[M4F] Talking You Down Off The Bridge [Suicide theme warning]

Transcript

Hey. Hey, uh, what are you doing? Don't even think about it.

Put your hands back on the rail. Wrap your fingers around it. Whatever you do, don't jump.

I've had a bad enough night already, and I need you bringing down my mood too. It's a joke, okay? What, did you think I was going to tell you not to jump because that would be throwing your life away?

I'm pretty sure you know that already. In any way, it might be a good thing. Like, you might have just been on the killing spree, and for all I know, the world might be better without you.

Kidding. I wouldn't make assumptions like that. Because, really, why do I care why you're here? People jump off bridges every day.

If you don't want to live anymore, that's your choice. Just, I don't want to see you jump, that's all. That would ruin a very beautiful night for an evening walk over the bridge.

So if you're going to jump, at least give me some warning, so I can check my messages while you do it. Got you. What? No, I'm not sorry, I'm not going to let you go.

You need to get down, or else I'm going to have to hold you here until you fall asleep and drag you down. Please, just, come on, come down. I'm begging you.

Because my arms are getting sore already. Oh my god, you really drew the short straw, having me shopped, didn't you? Yeah.

Wait until I start talking about my problems. But actually, you know, that gives me an idea. This is going to sound a bit wrong, given the position you're in, but I could really use a favor.

No, it's true. There's a reason I came out here to wander around in the middle of the night like the Phantom of the fucking Opera. Yeah.

I broke up with someone a while ago because I just wasn't sure they were right for me, and I wanted a different kind of love. One that doesn't keep secrets, or keep score, or keep resentments. I wanted a love that I know totally is a person for me.

That we can hold each other and talk about anything. If we're feeling low, or high, or jealous, or like we're losing control with how much we love each other, whatever. We'll take care of each other's hearts, you know? But every date I've been on, I've seen the same things.

The same posturing, the same shell are kind of trying to impress me. And now really, I'm wondering if the love I need even exists. You know, I think I've given up, actually.

I don't even know what to do with myself. You know, nothing makes sense without it. I can't make decisions.

I just can't feel anything. Anyway, so here's my idea. I could really use a hand.

Like, it would be cool if someone else could give me a little break and run things in my life for a while. So, I figured we could swap lives. Like I'll be you, and you be me.

Not literally, obviously, just in terms of decisions. Just for a while, you know, to give each other a break. I mean, you look like you're not in a great space to be making decisions for yourself right now, anyway.

But you look like a smart woman, so I guess I can easily trust you to sort out my life. What do you say? And don't say fuck off, cause I would never say that, and you're me, remember? And now that we have this agreement, I'm deciding to get down off the rail.

So come on, let's go. You've got things to do. Come on, come on.

Just fall back into my arms. That's it. See, see, that's better.

Come on. Come with me. No, no, no, no.

I would never advise you to get into a car with a stranger, but this is a pretty extreme circumstance. I mean, the thing is, it's getting really chilly, so I'm giving you permission to get in my car, but only if you take the keys, so you know I'm not planning on kidnapping you or something. Here, that button.

Come on, get in. So, get comfy. Lie the seat back if you want.

That's better. Okay, you're making my decisions and I'm making yours, so here goes. Say I find myself in this crazy circumstance where I meet this cute woman in the middle of the night and this intense feeling overtakes me.

I want to hold her hand, but I'm not exactly in a great place personally, and I know she's not in a great place either. I don't want to take advantage of her or do anything to hurt myself, but the feeling's so strong. So would it be okay to hold her hand? Yeah, I think you're right.

Her hand feels really nice in mine. Like, it was meant to be there, actually. But would it be okay if I rolled over and looked her in the eyes? Yeah, she has pretty eyes.

And the sadness that I saw in them when I first met her, it's not even there anymore. Or maybe it's just that the sadness that was in my eyes isn't there anymore. I don't know, but it's kind of crazy.

Anyway, thanks for the advice. Just one more thing. Would it be too much if I kissed her? I mean, I've been talking a lot and I think she might want me to shut up, and that's a really good way to do it.

Yeah. Oh my god. This is the first thing I've felt for so long that isn't sadness.

In fact, I don't know if you feel it too, but it feels like this kiss was written in the stars. You do feel that? It's crazy.

I want to feel more of you. And more. Yeah.

