Loving Every Part of You [M4F] [Dissociative Identity Disorder Affirmation & Support] [Comfort]

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Uh hello hey you uh doing all right there you look like you just woke up oh uh you did sorry about that i um i thought you would be awake already well i mean you asked me to come over remember you don't remember that but why would you oh wait a minute uh it must have been one of your alters which one was it again i really need to learn all their names oh uh the one i was speaking to earlier probably made a note saying that i was coming over yeah i'm sure it's in that notebook you keep on yeah i figured that you probably forgot to check oh no no no it's it's okay um if you want me to come back some other time then that's yeah i can come in then cool uh thanks honestly i'm not entirely sure what we're going to do i know jasmine just asked me to come over i um i guess he just wants to hang out for a while oh i did bring some of my games over so we can play some of those if you want or like we can just chill and watch tv or something okay give me this then uh let me just set this down you know which game any of you want to play hey uh buddy oh no no um it's just it looks like you all are a bit conflicted right now uh yeah yeah we can try games later let's just put on a dumb movie or something yeah this one looks like a good choice so uh if it's okay to ask um how is therapy going oh yeah i see so basically you all are making progress on understanding each other better right yeah that's great of course it is why wouldn't it be no no don't don't say that it's a good thing that you're trying your best to improve and get a better handle on your condition i mean i don't have it but i can only imagine how much hard work and effort you go through especially with a condition like yours either way um i'm proud of you and don't you ever forget i'll i'll be here to support you so like if you need anything just let me know okay great great ah yeah yeah yeah good idea we should get some snacks to munch on while we're watching the movie um do you need any help with that okay um i'll just go to the bathroom for a minute oh okay back to the living room huh she's not back yet i should go check up on her looks like she was pulling the snacks out uh bud are you still there oh oh hey sorry buddy didn't see you oh hey hey what was that wait a second crap i must have triggered another alter um i think this one is is jarrah the one who's very defensive i uh i need to calm her down hey hey hey jarrah relax it's just me remember listen i'm sorry i bumped into you okay she just suddenly came out of nowhere while i was looking for her and i didn't see her it was just an accident okay hear me out um me and her were going to watch a movie together she said she would get snacks i went to use the bathroom i came back and saw she hadn't come back to the living room so of course me being worried about my best friend i had to check on her and make sure she was okay i wasn't trying to cause any harm i swear yeah that's it the hard feelings right thanks no no it's okay you don't have to apologize it was just an accident after all no harm no foul look jarrah i understand your reaction i've been told that a lot of people in your past have harmed not just you but them also and worst of all enjoyed shoving them around and bullying you sometimes to the point of things getting violent and scary but just to be clear i would never hurt you or any of them they're safe with me and i promise to do my best to keep them safe okay you're welcome and hey don't beat yourself up about it okay after all we are both doing our best to try and keep everyone safe from danger i know you all have been through a lot especially during childhood and no you don't have to pressure yourself to tell me about any of it i just want to remind you that i'm your friend and nothing is going to change that no don't worry if they got into any sort of danger i'll help them out of it i know you probably won't stop being overprotective and cautious but you can trust me jarrah you don't have to do this alone well not anymore beside i want to protect you too ease the burden a little bit if you'll let me no thank you i can tell the others mean a lot to you and i feel the same way so the feeling is mutual but please remember to take care of yourself okay like it's okay to put the sword down and let someone else help i care about you too all of you thank you here uh let me get this up thanks jarrah i can handle it oh i'm i'm really sorry you uh switch again and this one is no no no i got this i do need to memorize all of y'all names ah no fair it was on the tip of my tongue oh yeah i'm i'm totally fine me and jarrah just had a little misunderstanding that's all although um dead one to ask uh jarrah hasn't been coming out as much has she yeah uh that's good like i told her i know that jarrah cares about the others which is why she's quite protective i remember you were mentioning how back then it was like a um spindle wheel sort of scenario constantly switching between alters or well even making new ones because you all unfortunately were constantly surrounded by terrible people i'm just glad that now you and the other alters have calmed down now that we're in a much safer environment and yeah the therapy certainly helps too oh uh by the way what was taking you so long in the kitchen ah so did you find what you were looking for before you know before the switch i mean that's okay we can do without it now come on let's go watch this movie yeah just as dumb and hilarious as i remember it oh yeah good call we uh we should watch another one maybe the sequel to that one or something else uh-huh oh was that thunder just now oh oh geez it's storming out there i guess it came sooner than the forecast predicted forecast predicted ah okay anyway uh what do you want to do huh hey hey hey are you okay you're shaking a lot oh wait oh that's a yelp if i've ever heard one wait a second this must be one of the child alters of course some of our alters and tourist road like these don't mix well i i should try calling out one of them help them feel safe um jaylene jackie she picked her head up from the blanket so this must be her hey there little lady you remember me right okay good um listen can i come over there and sit with you please thank you you know uh you can snuggle up to me if you want yeah oh that's it that's it comfortable good yeah i'll i'll be right here i promise.