Um, yo. This is kind of weird, right? Like, it's the first time in a while that you've come over to my place, ever since we stopped kinda hanging out in grade school.
Um, so, um, just come in, and don't worry, um, I'm not gonna touch you, um, I, I actually wanna, well, apologize for earlier today. I don't know what came over me. Um, just come to my room, you still remember where it is, right? And let me just grab something from the kitchen.
Okay, yeah, I just grabbed the first aid kit, and, um, look, I think I got a little too rough with you, and I bit you on the neck, right? And I grabbed your wrists a little bit too hard, I guess I forgot how delicate you are. No, I'm, I'm not making fun of you, I just wanna, well, I guess it's impossible.
I wanna make it up to you, look, just let me help you put on this Neosporin, okay? No, I, I don't, I don't, I don't mean what I did earlier, well, I do mean what I did earlier, but I also meant I kind of, I left you alone out there, didn't I? Back when we were younger and dumber, what do we mean by that? Well, remember when we were in Boy Scouts together and I was too afraid to start a fire because I thought it would blow up, so you sat right next to me and told me we'd both be okay, or the time I got lost, um, at the House of Mirrors?
Yeah, at the town fair, and you'd always come in and literally drag me by the hand out. Or when you were too chicken to play that one scary video game, so I played it while you watched? Yeah, we used to have each other's backs like that until middle school, when people started to call you, like, gay and stuff.
I feel really stupid about it now. I feel really, really fucking stupid for ditching you when you probably needed somebody to just stay. There's nothing wrong with being gay, you know.
It just came as a surprise, and I'm sorry for not sticking up for you back then. It's not like I didn't even know better. I just wasn't a good enough friend for you.
I wasn't a good friend. I left you hanging, dude, and I missed you every single day since then. But I just didn't want to, you know, have people thinking that I was gay too if I hung out with you.
I was just a stupid, I was just a stupid high school boy. But, I don't know. You seemed kind of cool, like you were just being yourself.
And I guess it was just a surprise to my tiny little brain when I couldn't figure out that my best friend is the same dude that he's always been. Or that you're just being more of what you always were. Does that make sense? I don't know if it does.
I hope it makes sense. Anyway, I know that there's not much I can do to fix all that lost time, and you probably don't even want to be friends with me again. It's really stupid of me to even make you come here for me to apologize.
I know it's probably just coming across as self-serving or something, right? I just. ..
Dude, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
I don't know why I didn't just stay with you like I always have, like you always were for me. And I don't know what to do anymore. It's probably bothersome hearing me just spill all this shit out, right? I'll just stop.
I'll just stop. I'll stay away for good. And I promise not to bully you anymore.
You don't want me to stay away? What do you mean? Look, I'm clearly not as nice as I used to be, and I'm the one that changed, not you.
You were always just yourself. Dude. ..
What was that? Sorry, what was that? I'm sorry.
Um, hey, you don't have to do this. You'll forgive me? Really? And we can be friends again? On one condition.
What? What is it? You want me to suck your dick? Um.
.. No, I'm not grossed out by it. I.
.. Okay. Yeah, yeah, I mean.
.. I kind of already fucked you in the ass, so I guess this is fine. So just.
.. Let me just take these off. I've never done this before, so can you please tell me if I'm doing alright? Okay.
This is terrible. Um. ..
Yeah. I apologize with my mouth. I apologize with my mouth.
Hmm. .. No, it's fine.
I guess I'm just tearing up because, um. .. I.
.. I don't have, um. ..
Um. .. Any experience doing this.
It kind of hurts, um. .. Okay, hang on.
You're. .. Your dick's just so big, dude.
See, I know you said that. I have to apologize with my mouth, but. ..
Is it right if I use my hand a bit? I don't think my throat can take that. Yeah.
I never thought about this before, but. .. Your.
.. Your dick's actually not that bad, is it? It fits so perfectly in my hand.
And while I stroke it. .. Okay.
Fuck, yeah. This is so hard. Fuck, hello.
Oh, fuck. Oh, dude. Your legs are shaking.
You like this? This piece, right? This is how you like it? How do I know? I told you last time, right? I knew that you were probably jerking off right next to me.
Whenever we'd have our sleepovers. I remember hearing this sound really often. So I know this is exactly the face you like, right? I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry. I'm gonna make you feel good, okay? To make it up to you.
I'm gonna make you feel good to make it up to you. I'm gonna make you feel so good to make it up to you. What's that? You want me to.
.. You want me to let you fuck me? Like.
.. Like I fucked you earlier today? Okay.
I mean, fair's fair, right? But. ..
Look, I've never done this before. So. ..
You're gonna have to warn me. Fuck. Oh, fuck.
Wait. Wait, please just stop moving. Fuck.
Please, no, please stop moving. Please stop moving. Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. Oh, fuck.
Fuck, yeah, fuck. No, bro, wait. Fuck.
Fuck. Please. I'm sorry.
Oh, God. I can't fucking. ..
I can't move. Fuck. Please.
Please. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.