Loving Every Part of You [M4M] [Dissociative Identity Disorder Affirmation & Support] [Comfort]

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Uh hello hey you uh doing all right there you look like you just woke up oh uh you did sorry about that i um i thought you would be awake already well i mean you asked me to come over remember you don't remember that but why would you oh wait a minute uh it must have been one of your alters which one was it again i really need to learn all their names oh uh the one i was speaking to earlier probably made a note saying that i was coming over yeah i'm sure it's in that notebook you keep on yeah i figured that you probably forgot to check oh no no no it's it's okay um if you want me to come back some other time then that's yeah i can come in then cool uh thanks honestly i'm not entirely sure what we're going to do dj asked me to come over i guess he just wants someone to hang out with for a while oh i did bring some of my games over so we can play some of those if you want or like we can just chill and watch tv or something okay give me this then uh let me just set this down you know which game any of you want to play um hey uh buddy oh no no um it's just it looks like you all are a bit conflicted right now uh yeah yeah we can try games later let's just put on a dumb movie or something yeah this one looks like a good choice so uh if it's okay to ask um how is therapy going uh oh yeah i see so basically you all are missing out on a lot of things uh oh yeah i see so basically you all are making progress on understanding each other better right yeah that's great of course it is why wouldn't be no no don't don't say that it's a good thing that you're trying your best to improve and get a better handle on your condition i mean i don't have it but i can only imagine how much hard work and effort you go through especially with a condition like yours either way um i'm proud of you and don't you ever forget i'll i'll be here to support you so like if you need anything just let me know okay okay great great ah yeah yeah yeah good idea we should get some snacks to munch on while we're watching the movie um do you need any help with that okay um i'll just go to the bathroom for a minute okay back to the living room hmm he's not back yet i should i should go check up on him oh looks like he was pulling the snack out uh buddy you're still here oh sorry bud i didn't see you hey what was wait a second crap i must have triggered another alter i think this one is um terrence the ones who's very territorial i need to calm him down hey hey um parents relax it's it's just me remember listen um i'm sorry that i bumped into you he just suddenly came out of nowhere while i was looking for him i um i didn't see him okay it was just an accident all right look hear me out me and him we're going to watch a movie together he said he would get the snacks i went to use the bathroom i came back and saw he hadn't come back to the living room so of course being worried about my best friend i had to check in on him and make sure he was okay i wasn't trying to cause any harm i swear yeah that's it the hard feelings right thanks no no it's okay you don't have to apologize it was just an accident after all the harm no foul parents i understand your reaction i've been told that a lot of people in your past have harmed not just you but them also and worst of all enjoyed shoving them around and bullying you sometimes to the point things got very violent and scary but just to be clear i would never hurt you or any of your authors they're safe with me and i promise to do my best to keep them safe right okay you're welcome and um hey don't don't beat yourself up about it okay after all we're both doing our best to try to keep everyone safe from danger i know you all have been through a lot especially during childhood and now you don't have to pressure yourself to tell me all about it i just wanted to remind you that i'm your friend and nothing is going to change that yeah don't don't worry um if they got into any sort of danger i'll totally help them out you know you probably won't stop being a bit protective and cautious um but you know you can trust me terence you don't have to do this alone not anymore no and besides i do want to protect you too ease the burden a little bit you know i mean if you let me no thank you i can tell the others means a lot to you and well i feel the same way so the feeling is mutual but please remember to take care of yourself okay like it's okay to put the sword down and let someone else help i care about you too all of you i care about you too all of you um here let me get this up thanks terence i'll bet you know i can handle it oh i'm i'm really sorry you uh switch again and this one is no no no i got this i do need to memorize all of y'all names ah no fair was on the tip of my tongue yeah yeah i'm totally fine uh me and terence just had a little misunderstanding you know that's all although uh did want to ask you uh terence hasn't been coming out as much has he well that's good um like i told him i know that terence care about the others which is why he's quite the protective i remember you were mentioning how back then it was like a spin the wheel sort of scenario constantly switching between alters or like even making new ones because you all unfortunately were well constantly surrounded by terrible terrible people i'm just glad now you and the other alters have calmed down now that we're in a much safer environment yeah and the therapy certainly helps too oh uh by the way what was taking you so long in the kitchen ah so did you find what you were looking for before you know before the switch ah i mean that's okay we can do without it now come on let's go watch this movie so yeah just as dumb and hilarious as i remember it oh yeah good call we uh we should watch another one maybe the sequel to that one or something else huh oh was that thunder just now oh oh geez it's storming out there i guess it came sooner than the forecast predicted oh okay anyway uh what do you want to do hey hey hey are you okay you are shaking a lot shaking a lot oh wait oh that's a yelp if i've ever heard one wait a second this must be one of the child alters of course some of his alters and thunderstorms like these don't mix well should try calling out to one of them help them feel safe um travis kristin he picked his head up from the blanket so this must be him hey there little guy you remember me right okay good okay good listen uh can i come over there and sit with you please thank you you know uh you can snuggle up to me if you want yeah yeah oh that's it that's it comfortable.