[M4F] I Never Let My Guard Down. Not For Anyone Except You

Transcript

Okay, I hate doing this, I hate breaking character like this, it's just, you know with doing this with audios and stuff, you create a character, and that character is not really who you are, I mean maybe it's like a partial reflection, but it just becomes like your second nature to want to protect that image, and so you become more mysterious, and I'm mysterious enough in real life, but you know, who I am in real life, the person that's speaking to you right now, I'm not the same in audio, like, I feel like you, when you're listening, you picture, I don't know, a character out of a movie, or a novel, if anybody actually still read novels today, like someone who travels the world, someone who's like a Don Juan, or I don't know, just a guy who can come and rescue a person from a dead bed marriage, take a shy virgin and teach her how to be the dirty little slut she's always wanted to be, right? It's interesting, I guess, but it's not me, I'm just a normal guy in real life, you know, this is all a hobby, or a creative outlet, it's something fun, it's an interesting way to meet people, to connect with people, but it's not who I am. I'm not actually a dilf, or a homewrecker, a succubus, I think I've played a few roles, someone who kidnaps people.

No, I'm just a normal guy, I've got a normal 9-5 job, well, more like 8-5, I've got a mortgage and a retirement plan, it's not that exciting. I mean, sure, I'm dominant, that's the part where I say some of it's partially taken and put into those audios. I mean, I'm familiar with things that are in my audios, it's just not a 24-7 job, right? Yeah, I'm dominant, I can be very controlling, especially.

I like to be in charge, at work, in lots of aspects of my life. And yeah, I guess, I have had some one-night stands and flings that were nothing more than amazing sex, and I'm very good at sex, at reading my partner and making sure I give her what she needs, and you know, I know what she needs, even when she can't vocalize it, I can always tell what's best for her. But in between that, I mean, I've had long-term relationships with the normal ups and downs and fights about meaningless bullshit, and like I said, I have a job, I go to work, and I try to keep that person, you know, who I am, separate from this person who talks to a microphone and creates dirty fantasies and tries to entertain a bunch of faceless listeners, most of whom are too shy to ever even comment, much less reach out and say they, you know, appreciate what I'm doing.

It's kind of a, it's kind of something, it's a bit of a struggle, right, when you see how many times something's been posted, or played, and then you see how many times somebody's bothered to comment or vote. It's kind of disheartening, it's a struggle, and that's why you have to just keep it separate, and that's why I do keep it separate, except, well, you. And you know, at first it was just, it was flirty comments, I make flirty comments back and forth with anybody who's kind enough to take the time to leave a comment, or send a DM.

I mean, as long as someone's not popping into my inbox with a nude photo I didn't ask to see, I'm usually pretty receptive to conversation. Because I do do this just to meet people, to interact, it's a creative outlet, I want that feedback. I mean, that's what drives my ego.

But that's all it is, it's just, sometimes friendships are formed, but nothing more. I don't sit around fantasizing about the people who get off listening to my voice, it's not a turn-on for me to think about that, it's just, you know, having fun. But all that, all that's what it normally is, because, well, you broke me.

That's the only way I can say it, sweet girl, you broke me, you were too real, you were too, oh, too hard to resist. And it wasn't even your intent, like, I mean, I don't think it was. I think you were just being friendly.

And then things got flirtatious, and then you sent me that picture. And it wasn't the first picture I'd seen of you, I mean, I'd seen quite a few, actually, I guess. But you know which one I mean, right, doll? Like, the one in the dress.

It was the one in the dress you sent me that photo. Which dress? You know which dress, though.

I don't have to say it, do I? Like, that's the one that, I've got these guards in place for, like, a reason, you know, to protect myself some, because we can all get too attached. And the guards are down, the brakes are off.

I can't stop thinking about you, and when I think about you, at first it's about your personality, because you are such a sweet girl, and oh, you're so good. But then, then it gets a little bit naughty. You see, because when I see you in that dress, that one photo, the one that, oh, you know, you know what I mean.

