(NSFW) Nicolas: part 4 of dark nights with sensei

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Part 4 of Dark Nights with Sensei. As I was going to reverse image check all the images that she had sent, my sensei, I realized this girl was more than what she seemed to be. She was a 7 time world karate champ and she was a 4th dan black belt.

It turned out she was just 30 years old at this time in her life when she was going to collide into my existence. As I realized when I was reading the translation of the letter, there was some steamy stuff going on. She said that she was self-touching every time she thought of him and that she wanted to be with him still, wanting to make love to him, wanting to be able to hold him and to kiss him.

Kenji was something else entirely. She was something similar to Oran Ishii off of Kill Bill. If you ever heard of that, then you know that she was pretty much screwed up if she was still stalking him.

She was very interested in being with him and she was interested in tantric sex, something I didn't think of. Why would you have tantric sex with your ex? Your sensei, I thought, but she was in the same boat as I was except she had obviously problems when she said that she was going to do stupid stuff that I'm not going to mention.

She ended up saying that she was never going to move on because she was in love with him. She wanted to be with him even though she was living in a life of squalor in the Tokyo slums. It turned out she was still interested in being with him.

I needed to find out for exactly who she was. As I said, when I reversed image checked the images, it turned out to be Kenji Sanada. She was someone who was of a millionaire's family until she ended up getting into some rough stuff, one of them being karate.

She was also interested in becoming a yakuza. That's when her sensei, my sensei, Reo, ended up deciding he was going to disown her, but he was still obviously in love with her. The fact that she said that her lips were still aching for his, what the hell? So I ended up writing her a letter hoping she would understand English, that I was his current girlfriend at the time.

Was his current girlfriend, I said, because I was kind of ticked off that he would have never mentioned her. When he mentioned what she did to piss him off, that was when I realized that he was no longer in love with her, or so it seemed until I looked him in the eye. I could see a tear running down his cheek.

This was his first student. You never forget your first student. Obviously, you never forget making love to her when she is of age.

I found this very unusual and strange, to be honest with you. He said that she was a wild card, that she was always making love to him and not giving him a chance to do anything else. She was clingy, but he liked that at the time.

Now she's just psychotic and crazy. I wouldn't use those words for a reason why because that would put people with schizophrenia in as a bad thing. As I realized that she was better looking than me, even though I was 20, she was 30, I wanted to know why the hell was he dating her.

I thought I was his first, but then he tried to make love to me, tried to kiss me. I said I couldn't handle this right now, that I had to deal with this myself. So I ended up deciding just to be sensei in a student relationship instead of just being with him as an intimate partner.

But it was kind of painful not to realize that he would be there every fucking night, that I was going to be in the class. Every time he was in the class, he would always look at me with those doe eyes as if he was like a deer in headlights, as if he was afraid that I would find out more or that I would find someone else, which was true. When I realized that I was meeting a guy named Nicholas, a guy that was from Russia who wanted to start his own dojo, I realized that he was a gentler lover than Ryo, who has obviously got problems if he had a psychotic ex going around, screwing around with his mind and playing mind games.

So I tried to look her up one time on Facebook after making love to Nicholas. Nicholas was a wonderful person. He didn't have any secrets to hide that I had known of.

That is what I loved about him. But it turned out he still said he was single on Facebook. I was wondering about that when I could feel his touch, even though he was just across the bedroom, and I could just feel his sensual touch, his beautiful, loving kisses, his compassionate hugs and embraces.

It was just wonderful to be with someone that didn't have any secrets. When I looked, I decided never to look at Kenshi again and just decided to go with Nicholas Dima instead, hoping that I would be happy. But I wasn't.

Or so I thought I wasn't at first because I would have to deal with this sensei of mine who was going to be aggravating me from day one. I didn't know very much about Nicholas except that he was a kind and sweet guy, very beautiful in soul, and he was fun to make love to. But I just didn't know what to do about Reio and what he might do.

When I found out that I was starting to fall more in love with Nicholas instead of Reio, that's when he ended up getting a little angry. For the first time, I saw my sensei getting angry with me and nearly booting me out of the dojo. That's when I realized I couldn't play it both ways.

I had to play with only the one person. I couldn't play two people at the same time, even though he, Reio, my sensei, was playing me as a fiddle as well. When I realized that he was in love with me still, when I was in Nicholas's apartment getting love poems, erotic love poems, about tantric sex from Reio, I ended up realizing that I couldn't shake him off, even if I could.

He was like the tattoos in his skin, permanent. So I mentioned to Nicholas, why don't we open our own dojo across town, and hopefully this guy will not bother us again. He agreed.

He made love to me. He kissed me sweetly on the lips, started kissing me on the neck, the front of the neck, as if he was in love with me for the first time as well, and I ended up wanting to kiss him again as I slid onto him and made love to him for the first time in days. When he realized that he was going to be making an all-man's dojo, that I was going to be the only female, I knew this was going to be a hard time trying to figure out who to love and who to avoid, who was friend and who was foe.