Needing (and Getting) Your Boyfriend's Attention

Transcript

Mm-hmm okay yeah I see it now right so you see this line right here the one that says X plus 4 is equal to 10 right so you did the right thing you're supposed to isolate X right you're supposed to leave X on one side of the equation so you flipped you transposed the positive 4 that's very good but you forgot to do one thing oh hey pumpkin won't you come home just now okay yeah no no it's okay I'll be with you in a bit okay okay one sec no no that's okay I'm still here where were we right okay so you just forgot to do one thing okay so when you transpose positive 4 from one side of the equation to the other you're supposed to flip flip flip flip exactly yes you're supposed to flip the sign okay so it's not X equals 10 plus 4 like what you did it's X equals 10 minus 4 exactly okay so it's X equals 6 not X equals 14 right okay no do not beat yourself up for that with enough practice you're gonna you're gonna iron out all those little mistakes and in time you're not gonna make them anymore and you're gonna be fine and dandy okay I'm still proud of you okay all right good yes we can just okay one sec okay okay I know I know just give me one sec sorry yep I'm still here no I'm not busy I was just gonna say just keep on doing all these practice problems and if you're stuck on any part you can just just let me know and I'll try my best to help you okay but don't be too dependent on me I want you to solve okay so solve page 38 yeah just all of page 38 no that is not too much okay all right page 38 even numbers only then tomorrow odd numbers how does that sound okay deal right yes they are here with me right now why do you want to say something no they cannot hear you okay she's a little shy no I didn't say anything you were just hearing things okay all right I'll let them know okay yep good job today you did very very good all right I'm super proud of you okay say hi to mom and dad for me okay thank you all right good job today okay bye-bye um hello why'd you suddenly come on top of me okay okay all right no no no it was it was nothing she was she was just having some trouble with with some assignment that they got like a few few days ago and it's it's their deadline tomorrow yeah yeah I mean I've been telling her to to really work on her her work ethic when it comes to comes to assignments but she never learns you know it's it's whatever she's she's still so young I mean God only knows I was horrible as a kid so I'm we're honestly lucky to have her okay well that's enough about me what about you okay come on you were the one that sat on top of me so I know that you want some attention and right now you have my undivided attention so what do you want oh it's okay I we were already done with with the homework she just wanted to do some some extra sets to really get some practice in it's okay it's okay hey it's okay don't worry about it all right okay do you want me to follow up on the assignment okay all right I will don't worry okay like I said enough about me you were the one that was just so eager to get on top of me and you are so you have my full attention are you really gonna back out now I know I know come here come here all right I'll hold you tight okay okay it's okay sorry you want to tell me what's up yeah okay go ahead let me know as much as you want mm-hmm mm-hmm yeah it's okay keep going yeah yeah okay yeah and how are you feeling mm-hmm yeah usually I'd go on this 30-minute rant about how precious and lovely you are and how much you got this how much I believe in you but I think that gets a little old at times no sometimes it isn't even what we hear from other people sometimes we just need someone who cares someone who's willing to listen sometimes it's just the fact that they're people real people you know so I won't run my mouth but I just want you to know that I'm here always have been and always will be I know I know things can be scary there's a lot of messed up things that can go on throughout our days there's a lot of surprises that can put a wrench in all our plans and it sucks it really really sucks does so maybe for you you just need something constant in your life no okay look at me am I not a constant am I not always here you need me to whisper to you am I not always I know I said I wasn't gonna run my mouth but I just can't help it I'm not gonna talk about anything crazy deep or make us go through some sort of midlife crisis I just really want you to know that I'm I'm here for you that I always will be and I know that there's this this sinking feeling at the back of your head always biting at you always reminding you that maybe you don't deserve to open up that I'd be annoyed whatever you did that I'd get tired of you constantly complaining constantly talking about all these things throughout your day so I want you to hear it from me right now okay I will never ever ever get tired of listening to you I would never ever ever get tired of listening to your voice and if you don't believe that that's gonna continue for the rest of our lives then then at the very least allow me to be honest with you and allow me to promise to you