No Touch Diaries: Day 16 - 20

Transcript

Good morning so it's been 20 days 20 days of no touching I've had some very challenging days and nights I've had one hands-free orgasm I've I've tortured myself with all sorts of media but over the last five days there hasn't really been much of that I had a lot to do I've been very busy with writing and making things for you guys in the fairy circle and applying to jobs as well and I've also had a bit of stress and all that contributed to not as much neediness oh and of course the big one I got my period so while the last five days haven't been too difficult or challenging I have a feeling that my libido will return with a vengeance in probably a day or so and when that day comes I might regret this but I have an announcement that I will be adding five days to the challenge length making it an even 30 day challenge a friend who's also doing this challenge messaged me and was like oh no she just laid down directly on top of my phone I mean right on top of it I don't even know if this is still recording is this still recording oh dear oh okay yeah it's still recording I'm just gonna let her be oh that's funny it's like she has the entire bed and she just decided to lay on top of my phone little rascal but I digress sorry about that so yes I'm going to be doing this another five days or a total of ten days from now and right now it doesn't seem too bad but I know as soon as I get my drive back I'm going to be in shambles just shambles it's not gonna be too fun but I'm really really looking forward to emerging triumphant I even started looking at toys I started looking at toys even though right now I can't get any for myself I was window shopping toys adding some to the throne and I think that might be a little bit of my hobby leading up to the end I've had the same toy for the last like gosh at this point six years yeah six maybe seven years I've had the same one I lost it once and I just you know replaced it but I haven't had a new one it's just a little rabbit and it's fine I just would love some variety and also it's it's going to die soon nothing lasts forever like that especially when it's the workhorse of my bedroom but I'm really really happy I did this challenge I had so much to do this month and to be honest I think I think that if I had the readily available distraction of getting off available to me that I would have procrastinated quite a bit on some of my projects thankfully I've been getting a lot done and I can channel this energy into my very first not safe for work audio that I'll be making publicly available and then I actually have my very first script fill of Pavlov's cock that's coming up on Friday and that I'm so excited to record for you and it will require absolutely no touching I hope anyone who's listening to this if you're considering your own no touch challenge you should hear my voice it's really it's not torture for me it's more of a personal experiment and once it's done I think I'm going to have a newfound appreciation for that time I have with myself for the joy of it the ecstasy you know I'm sure some people who are doing this challenge are thinking about you know whether they'll do it with someone whether on VC or in real life to break their fast as you will but when I'm coming off of one of these I actually prefer to be alone even virtually you know I just I prefer to be alone because I want to just follow wherever my desire takes me no matter where that direction is and to me there's just too much pressure but you're with another person for this sort of thing I'd rather just listen to my own self I'm sorry if I sound a little stuffy allergies are doing their thing you know Pavlov's cock is one of my most loved metascripts I really excited that I get to read it but I'm a little nervous because it really does turn me on a lot to read it but you know workplace hazards and then there's another sort of meta style script that I'm probably going to fill in the future the needs we share I think that could be a very interesting one to record around the very end of the challenge yeah an exploration of lust and desire and need yeah I think that could be a really fun one to record and then of course for all of you who have listened listen so far following along this journey I couldn't leave you hanging of course when it's all over I'll be more than happy to share an audio of my experience like I did at the end of the seven day one it should be very interesting this one's gonna be a little shorter I think today I have a lot to get done and unfortunately because of my period and because of how busy I've been with other things the last few days have been kind of uneventful but I have a feeling that things are gonna turn up soon and when they do you'll be the first to hear about it so I'll be back on day 25 which was meant to be the final day we'll recap and then I think I'm going to set an assignment for people to make the last five days of the challenge even more well challenging thanks so much for listening and I'll see you in a few days we're in the last leg now okay bye.