You want to feel my skin? Got you, I wanted to. Let me come to your seat.

It's okay. You can touch me wherever you want. I promise.

I need to feel you like I've never needed anything in my life. Let me help you with this. Oh my god.

You're gorgeous. Yeah. No, no, no, don't stop.

Keep doing it. You want to touch me down here? Yeah.

Just do it. Let me touch you too. I'd love to feel you on my fingers.

Yeah, you feel so good. I'm like really, really warm, and I might get some of your wetness on my fingertips. And rub it all around you like this.

Yeah, you can rub me up and down. Did you feel how hot I got there? Your pussy loves wrapping around my fingers.

I haven't felt anything in this intense in a long time. Sorry, did I moan in your ear too loud? You don't mind? Okay.

God, it's just, you feel amazing. I need to feel more and more of you. I know when you touch me.

God, I must feel so hot and heavy in your hand. I can feel how thick and hot I am. You're making me throw up.

I just need to feel myself centered on you. Let me touch your clit. I need to feel right at the center of your body.

Yeah, I can tease it like this around and circle. So nice and hot. Let me make it all wet and rub it up and down.

Yeah, you want more pressure? Yeah, push yourself into my finger. Yeah, I know you're gonna make my fingers go inside you.

Stop. Oh, God, that's gonna make me wild. Oh, fuck, stop, stop.

No, fuck, that feels good in there. I want to be inside you. Yeah.

Oh, God, this isn't supposed to be happening, but I need you. Do you need me to inside you? Yeah.

Let me take your panties down. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Put me against your pussy.

Oh, my God. Oh, fuck. You can take me in.

Yeah, push that pussy onto me. Take me inside. Oh, that's crazy.

Yes, feel the velvety weight inside gripping on me. Oh, take me all the way inside, heading deep inside. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Fuck, right there. Oh, you're a sexy little clit. You're gonna take over touching in there, okay? Yeah.

Gently and slowly like this. No, you want to feel more than that. Like this.

Hard. Yeah, you just want to fuck and come together. Oh, yeah, I want to feel that, too.

I need it. Yeah. Oh, fuck.

Oh, do you like feeling that soft, smooth skin on my shoulder sticking inside you when my cock pumps in and out? Oh, fuck. It feels so good with your pussy lips clinging around my cock.

Oh, fuck. Oh, God, I'm gonna cum too quick. You're nearly there already, too.

Yeah, okay. Fuck me, then. There.

Oh, yeah. Oh, that's so good. Yeah, you need to cum with me now.

Grind yourself onto my cock. Rub your clit hard and fast now. Yeah, I want to feel your wet pussy leaking all over my cock while you cum on me.

Yeah. Mmm. Fuck, that is hitting so deep.

Oh, God. Oh, God, I'm gonna cum. It's gonna start.

Yeah, I can feel that pussy tight around me. Oh, that's gonna make me cum. Yes.

Oh, fuck. Oh, oh, oh, then now. Oh, it's gonna start.

Oh, oh, oh, oh, now cumming. Yes. Oh, fuck.

You cum with me. Oh, oh, you feel me pumping inside you. There, there, there.

Oh, fuck. Cumming so hard. Mmm.

More, more, more. Oh, release your pussy spasms all over this hard cock. Oh, you cum spilling up inside you.

Yeah. Oh, God. More, more, more.

Oh, fuck. Open that pussy for me. Yeah, fuck.

Oh, that's so good. Don't stop. Don't stop.

Give it to me. Give it to me. There.

Fuck, yes. Spasm again and again on my cock. It's still hard for you.

Yes. Oh, that's it. You got it.

Oh, fuck. Yeah. Oh, you got me good.

Oh, my God. Oh, God. What do we do? Oh, my God.

Um, you just need to let me organize my thoughts here a little because I'm you and you're me, right? Um, can I just say I'd like to keep this arrangement for a while, but is that me speaking or is that you? Um, it's you.

So, yeah, I agree. That's a good idea. So if we're just being each other for a little while, can we maybe you want to lie somewhere a little more comfortable and talk?

Maybe you want to come to my place or you want to go out or what if you want to do? That would be amazing. So let's just catch our breath and you can think about it.

Yeah. And then you tell me what your suggestions are for me and I'll tell you what mine are for you. Okay.

Yeah. Okay.