🖤 😳 Nerdy Girl Dresses Up as a Goth Girl 😳 🖤

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I am woman hear me attempt not to cry I can do this I can do this I have a master's degree okay I have been in further education with pretentious pricks I'm not scared of anything are you in the thought of making a total fool of myself in front of my significant other no absolutely no that's not terrifying at all I am woman I can wear thigh highs and chokers and lacy things because I am a grown-up this is my choice how I dress my body and yes up until this point it's been jeans and glasses and very basic everyday tops well you know live in the moment and try to get an orgasm out of this or at least approval I don't expect sex obviously because I'm not a creep okay stop talking to yourself in the mirror but actually this is quite cathartic okay okay okay trying on the dress oh thank God for zips ha ha ha thought we were done for that tummy no we live to tell another tale okay oh god oh god oh my god oh my god am I pretty I might be pretty oh my goodness wait I have a waist an actual any of it I'll see a bit waste hiding under all these beige layers not more I personally think that deserves a twirl oh look how quickly it takes me to feel myself ha ha ha the fickleness of consumerism okay waist cinching black dress check let's just try on the dreaded thigh highs and not cry when they don't fit okay I can do this I have done theses and papers and worked with people in group projects where I did all the fucking work I can do this I am a woman who has disproportionately large thighs but I am not afraid I am not afraid I'm I'm a little bit afraid please fit and one and two and two please to good God I am not used to this I'm out of no inconvenience here I am not being inconvenienced what is going on in fact no no do not question do not attempt the universe just accept that the things are fitting okay last one oh good God look at that they're both family on and yes there's a little bit of chub hanging over the top but I've actually heard conflicting opinions on that online women tend to not like it men tend to whoo mama so we shall see thank God I'm a bisexual mmm I have a fighting chance okay am I crazy or do I actually have very nice legs oh my god oh my god you absolutely go oh I want to scream it used to get out but I'm too far in oh my god exactly how long have you been there oh howdy how long enough to appreciate the legs yes thank you I knew mortification was around the corner I knew mortification was around the corner well you know actually the jokes on you because this was supposed to be a surprise for you and now you've just turned it into me being embarrassed and slightly annoyed so congratulations I am NOT cute I am woman I am thigh-high dummy something Queen I don't know there was all these adjectives and femme and Dom and top and mommy something about milk I don't oh for goodness sake I just know that you like goth and goth aesthetic and the mommy milkers or whatever they're called and the big tits and the chokers and the women that are slightly terrifying but also my god come here so stupidly I thought you know why not give it a go I'd show it up at a butter butter butter partly for you and also partly for more well before I got a proper job I never had the money to dress how I wanted everything was from a charity shop and there's nothing wrong with shopping in charity shops but at the time they didn't have a lot of variety so it was jeans and a t-shirt and I'm grateful for having those clothes and there's nothing wrong with dressing basic I'm not attacking anybody I just I don't know I thought it could be fun don't call me adorable no hugging you're not taking me seriously you're just going all poor little nerdy girl exactly currently not as poor so currently has the monies to explore I did not mean for that to rhyme but it actually did make me smile so I know I don't have to dress a certain way to please you that's not I did this because I agree the goth ladies do look amazing and you know since I got paid and I had money to actually play with I thought well you have a try them and I know I'm sure and I know I don't have the biggest boobs in the world but I was inspired by the very tall very busty ladies and I know I'm never gonna look like them but I can wear a black dress and die highs and choker I also have a choker and black lipstick and you know what let's actually start this over you go wait in the bedroom I'm gonna close this door and transformation will happen I'm gonna do my hair and my makeup and my eyeliner and my choker and you are gonna give me an honest opinion go this has nothing to do with goth aesthetic I've always been bossy go feet feet I'm gonna leave a gothic impression on you whether you like it or not I don't know why I phrased it that way because clearly you're delighted sit on the bed I'll be two minutes to decide as fat let's do this you ready okay I want a genuine reaction I don't want you to sympathy me and just say hello I just do anything with my voice it was just sorry sorry what do you think my past was carousing I mean I may know many words I couldn't possibly say is that any way to speak to your goth Queen come here well maybe if you ask nicely I might I would like a please at the beginning and a thank you at the end I am wearing boots yes well it's not really complete unless you're wearing heels or boots I can't walk in heels so boots it is please don't say if it's not true I think you might because you love me and you don't want to hurt my feelings oh my feelings have nothing to do with it you really like so I don't like a complete video I'll take partial idiot oh you just made my day you appreciate little chobob of the thigh highs or is that not what goth Queen would say would she say you are not a good and you are a bad you are very very very bad one and you deserve to be punished with my mouth well I passed for a goth girl in training oh you need to have a closer look at me how convenient for you oh you need to check out this pretty choker of course you need to smell that perfume on my neck you need to know exactly what material these thigh highs are made out of I understand you are very meticulous who could blame you really I mean you are cultured in the ways of God well you know what they look like you know what they smell like do you in fact know what they feel like juicy and just how would you know that I guess you're feeling these ample thighs and you feel plenty of juice are you sure you're not just a pervert well if it walks talks and feels like a pervert there is a reasonable possibility that you're dealing with a pervert I never said anything about disliking perverts if anything I feel strangely akin with them well we really do have so much in common hmm I will happily be your goth queen if you'll be my pervert will you make a very convincing one to me you're a dummy thick pervert if I ever ever saw one.