[M4F] [M4TM] Fill Me Up, Empty My Mind

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Fuck. Hey baby- are you awake? Oh, I can't- I've been trying for hours, I can't sleep, I've been- I'm just so fucking stressed at work, I- my team, they won't- they won't deliver on time, and I've promised the clients that, uh, it's gonna get done, I mean, I'm not- I can't do the work for them, I can just try to lead them, but I've had to come up with so many excuses already.

I feel like I'm losing control. Fuck. And imposter syndrome is kicking in, and, uh, I'm just stressed as fuck.

I- every time I close my eyes, I think about what I can do better tomorrow at work. I just- for once, I just need to not think about that stuff. Maybe even just not think at all about anything.

Just clear my fucking head. I'm going crazy, baby. I'm going crazy.

I'm not gonna be able to sleep much, you know? I can't remember the last time I had a good night's sleep. Coffee's not helping.

I need- I don't know what to do. Can you- can you say something? Can you cheer me up? I could really use you right now.

You have an idea? What's that? Fucking me? Baby, that's not how it usually works.

I'm the one who fucks you. Well, maybe that would help. What do you mean? You're serious? Well, do you mean fucking my ass? Right now? In the middle of the night? That's not why- that's not why I woke you up, baby.

I wasn't in the mood or anything. It's just- I mean, that strap-on was a bit of an impulse bite, wasn't it? I never used it.

It's probably cobwebs on it. Do you really think that would help? If you fuck me senseless? Fuck the thoughts out of my head? Well, okay, baby, on one condition.

You ready? I need it rough. Can you do that for me? Okay, here are the rules.

Even if I scream no, I don't want you to stop. Got it? I want you to fuck me.

I want you to dominate me. I want you to put me in- I don't know. Put me in some other place than leadership.

I want to lose control. But I don't want to give it to you. I need you to fuck me into submission.

It's not a lust. It's not a want. This is a need.

You understand, baby? Okay. Go get the strap on.

Are we all ready? All lubed up? Well, fuck me, baby.

Fuck me like I need it. I'm gonna roll over on my stomach. I'll keep my legs spread together so you can.

.. So you can do whatever you want. Use your weight.

Push me down into the mattress. Oh. That feels good, baby.

And a little painful, but I'll get used to it. I always do. Oh.

Oh, fuck. Oh, baby, you need to be more rough. I want you to push me down into the mattress.

Use your hands. Pull my hair. Spank my ass.

Claw me. Whatever the fuck you need to do. Just put me in place, baby.

I need it. I need it. Oh, baby.

Oh, yeah. Pull my hair. Oh, baby.

All right. All right. Oh, baby.

Oh, baby. Oh. Oh, baby.

Oh, baby. Oh, baby. Oh, baby.

Yeah, pull my hair. Oh, fuck. Spank my ass.

Spank me. Spank me. Do it again.

Oh, baby. Do whatever the fuck you like. I don't want to have to tell you how to dominate me.

Just do it. Put me in my place. Force me to the mat.

Baby. I'm close. I want to touch myself.

I want to come. Please. Please.

Can I come, baby? Please let me come. Please.

Please. I need to come, baby. Please, please, please let me come.

Please. Please. Yeah, I can.

Okay. I'm going to start touching myself then. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Baby, oh, baby. Keep fucking me.

Keep fucking me. Keep fucking me. Keep fucking me.

Keep fucking me. Keep fucking me. I'm going to come.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Mmm. Oh.

Oh, I'm sensitive okay. Baby, you're going to stop now. Oh no.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. I can't fucking hold him.

Hold him. Hold him. Oh, he's going to kill me.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh my god. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh baby.

Oh. Oh. Mmm.

Oh. Baby. This is, this is just what I needed.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh, I don't care about the mess.

Can you just lay down again? I want to lay next to you. Can you be a big spoon? Please.

Can you be the big spoon? Can you hold around me? Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

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Oh. Yes. Oh.

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Okay. Alright, another 20. It means I haven't got 20 minutes left.

So there's that. And the goal for me is to run every 10 minutes ahead of time. Okay.

Well, taking in the time I have left, I'm going to have breakfast now, and then I am going to go lie down on the floor again for the next 20 minutes. Yeah? Yeah.

Yeah. Then I'm going to be able to fall asleep again at the same time. I'm not going to feel like I'm an imposter at work.

Thank you, baby. Just hold me. Please, just hold me.

Let me fall asleep. Just take care of me for tonight. Will you take care of me? Please.

Just. .. Just be the one in control for a little bit.

Thank you, baby. I felt a little bit scared. I just want to feel safe.

I can't. I can't go back to the way I was thinking. You're right.

It helped. My brain's basically empty. I can't just stop thinking again.

Thank you, baby. Thank you.