Making Up After an Argument

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Can I come in? May I hug you? I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm not asking you to forgive me now, but to just forgive me. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

What you did to me. .. I don't mind how long it takes.

I don't mind. I don't mind. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's over.

It's over. You don't have to talk to me or to reply or anything. I'm just asking you to listen.

And I'll listen too. I'll listen. I'll listen this time.

I promise. I'm not gonna flower it up. I'm not gonna sugarcoat it.

The things I said, they were wrong. That's it. Just plain wrong.

I'm okay with you being mad at me for a few days, a few weeks, a few months. I'm okay. I'll just wait.

But please don't ignore me. Don't. I don't want you to see my face right now.

Okay. I'll look. Can you hold me? Thank you.

Thank you. May I hold your hand, please? Okay.

Thank you. I'm not going to excuse what I did or what I said. But you deserve an explanation.

That I know. I think I'm overworking myself. With school, with work.

I'm not handling my time well. And I don't have an outlet to blow off steam. At least I choose not to have one.

And I have to change that. I really, really do. And I will.

I think just not having control of a lot of things makes me really excitable. Whenever I do have control. When there is something constant.

And you're constant. So I just laid out so much of my stress on you in such an ugly, ugly way. And I'm sorry for that.

I truly am sorry. I'm sorry for raising my voice. I'm sorry for saying some nasty things.

I'm sorry for breaking your trust. The trust that the trust that I would never stoop this low. That I would never hurt you in this way.

God. I always said that we shouldn't be afraid of conflicts or arguments. You know, fighting for something in a mature, adult way just means we care.

But I'm but I was far, I'm far from mature and I am far from adult. And I want to grow. I really do.

It shouldn't have taken me lashing out on you like that to realize, but I at least want you to know that I'll try. I'm trying. Right now, I'm trying.

I'm so sorry. If at any point you feel like I'm being too much that it feels like I'm just going to blow my top off again please, please tell me. I won't, I won't depend on you completely, I promise.

But I'd like your help. Can I have Thank you. Thank you.

I'll make it up to you. I promise. Not by words.

Not with sweet nothings. Not with empty promises. But actions.

I'll communicate a lot more. If something's bothering me, if I'm feeling tired, I'll let you know. I'll let you know.

I promise. It's the least I could do. And I see how you've been communicating with me.

How you've been trying to tell me everything that's going on with you even if you're not in the mood. And I appreciate that. I appreciate it so, so much.

I can see just how hard you try to let people know what you really think. To let people know what they have to hear not what they want to hear. And that's hard to do.

You're choosing the road less taken. That's for sure. But it's the right road.

I know it is. And I appreciate it so much. Everyone appreciates it so much.

Just please keep being you. I'll catch up. I can't promise you that it'll be easy.

I can't promise that I'll be perfect from now on. But I'll try my very, very hardest to be perfect for you. And it should've never come to this.

But I still want to reassure you. I still care about you. I still care about you so, so, so much.

I still want to be there with you. To be there for you. I still want to hear your laughs.

I still want to see you smile. I still want to be there crying with you. Not be the reason why you're crying.

All of this and so, so much more. God. I'm here.

I'm here. I know. I know.

You won't see that side of me anymore. I'll try my best, I promise you. You make me feel very special.

So, so special. So warm. So safe.

So warm. So safe. So secure.

I want you to know that you were far, far, far, far, far from the reason why I was being like that. Far, far from it. I know, I know.

I just wanted to make sure you knew. Just wanted to make sure. Thank you so much.

Can we. .. Can we.

.. Can we stay like this for a little bit longer? Shh.

Shh. Shh. Shh.

Take as much time as you need. I'll just be right here. I won't go.

I won't go. Unless you want me to, for the time being, of course. Yeah, yeah, I know.

I'm here. It's me. It's you.

It's just us. Just us. No one else.

No one else. I'm here. Forever and always.

Shh. Shh. Shh.

Shh. Shh. Shh.

I'm here. I'm here.