I just, I lose fucking control. There's no other way to say it. It's, it's irrational.

It doesn't make any sense. But then, I don't know. Like, my mind, it gets so foggy.

And I tell myself, I don't know, we're friends, we're just flirting. Maybe you flirt with lots of people, but then I think, but maybe you don't. Maybe you just flirt with me.

Maybe you just want to be my, my good girl, my sweet girl, my little doll, my baby girl. And maybe that's crazy to think, but I get so fucking worked up. Fuck.

I'm getting fucking hard right now just thinking about, thinking about you in that photo, that one fucking photo. And that one, oh, more than anything. Fuck, it just ruins me a little one.

Fuck. Can you hear my voice? Can you hear how fucking needy you make me? I have to do something about it.

I think you like that, right? You like the fact that you have this power over me? Hmm.

Normally I'm in charge, you know? And normally, I know, I know you can play controlling, but deep down you're, you're a little submissive slut, right? You just want to be put in your place, but I can tell you enjoy it.

I can tell you enjoy having this control in this situation. That, that you know I'm wrapped around your finger and I'm helpless. Hmm.

Not that you'd ever abuse that power, but you could. You get away with so much because you make me so fucking needy. Oh, God.

I'm so fucking hard just thinking about you in that one dress. Things I could do to you, things I need to do to you. Oh, God.

Would you like this control? Maybe I shouldn't do a thing. Hmm.

Maybe I should give in to you. Hmm. What would you think about that? Fuck.

My sweet little bunny. Oh, fuck. Would you take control just this once? Hmm.

Fuck. Oh, you could tease me. I'll just sit here and watch.

Take that dress off nice and slow. Say my name. Hmm.

Ask if I like what I see. Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.

You're so sexy. You're so fucking attractive to me. Ah.

Oh, I know. I know. I know you think that you're not perfect.

Hmm. You think you've got these flaws and I don't know. Sure, everybody has flaws, but to me, to me you're flawless.

You're perfect. Oh, I don't want you so bad. Hmm.

I want you to dress for me. I want you to be a good girl for me. Oh, God.

I want to praise your fucking body. I want to touch you. I want to touch you so bad, baby.

Oh, God. I want you to be a motherfucked doll. Oh, God.

Or maybe you just, oh, fuck. Maybe you just do it all. Maybe just one time you just tell me to fucking lean back and you take care of me.

Oh, you'd like that, wouldn't you? You like to surf. You like to be a good girl.

Oh, God. You like to make me feel good. Oh, I know you can make me feel so good.

Oh, God. I want you to. I need you, baby.

Hmm. I need you. Oh, fuck.

It's so hard to admit that I need you. Oh, please. Hmm.

Please. Oh, please. I want you touching my cock.

I want you touching this fat, hard cock. Oh, oh, fuck. I need you.

Hmm. Oh, I want you so bad. Do you want me the same way? Do you want these moans right in your ear as you touch this cock? Oh, fuck.

You play with it. You make me feel good. Oh, make me feel good.

Oh, I want you to make me feel good. Oh, I need it. Oh, I need, I need to release.

I need you so bad. Oh, please. Please.

Please get me off. Please. I need it.

Oh, fuck. Oh, God. Be my good girl, please.

Oh, fuck. I'm going to come so fucking hard. Oh, so close.

Oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh, God. Oh, oh, fuck.

Oh, fuck. Here I go. Oh, fuck.

Oh, fuck. I want you to come with me, please. Please.

Please. Five, four, three, two, one. Oh, God.

Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. Fuck, fuck.

Oh, fuck. Oh, my sweet girl. Fuck.

Oh, my little doll. Oh, my baby girl. Fuck, little one.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Oh, God, there's so much cum. Fuck, I wish you were here to lick it up like a good girl.

Oh, my darling. Fuck, my kitten. My princess.

Mm, my good girl. I want you to be my good girl. Mm, fuck.

Fuck, fuck, I feel so good. Oh, fuck.