Phantom of The Oral - In the Middle

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Now, here's where this story gets very interesting. In these last 30 minutes, I can feel the practitioner, my partner, hands on my body and it feels just like what was happening in the first half of the session. She also has a technique where she comes close to you orally and, you know, she might breathe near your head or, you know, somewhere on your body, an extremity maybe.

And so, while I'm laying there with my eyes closed, all of a sudden, oh, by the way, at the time of this second session starting, I go into a very cold space, maybe about 10 minutes in, and I say, you know, I need to put a sheet over me just so I can maintain my body temperature. So all of a sudden, I feel, at the time, a mouth on my dick and while I was not necessarily against it, I was not expecting it because I was, A, we must remember, I don't know this person, I just met them, having a wonderful time with them, absolutely believe I'm in love with them, but I have not met them. Now, they have shown me nothing but integrity before, but I was being a little bit of a stickler and I was thinking in my head, okay, so when you do energy work with men, this, I need you to give me the scenario that you do with men.

I don't have an issue if this is what you do with men, but I need to know so that, you know, I can energetically prepare for this. So while my eyes are closed and during this particular period of time, I'm just going to be 100% transparent, some of the most amazing feelings that the glands or tip or head of my dick have ever felt in my entire life happened during that energy session. I mean, the oral gifting was amazing.

I didn't say anything, I didn't climax, I really wanted to stay in a neutral, maybe towards a sensual healing space. And so it ended. And so she turned off the music, which I forgot to mention she had on as well at the beginning with the charcoal and the incense.

And she asked me how was it? And so I gave a gloom review because it was amazing. But then I asked her, I said, do you suck everybody's dick that you do an energy session for? And she was like, Oh, no, babe.

She's like, I did, you know, step outside of the bounds. She's like, I got caught up in the energy, I got caught up in the attraction. And it happened.

And if you feel uncomfortable, or you feel like I took advantage of you in any way, I want to offer you an apology right now. And I said, No, I just wanted to, I said, I'm just learning. That's all I'm just learning.

I'm not, yay or nay, I'm simply asking questions and learning. And so what this energy session did, if I'm, you know, going to be quite frank, I am someone who has treated oral as an add on or throwaway. I've never felt like I energetically met someone who was as committed or as invigorated or as anticipatory to perform oral, I just wasn't finding my female match in that department.

So instead of getting angry, I just focused on each encounter as an adult as just getting better at what I did. If they were good at it, cool, but I always said since I knew most dudes that really weren't worth a damn in the bed, always looking for head, I said, you know what, I'll be the one to appreciate it when it comes and always be on deck for when it needs to be administered. With this individual, it was a little bit different.

On the second encounter that I had with this person, it became evident that they may be as energetically oral as I am. And so the more vulnerable part of me tapped into that and was like, oh, I never really champion head, I never really ask for head. And don't beg for head.

But this person had me. And when this energy session happened, that was the most sensation I had ever felt from this person or from anyone who had chosen to perform oral on my dick. Now, what if I told you that this never happened?