Limbo

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You mean more to me than life itself I thought I lost you Somewhere along the way I got caught up in me and I think I forgot about us I just want to find my way back to you Back to your heart And you find your way back to my arms Do you think you'll ever find it in your heart to forgive me? I'm far from perfect but I want it to be perfect for you Because you're perfect for me I love everything about you You're the most beautiful woman in the world I'm God when you smile You warm my heart I need you to forgive me There's no words that I can ever say or anything that I can ever do to change the past or reconcile anything that's ever happened between us My actions haven't always been aligned with my words but I love you and I'll never stop loving you I'm terrified I feel like I don't know what to do I feel so stuck In a limbo And I'm not ready to let go I'm not ready to let go I'm just not ready to let go Sometimes I just can't find the right words to say Not because I don't have them Not because I haven't experienced the feelings or the emotions associated with it It's because the words just haven't been created For the depth of love that I feel for you I love you more than life itself It's so hard to imagine a life before us It actually scares me Sometimes I feel like my purpose for being here on this earth was to love you Outside of that, I'm nothing Outside of that, there is nothing I want to find our way back to one another I can feel things shifting and changing And they say change is supposed to be a good thing but Sometimes I feel like you're leaving me Sometimes I can feel your love drifting further away from me I think about the first year of our relationship I feel like we was the most happiest back then We laughed a lot, we made love all through the night And everything just seemed so easy and effortless Somewhere along the way it just got hard We stopped talking The laughter and the smiles went away I felt you slowly slipping away from me I'd do anything to get the old thing back I remember when we got on the yacht for the first time We've been sailing all day Laughing and joking all day And the night was getting ready to fall The sun was in the sky Getting ready to set It was so beautiful because the sky was filled with oranges and reds and pinks It was the time of the day, the golden hour where The sun and the water kissed for the first time I remember looking over my right shoulder And you had a champagne glass in your hand You had a smile on your face And you put your arms around my neck And grabbed me by my beard And you kissed me on my cheek You said this is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen And I said the sunset is really beautiful And you said no I'm talking about you I'm talking about us I'm talking about this moment right here, right now I relive that moment every day of my life Wondering what happened to us How can we feel so deep in love, so lost in one another To hardly speaking, to not making love, to allowing the sun to go down on our issues without resolving them I miss you so much Even though you're right here with me, I miss you so much, baby I wanna fall in love with each other again I wanna talk for hours until the sun comes up I wanna make love all night until things get right I wanna be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes Hold you tightly in my arms and tell you how safe you are Life is not worth living if we can't live a fulfilled life with each other To truly be in love And I can't go back I refuse to go back.