Pleasure Meditation #2

Transcript

I want you to know that I can see you, that I can see you when I close my eyes. And in my mind's eye, you are looking back at me. And you know the way that I look at you and what it means.

Because what it means is that as I look at you, you feel increasingly heated, like there is an energy building within you, like an anticipation. Because when I see you, I see not only just a snack, I see a person who I want to devour. I see a person whom I would like to savor and taste every part of.

And it doesn't do for you to have any clothing on in my mind, so I just slowly remove all of your clothing. And you can't resist because I'm doing it in my mind. And you also can't resist because, in fact, you don't really want to.

You feel hungry too. And I know this because when I look at you and you feel that intensity within your body, you notice that there is a certain feeling, an ache, a desire to be filled. Not a type of filling that can be sated by eating, but something else.

The type of hunger that occurs when you know that every little detail of your body, every little movement you make is being watched. Because in my mind's eye, I am watching you. And my body responds to every little thing that I observe.

And it only drives that hunger deeper. And all I want is to be inside you. All I want is for you to look at me with that hunger, with those inviting eyes, which aren't just an invitation, but a need.

A need to feel full. Because you know that when you are filled, it will be one of the most satisfying feelings. Because when you're full, it's almost as if you feel whole.

Like there's no need to find anything anymore, no need to search because it's already here and it's already inside you. And that feeling of having me inside you, it may cause this build of tension in a different way. Not an anxious tension, not a shameful tension, but a tension that invokes release, surrender.

Because part of that feeling of being filled is a complete surrender. It's the way that your mind slowly sinks down and lets go as you listen to me. It's the way that your body feels complete and safe and completely free to be the most erotic and passionate version of yourself.

And what is it like when you examine how your body feels? What is it like to be filled? What is it like to feel that feeling? Is it satisfying? Is it primal? Is it connected? Because even though I may not physically be there with you, I am energetically right there.

And you can feel me. You can feel me inside you. You can feel my desire for you.

You can feel my love for you. You can feel how much I am taking care of you. Because when this experience is over, you're going to be left refreshed and serene and feeling so, so good.

You can already feel it now. Because when your body feels filled, you may notice little waves of pleasure starting to ripple outward from that point of the feeling. And when those ripples of pleasure move outward, you move your body in response to them.

And that movement only drives that feeling of passionate eroticism further. And you feel your body responding to it. And you feel even more full from it.

And the tension may increase even more because your mind loves this feeling. And it may start to tingle from the sound of my voice. It may start to tingle from the feeling of being filled.

And that's very, very good. You're doing such a nice job releasing into my voice. So now, from this feeling of being filled, you start to notice your hand, your dominant one.

And how all the energy of this feeling courses down from your shoulder, down your arm, into your hand, your palm, and your fingers. And that hand begins to lift up. And it moves towards your body, towards the point where you know you will feel the most pleasure.

And as you feel that hand moving closer, you know that touch from that hand will feel exquisite. And I want you to touch that place. And I want you to envision that it's not only you touching that place, but that my hand is right there with yours, also exquisitely, slowly, powerfully touching you there.

And it moves in the perfect way that will give you the most perfect and exquisite pleasure. Because when you do that, it only causes your mind to let go even more. And it makes your body feel so incredibly relaxed, even as the tension continues to build.

From the source of that feeling, you notice that it isn't just a sexual feeling, but it is as if you are plugged from the source of the universe. As if all the energy in the world is now flowing directly into your body, that it's vibrating at such a high level that it's going to burst within you if you don't contain it. But I don't want you to contain it.

I want you to feel it continue to build slowly, and you know exactly where it's headed. This place you are heading to is unlike any other. It is unique to this experience.

And my voice is only a thought within your body, showing you what is already simply happening to you. And so that energy that builds within you, that flow, it continues to build. And when you feel it building, your body moves in sync to it.

It feels the waves crashing in and letting go, crashing in and receding back, crashing in and softening, hardening and softening again, each time more intense, more powerful. And all you can think about is how deeply and powerfully it is hitting your core, how each time it feels like it draws you deeper into that pleasurable place. It just pulls you in and then recedes, and pulls you further and then recedes.

And you feel so close to releasing. You find that each pull takes you even closer, that you feel like a new vibration is happening within your body, that it's going to explode any second. And it feels so nice to be in this place.

I want you to savor this feeling. I want you to notice how it feels in your body. I want you to notice that need to release, and I want you to surrender it back into your body, and just feel the intensity of the pleasure.

Just notice the vibrations, just notice the waves. Because in this place, you could be here for as long as you want.