Planning A Trip With Your Long Distance Boyfriend [Pt1] [Free Audio] [Extended]

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I need to ask you something, baby, it's been a while since we saw each other. You haven't mentioned seeing me again, why? Why does it matter? Yeah, you will, but when? You keep mentioning that you're busy, why don't you just admit it? Your parents don't like me, they think that I'm a bad influence on you, but you're already an adult and they still treat you like a child, like you can't make your own decisions.

Why are you so scared to live the life that you want? Life is about taking risks. Do you want to live the rest of your life under the shadow of people that will someday not be there anymore, and then you'll look back, realizing that they were just impeding you from doing the things that you want to do, what does it matter if one day you fail?

If you fail, that means that you tried, you don't even have to think about me at this moment, I love you enough, dad, I just want to see you happy, I just want to see you fulfill your goals and dreams, separate from me, if I can tag along for the ride then that's great, I'll help you and I'll support you, but the way that you're handling this, waiting for their approval, waiting for them to somehow accept me or accept the fact that you want to do something different from them, you want to break the norm, you want to see the world, whether it be with me or not with me, that isn't even the issue, do I want to see you? Yeah, of course, there's nothing more that I want to do, nothing else would make me happier than to see you, but more importantly I want you to get out of your shell, to stop relying on them as a safety net, I know what you want in life and it's not that, there's nothing wrong with helping them and staying with them if they need you and that's what you want to do with your life, but it doesn't mean that you can't do anything else, you have to live outside that shadow, you know that right? Forget about me and what I want, I know what you want, you've told me so many times, your dreams and aspirations, you'll never even get close to any of them, if you just worry about what they have to say about you, what your friends and family think about you, will never make you happy, it's what you think about yourself, what you've done with your life, what you've seen, what you've tasted, what you've experienced and felt, I for one, want to feel you, experience you, taste you, feel you, many many many more times, until the end, until the very end, I wanna help you, I'm out here doing my best, you know, chasing my own goals and dreams, just be nice to have you alongside me every now and then, last time that I saw you I know, they weren't happy and you're scared of their reaction, I'm the bad guy, the one with the tattoos, the one that took their innocent girl away from them, I know that, I know that's how they see me, I know that's how a lot of people see me, but in your heart, what do you really see, do you see that bad guy, do you see the guy that wants bad things for you, or do you see a guy that loves you, that wants what's best for you, unrelated to me, tell me if I'm bad for you, I will walk away right now, do you see me the same way as they do, no, because I'm not, they paint me as a villain, I only want good things to happen to you, I only want you to see what I see in you, the potential, the talent, you can do whatever you want in this life, and I'm never stopping you from doing that, and I know you want to see me, and you're torn between what you want, and what they want, but let me tell you one thing, I'll never give up on you, I'll never give up on you, I'll always remind you, of how amazing you are, don't waste yourself away, let's go away for a week, say you have a job interview, in a different state, if you have to, just enjoy a week with me, why not, what do you say, do you want to forget about everything, and spend a week with me, we'll do anything you want, if you want to spend a week getting fucked by me, we can do that too, I just want to see you, I want to make that week the best week of your life, yeah, just you and me, what do you say, I'll book the flight for you, next week, I love you so much, you have no idea, I just want the best for you, but I also fucking miss you a lot, why do you have to be so amazing, so loving, I wish I didn't love you this much, to be honest with you, it's very difficult loving somebody so much, that has crazy parents like yours, she hasn't texted me all day, she should be here by now, it's been an hour, after that night, I knew she was contemplating what to do, even though she said yes to me, I knew there was doubt in her mind, maybe she didn't love me as much as I thought, which is fine, I just, I really just want what's best for her, that's all I want, but I also want to be with her, staying there, doing their bidding, for the rest of her life, was not what she wanted at all, in the back of my mind, I already pictured her not coming, maybe that was the wrong mindset to have, but she's deathly afraid, to take any risks, especially ones that have to do with me, I haven't heard from her all day, she should be here by now, let me check her flight, of course it's too late, she'll be here, she has to be here, there's no way she's not coming, there's no way, she's gonna be here, don't worry, she's gonna make it, she couldn't possibly do this to you, hey, hey, what's up, are you here, oh, oh, what, what do you mean, really, hold on a second somebody, you fucking idiot, I was about to smash my fucking phone, you little, come here, you scared me, I really thought you didn't get on that plane, you little conniving, do you wanna get going, right, how was your flight, was it good, yeah, I mean I got you a good seat, I always give you the best that I can afford, do you wanna get something to eat or are you good, where do you wanna go, what do you want, can we get two number ones please, thank you, look at you, how come you keep getting cuter and cuter, I missed you so much, even miss seeing you shove food in your mouth, take it easy, the food isn't going anywhere, I still can't believe you fucking tricked me like that though, I'm gonna get you back, don't you worry, before the week is over, when your guard is down, I'll make sure to get you back, oh, it's gonna be epic, I love you, it's good to have you here baby.