Pillow Talk During Thunderstorm!

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I want you to lay on my chest, I want you to listen to my heartbeat, I want to rub your I want you forever. I want what we have right now forever. I tell you this all the time and I know you're probably tired of me saying it but it's these little moments like this, you laying on my chest and the rain, the thunder, it just feels so perfect.

I think about, I think about the future more so than anything. I think just where we've been, where we're going, what the future is gonna look like for us. I mean the fact that we just closed on the multifamily unit, that's crazy and I'm so proud of us.

It was a long time coming but you told me that when we first started dating that you could see us living in a certain neighborhood and we live here. We were doing certain career paths and jobs and we're actively doing that being real estate investors and owning multiple properties and I guess the only thing that's left is the marriage, the family. I consider you family already, the closest thing I've had family but I know the family that we create is gonna be so beautiful and so magical.

Well I told you before baby that although my family is intact, my mom and dad was married for over 20 years, I never really felt the closeness to my family and my siblings the way I wanted my family to be. Like family traditions, maybe like PJs for the holidays or family photos or a family vacation. We didn't have traditions like that in my family.

We didn't even eat dinner together. Something small as eating dinner together as a family without television, just conversation, maybe some good light jazz playing in the background. I want there to be a family tradition or like a Taco Tuesday or a Mexican Monday, something like that you know.

I want to establish firm traditions that we do together as a family. I don't know, I just feel grateful. I feel blessed and I know I'd do anything in this world to make you happy.

I feel like my sole mission is to learn and grow in healing. I've done all of those things when I met you. I think you provided a safe place for me to be myself and in me being myself I was able to see things that I didn't like about myself and I think a beautiful relationship brings things like that to the forefront.

It's not just a surface connection, it's very deep, it's very healing, very genuine and I absolutely love it. What do I love most about our relationship? Wow baby, that's a good question.

I think for me is that you are always yourself and you held space for me to be myself. I think you have the most amazing personality I've ever seen. You're so funny, you're naturally funny.

I mean you can walk into a room and I'm smiling just because I know you're gonna say or do something funny and you have a very kind heart and I mean I believe it's so genuine, it's so real. You don't do things for praise, you don't do things because you feel obligated, you do things because you genuinely want to see the betterment of other people and I love that about you. I tell you that you're 90s fine.

You know the women of the 90s, the Holly Berries, the Robin Givens, the Tyra Banks, all of these beautiful, beautiful women. You give me that vibe, that real natural 90s gorgeous look. So I mean I love your aesthetic, I love how you present yourself, I love the way you carry yourself in my absence and honestly baby I just love the way you show up for me.

I love the way that you love me. I tell you this all the time and I know you're probably tired of me saying it but it's these little moments like this, you land on my chest, the rain, the thunder, us playing games and it's like my favorite movie or my favorite song. I just want to put it on repeat and play it forever.

I love you and I want you to know that I'll never stop loving you. The love that I have for you is unconditional. The love that I have for you is patient and kind, it's understanding and gentle and at this stage of life whatever you need me to be I can be there for you because I love you and when I say that I can trust that it will never come from a malicious place or a place of manipulation because I know you love me and I know you respect me.

Thank you. Thank you for being your amazing self and being the woman that I love. You really are special to me and sometimes words can't really capture how I feel about you but I pray where my words fall short, my actions, they make up the difference.

Yeah, I could lay right here for you, I could hold you in my arms. We could make love, if we choose to make love. I don't know baby, I'm just rambling, I guess I'm sleeping.

I know every relationship has to ups and downs but we've been standing in the contest of time for a long time. You know I said a prayer when we was like think three or four months into the relationship and you were kind of questioning my love and almost questioning if you deserve this level of love and I can tell that you never really experienced a love this deep but I prayed and I asked God to give me guidance to be a beautiful, great example for you to let you know that I would never mismanage your love, I would never break your trust and I would never hurt your heart. I also asked God to protect you and everything that you did and give me the patience and understanding to love you the way that you need to be loved.

I know you've been through so much in your life and I know you've been hurt by so many people. I never want to be the source of your pain, I never want you to relive those things that you had to endure. I just want to be your place of peace, I want to be a safe haven in your refuge.

I want you to baby look at me and say I love this man with all my heart and he means the world to me because that's how I feel about you. You mean the world to me. And I only want you.

No baby pick those cards up. Baby a draw two cannot go on a draw four you're cheating. Where does it say that in the UNO rules? Come on now.

Well I don't care how you guys play that is not the official rule.