeks, sweetie? That's, that can't be right.
No. No, baby, no. How? Sweetie, I think I'm too exhausted to have sex, so I have no idea how you must be feeling, how absolutely drained you are, how drained I am.
No, baby, six weeks is a ridiculous number, I don't care. I don't care what anyone says, six weeks is too soon. Probably different for different people, but, no.
As much as I want you, as much as I miss you, as much as I have been missing you, it's been rough. Oh, it's been rough. You've never looked sexier to me.
I mean it. And it's not just the bigger boobies. Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, sweetie, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, sweetie. You know, you know that I always need to crack a joke. I'm sorry.
Really, you've never looked so fucking beautiful. You've never been this beautiful. I swear.
Watching you just blossom into motherhood, taking care of her for us. Just being an amazing, amazing mom, and amazing mom, and amazing partner. I've never found you sexy, I swear.
Every inch of you, every part of you. So sexy, so beautiful. It's a good thing you've been tired.
Otherwise, you might have been in trouble. I love you, sweetie. But when the time's right, when we both feel ready, when you feel ready, it's going to be a hell of a night.
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