Our Listener has been casually seeing our Speaker for a while, and tonight he tells her how he feels about her. To his surprise, she doesn't react the way he'd hoped she would. She gets upset. She gets mad. She says some horrible things. But he knows it's because there's something about their relationship that she hasn't told him. What he doesn't know is that she's fallen for him, too, and now she doesn't want to get in any deeper because of her lie. She thinks he deserves better. So now they both need to reveal the secrets they've been keeping and figure out where to go from here...
What did you just say to me? I thought so. Please don't say that.
No, no, um, we're just casual, we're just messing around, we're not, we're not serious, no, those three little words do not belong here, no, no, I don't, I don't, I don't feel the same. I'm not lying, what, why would you think I'm lying? Well, I'm uncomfortable because you just told me you love me and that's not what this is about, this is, this is sex and a good time and it's not supposed to be feelings and now you're, you're crossing this line and I, yeah, I'm upset, okay, um, you, you can't, you can't love me, okay, you just, you can't.
And what's more, I don't, I don't want to love you, I, no, I don't, I, I think you're, I don't know, clingy and, and you, you say the wrong things and the things that you're interested in are boring and I'm not making shit up, I'm, I'm just telling you how I feel and I'm upset because I didn't expect to have this conversation. Look, I'm not, I'm not good for you, I'm not, I'm not someone that you fall in love with, I'm, I'm just not, okay, so do yourself a favor and forget you ever felt that way. No, no, I, I, I can't just give it a chance, I can't, I don't, I don't want to, I, because I never wanted to be with you in the first place.
Uh, um, no, no, that's, shit, this is not coming out properly, this wasn't supposed to come out at all, I was supposed to just end things at a natural conclusion and now, okay, look, look, um, I'm, I'm not who you think I am, I mean, my name and my job and everything is all true but it wasn't random that you, that you ran into me at the, at the movie theater that night, it wasn't, it wasn't random, I was, I was sent there, yeah, by your father. Um, I owed him money that I couldn't, couldn't pay after my business tanked and, uh, the bank wouldn't give me anything either, I was a risk and he told me he would forgive my debt if I would spend some time with you, if I would make you happy and that's what I've been trying to do but I didn't, I didn't want you to, I didn't want you to fall for me, that, that was never part of this, that was, I am not a good person, I'm not the type of person that you fall for, I'm, I've been lying to you. What? What do you mean you know? Oh, how, how did you, wow, um, how long have you known? Oh, so all this time you've been playing along and you still yeah, I mean, I, I know good people make bad choices sometimes, I'm, I'm living proof of that but I don't, I don't want to, I don't want to be with you, I'm not lying.
Okay, so what, I'm blinking more than normal, that's, that's, it's dry in here, I, I, what are you, a body language expert now? People blink when they're lying? I mean, I'm pretty sure that's true but I, can we just, can we just stop and, and just end this before this gets worse?
You don't want to. You don't want to. You're not my type, you're, you're gentle and you're sweet and you're not, not an asshole and I need, I need more than that, I guess, I, I, what do you mean tell you what I need?
That's not supposed to be what you say right now, you're supposed to tell me to get the hell out of here and never talk to you again, you're supposed to be angry, you're supposed to be livid that I've been lying to you. No, I didn't have any other choice. If I didn't pay my debt, then I would lose everything.
So yeah, you're right, I didn't have another choice but I still made the choice to be a shitty human being and I'm sorry, I'm, I'm sorry for that. I didn't think I would care about you or that you would care about me and yes, I know what I just said, I know, I just, I just made this even more complicated. I'm sorry, I'm, I don't know what else to say.
I don't know what else to say. Yeah, he is, he's intimidating and he's powerful and he's, but he, he got me out of a jam when I needed it and he gave me an option for repayment that wasn't, wasn't terrible other than, you know, the morally gray side of things, but it could have been a lot worse. But what I don't understand is why he felt he needed to find someone for you.
I mean, you're, you're kind of a catch. Yeah, control. Oh, believe me, I understand that.
My family was similar. They needed to have a say in everything and my decisions were never good enough. They were never right.
I, I get it. I do. He wanted you with somebody that he felt would be in his best interest.
Wow. So, um, so now what? Okay, you just said it again.