that I will be a hundred percent transparent I will be a hundred percent clear whenever I am getting tired whenever I feel like I need a little break from us talking about all these things I promise okay so for the time being just trust me and whenever you feel like you need to talk about something whenever you feel like you want to talk about something you can always reach out to me okay maybe I'm busy so just need to be a little patient with me a little bit understanding and just just know that I will try my very very best to be there for you because I know that you won't be there for me too hey don't look down look at me do not trust me I know you trust me I trust you too okay all these things that I'm telling you they should trust me that you should let me promise these things to you I know that you'll be there for me when I'm going through something as well because you are that type of person you're the type of person to go out of their way and help someone and listen to them without really expecting anything in return you don't expect them to listen to you but you listen to them anyway because it's the right thing to do isn't it it's always the right thing to do for you and I really really respect you for that and I really wish more people were like you I mean I wish I was like you a lot of the time because you're a beautiful beautiful person inside and out so while it's okay to be sad to frown there's a lot of things to be happy about and I will make sure to remind you of those things those beautiful beautiful things each and every single day just as long as you open your eyes to them just as long as you open your eyes to me yeah you know what let's let's try a little something yeah can I put you down for a little bit okay one sec I'm gonna pick you up okay okay I'm gonna put you down yeah okay just sit tight okay I said I wouldn't be running my mouth so why don't we go for something a bit different yeah yeah what what's wrong oh yeah yeah why are you laughing why are you laughing oh you don't like my moves oh yeah working you don't want to join me okay okay okay all right I'm stopping I'm stopping what's wrong what okay look I tried okay come on get up oh you don't want to sit on top of me thought so okay one sec okay come on comfortable good okay look I tried at least I'm having fun okay hey maybe I wasn't the best but I still did something and I for one had a lot of fun so shut up what can I not look at you I I don't know I I don't know what it is we always feel and talk to each other as if we're broken just completely broken and sometimes we are but you make broken look so good I'm kidding I'm kidding I'm kidding I just mean that it's it's super nice to still see you smiling like that despite everything that's going on I know a lot of people that would have given up if they had to fill your shoes if they had to like go through half the stuff you go through I mean it would have probably dropped dead after like two days I'm serious it's it's really inspiring and I'm not trying to gas you up just because you're feeling down I've been thinking this for a long long time I mean pumpkin look at you you're still so put together and I know you're gonna disagree and this and that and yada yada yada I know what I'm saying okay I'm not BSing you look at me you really really need to give yourself so much more credit I mean what's there not to give credit to you're so loving you're so kind and gosh your smile can just light up my day like it's nothing you're going through so much yet you're still listening to all my problems and and all these things you still go out of your way like I said to to ask me what's wrong to to prepare stuff for me to prepare my meals to prepare the hot shower all these little things I I can never forget them and it's just so much crazier when I know now even just a fraction of this stuff that you're going through it's it's really just so so inspiring and I'm really glad that I'm here for it I'm really glad that I can be a part of your story and that you can be a part of mine I guess well not I guess but so to speak okay all right it's it's getting pretty late do you want to go to sleep no I don't have a lot to do hmm okay we can sleep together would you like that come on just say it okay we can sleep together all right get ready I'm gonna pick you a bridal style all right let's go three two one yeah oh that was easy all right let's go to bed no you are not heavy don't worry come on I work out all right I'm gonna put you down okay yeah all right give me one sec sorry just had to wash my face real quick okay scoot over oh that feels good that feels so so good all right big spoon a little spoon a little spoon okay comfortable okay good it's okay it's okay no I was not doing too much and I did not feel like I was doing too much for you nor were you asking for a lot all right it's only natural that we're gonna have our off days and it's each other's job it's not even our job we just want to do it right we just want to pick each other up so don't worry about it okay just for once in your life let someone pamper you a little let me pamper you a little you're doing really really good.