Just - this is a pretty emotionally heavy audio, but it's a sexy and happy ending I promise!
Can you give me back my pen? Is that an unreasonable request? You remember when Friday nights used to be date night? Yeah, I couldn't think of anything worse now than having to sit across the table from you for two hours either, because I'd just be looking at the disappointment in your eyes the whole time.
It's like, why are we even doing this? I'm just living to work all the time, and I'm doing it for you, and I guess you're doing it for me. But honestly, what's the fucking point? We never get anywhere.
Like, why are we even together? Can't we just disappoint each other, wishing things were the way they were? Honestly I don't even know why you're still here, why don't you just leave? You have to be the one to leave, you know? I'll never be able to, because the worse things get, the longer you hang on, the more I feel like you're the only person who ever stood by me.
And do you know why I hate you so much? Because I want to accept the truth, that I'm a failure, but you still being here, putting up with all your disappointment, just keeps me hanging on, thinking maybe things will get better. There's a chance, right? Or why would you stay? Just to torture me? I guess so.
And if you think I don't want to leave, you're wrong, I do. For some reason I just can't let go of the stupid fucking hope that somewhere underneath all these layers of resentment, fucking exhaustion, there's still the nucleus of love we had, wherever that's buried. And I'm probably just kidding myself, right? If we really open up to each other, I'm sure we'll just find our hearts are dead fucking fossils.
We should just dig them out and burn them to ashes. But how do we even get them out? We can't even touch each other.
We don't even want to look at each other. What? You want to look at me now? Why? You're hurt? From what I said? It's the truth.
Do you even remember when we first got together, you know we would sit like this, just like this. And do you remember how you used to look at me? And how I'd say, come here, I've got a little secret to tell you.
And you would come close, like this. And do you remember my secret was always the same thing? I'd whisper I love you, and I'd look around the room and I'd see some random object, like your slippers, and I'd say, I love you more than slippers love feet, or I love you more than vacuum cleaners love sucking.
And you would say, I love you too, my handsome wolf prince of the whiskey ice cream hotel, or whatever random words popped out of your mouth. And you'd put your hand on mine and leave it there until your palm was all sweaty. And you'd say, oh gross, and laugh, and wipe it on my shirt, and I'd grab you and kiss you.
But I can't do any of that anymore, because I'm just opening myself to get hurt. It's true. Don't look at me like that.
You don't care about me like that anymore. You don't. You don't.
Okay, I'll prove it. Come here. Right here.
I've got a secret to tell you. It's the hardest secret I've ever shared. Yeah.
It's that, it's that, I love you. I still love you more than anything in this stupid fucking world, and I'm sorry how that things get between us. I guarded my heart from you, because I was afraid of you hurting me.
But fuck my heart. Why should I guard it? What use is it to me if I can't go to the only person I love? I need you.
I need to drink new drinks with you. I need you to know how much you hold my heart. I want you to feel me.
I want us to try and strip those layers away between us. I just want us to be vulnerable with each other. Can I take this off? Come here, come here, come here.
Can you feel my heart beating? Oh my god, I forgot how much I need you. I haven't been able to say it, but you're so beautiful.
You are. And being close to you is everything. Can you feel how I'm breathing? I need to feel your lips.
Let me hold your face. Think of yourself to me, baby. Life makes no sense when we're like that.
Babe. Your body. Touching you.
It makes all my defenses want to fall away. Your shoulders, babe. Your breasts.
Oh god. I missed your body so much. We need to remember how we affect each other.
In these beautiful ways like this. Touching. Let me close my fingers gently around your nipple.
Run your hands over my chest. I want you to hold my throat. Feel my atoms up.
Run your fingers down the muscles of my arms. I feel how you make goosebumps all over my skin. You feel how you make me hot.
I need to be inside you, babe. I want you to open to me in every way. Come here, lie down.
I feel my hands all over you. Sorry if I'm a little rough. I just need to touch you.
Be between your legs. I need to open you so you can really feel me. Come here.
Oh god. Babe, you're so hot. Shift your hips.
Feel me against you. I need to be inside you. I know it's gonna hurt a little.
Yeah. You want it? Just take it.
Force it inside you. Yeah. Wrap your pussy around me.
Oh my god. All the way into you. There.
Right into the back of your pussy. Look in my eyes. I want to see exactly how you feel with me entering you.
Oh god. We need this so bad. Kiss me again.
I need all of you, babe. Let go of me. I'm so tender over you.
Yeah. Your pussy's getting all soft and wet and open. We need this.
Feel how much I want you. How hot I am. Fuck your soul to me, babe.
Fuck it. Yeah. Oh my god.
Bangs big up deep inside. Oh. Fuck.
Yes. Feel me opening. Yeah.
Let me touch your clit. Yeah, like that. Side to side.
A little bit up. And down. A little bit around.
Yeah. That's it. Side to side.
Yeah. Oh, babe, open yourself to me. I need you to let go of yourself all over me.
Yeah. You can do it. You can do it.
Open your sexy body. Oh, fuck. I want you to spasm on me.
Come for me. You can do it, babe. You can take me inside.
Release all over me. Yeah, like that. Do it.
Yeah. Let me rub your clit out. Make you spasm all over this hot car.
Oh. Fuck, it's so deep. I want to put it right through your body now.
Yeah. Oh, fuck. Feel my body tensing up.
I'm going to come. Yeah. It's going to start.
Grab me. Open your body to me. Fuck.
Oh, yeah. Make that feeling go deep inside your hole. Fuck, I want to feel your muscles contracting on my cock now.
Yeah. Fuck. It's going to come.
It's coming. Now. Come in.
There. Do it. Fuck.
Do it. Oh, yes. There.
Yeah. Right there. Fuck it in your hole.
Oh, take it. Take it.