That's what started this whole thing. Why are you saying that? Why, why are you, are you putting us through this? I mean, I'm going to leave here and that's going to be the end of it and we'll never see each other again.
And you keep making it hurt more by saying that. What do you mean? That's not how it's going to happen.
I don't know what I want to happen. I don't, I don't know if that's what I want. Okay.
Um, I never thought that I could have what we were starting to create. I thought since it was all based on a lie, it was going to just go up in smoke as soon as either we wound down or you found out or I couldn't do it anymore. Never once in all the ways I thought this might work out, did I expect you to stand in front of me telling me you love me, even knowing everything that you know.
And I didn't think that you knew all the way along, but you did. I don't know what I want to happen now. What do you want to happen now? Okay.
I'm not sure what I expected, but that wasn't it. You want to kiss me? Um, okay.
That's, that's one option. I am sorry. Everything I told you about me was true.
Everything I shared with you was true, is true. It was just that, that one detail. And I will be sorry for that for a long time.
How can you not care? How can you not care that the last few months that we've been seeing each other has been based on a complete lie? Yeah, rockin' a hard place is pretty accurate.
It doesn't, it doesn't change. Rockin' a hard place is pretty accurate. It doesn't, it doesn't change all the things that you love about me.
You're just full of surprises, aren't you? Um, okay. You know what? Yeah, go ahead.
Kiss me. Yeah, I, I may be completely off my rocker for this, but kiss me. You know I feel the same, right? Yeah, if I, if I pull away the bullshit and the, the fear that you would hate me, I love you too.
Of course I do. That's why this sucks so much. Okay, we can, we can do one of two things.
We can walk away and pretend it never happened. Or we can start fresh. No lies.
Just us. I mean, if you can set aside the fact that your, your father's essentially going to win here, that he's, he's orchestrated this and we'll feel like it's his victory, you don't care. I don't either.
I mean, I never expected this would be the outcome of that little arrangement, but here we are. Yeah, there's just one thing. Can you maybe not be so Can you maybe not be so sweet? Yeah, I mean, the sex has been good.
It's been great, actually. But, um, I typically like things a little, a little rougher. Is that okay? Yeah.
You've been holding back. Okay. Well, now that we're doing this whole honesty thing, why don't you, why don't you show me? Yeah, right now.
Do you have somewhere else to be? On the bed, huh? Oh, yeah, yeah, no, no, don't be gentle.
Don't be gentle. Just, just, oh, okay. Okay.
Fingers in me. Holy fuck. Holy fuck.
Holy fuck. No, it's, it's good. It's good.
You, you just keep Mm-hmm. What are you doing? Oh, yes, yes.
Yes, use your teeth. Gently, of course. That little bite when you suck my nipple just sends shockwaves through me.
Oh, God, my pussy's on fire. Yes, yes, keep, keep moving. Please keep moving like that.
Oh, my God. Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Call me a slut.
Call me a slut. I'm serious. Yes, yes, I'm a slut for you.
Just you. Oh, yes. I'm so close to coming just from you pulling my pants down and shoving your fingers in me without any preamble.
And what you're doing to my nipple is, oh, God, it's shooting right down to my pussy. Fuck, yes, yes. Make me come like a slut.
Yeah. Oh, God, yes, yes, right there, right there, right there. Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck.
I did just come, come on your hand. Yes, yes, yes. I didn't think you had it in you.
Get those pants off. Yes, yes. Oh, I want that cock.
The first time I ever saw your cock, I thought I was very lucky that this is the arrangement and it's only gotten better. What did you just say? Did you just tell me to suck your cock? You know, I think you're taking to this whole in-charge thing a little too well.
Maybe it's time I flipped the tables on you. Hold still. Don't touch my head.
Mm-hmm. I know I'm being rough. That's the idea.
I'm going to suck your fucking soul out. Isn't that what sluts do? Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm. Mm-mm. You've always been so tender, so sweet.
But you don't have to be. Mm-mm. You can be rough and be respectful.
Mm-mm. Admit it. You just want to throw me down and fuck me, don't you? Mm-hmm.
All that tension. Just let it go. Mm-hmm.
What? Oh, I've had control enough, have I? Okay.
Oh, over the edge of the bed. Base down. Yep.