It's You

Transcript

I have had a really good time tonight. Have you? Yeah? Good.

The elephant in the room, right? I did have a date with him last night. Yeah.

Look, we said when we started dating that we were keeping our options open, and you've known that I've been seeing someone else. We haven't had sex yet, because we don't want to do that while there's options on the table, right? Yeah, I know.

I know we can't keep doing this. When you told me last time that you weren't seeing anybody else, it made me think. It made me think really hard, and I know we can't keep going like this.

I have to make a decision, and to be honest, I've already made it. Yeah. You want to be exclusive.

You said that last time. Mm-hmm. And I haven't been able to stop thinking about what that would be like.

Even last night when I was out with him, all I could think about was you, and so I ended it. Yeah, I should have done it sooner. I think I've known since our second date that you were the one I wanted to be with.

Yeah, I'm serious. What do you mean, why? Why am I choosing you? I'm not really sure how to answer that.

I didn't expect that question. Okay. You really want to know? Honestly, you make me feel like a better version of myself when I'm with you.

The reason we kept our options open is because I've had a lot of bad experiences, let's say, in previous relationships, and I closed off a part of myself because I didn't want to be hurt again, and I thought by keeping my options open—I mean, how many ways can I say that—that I wouldn't get attached to anybody, and I was fine with that at first, but protecting myself from being hurt also means withholding myself from the real joy of a committed long-term relationship, and I think after all the crap I've put up with, I think I'm ready. I think I'm ready to do that with you. Yeah.

Yeah. I feel like I'm whole again, like I'm healed, like I'm ready to be with just one person, and I feel better when I'm with you. No.

No, that's not what I'm saying. I don't need someone else to make me feel whole. No, I don't.

I've gotten there all by myself, but it is nice to think about somebody else as another whole that is fully compatible with mine, that enhances me in ways I never dreamed, and I hope that I can do the same for them, for you. Yeah. Playing the field has always been your way of doing things.

I knew that when we started dating, and I think that's one of the reasons that I agreed to go out with you in the first place, is I knew that you weren't one to settle down, you weren't one to only see one person, but as we've been seeing each other, it's shifted, hasn't it? When we talked about this last time, when you said you wanted to be exclusive, I've never seen you so riled up, so passionate, so sure of anything. I have no question.

No, none. I want it to be just us. Yes, you can kiss me now.

I'm actually surprised you haven't done it sooner. Okay, confession time. Yes, another one.

The other reason that I know you're the one is because of a conversation we had a few dates ago. Well, I know we have a lot of conversations. It's part of what I love about being with you.

Specifically, a sexual conversation. Remember? We were in your car, in the parking lot outside my building, and we'd been fooling around a little bit, just kissing, but it was pretty intense, and we somehow got talking about what we like in that area.

Do you remember? I thought you might. You said something that at the time I thought, no way, I can't do that, because it requires a vast amount of trust, and it's not something that I was ready for, that kind of trust.

You said you like to tie your partner down and do all kinds of naughty things to them. Yeah, it takes a lot of trust to be tied down, to give up your ability to move and get away if you need to. And when I was thinking about all this, I thought, that's something I would like to try.

I would like to trust you enough, and I think I can. I think I can do it. I think I can do it.

I didn't want to be presumptuous, but there are two silk scarves tied to the headboard of my bed right now. Mm-hmm. Will you tie me up? Mm-hmm.

I think we're ready. Yeah, you too. Mm-hmm.

Okay. Moment of truth. I'm going to take my clothes off.

I figure it'll be easier to do now than when I'm tied to the bed. Suddenly, I'm really nervous. You too? You think about it, and you talk about it, and you fantasize about it, but it's a little different when it's staring you in the face.

Mm-hmm. I'll lay on the bed, and then I'll move my shirt away from me, because I am still covering myself, yes. Okay.

Yeah, the scars are gone. It's not too tight, no. There's the other one.

Mm-hmm. No, I don't think I'm going to be able to move my shirt away from me. Mm-hmm.

I'm going to move my shirt away from me. Mm-hmm. No, no.

You can remove my shirt now. I love the way your face just lit up. Yes, I'm sure.

I'm sure about you. I'm sure about this. I'm sure about everything.

Mm-hmm. Will you take your clothes off? I'd like to see you.

No, I'm comfortable. Thank you. I'm not quite ready to have my legs tied, if that's okay.

Yeah. Well, I can see that you like the idea of what we're doing. Yeah.

You can do whatever you want. If I don't like something, I'll say so, okay? Yeah, because I know that you'll stop if I say I don't like it, right? Then do what you want.

My body is yours. I like the way your fingertips are just gently trailing over my skin. It's soothing.

That's my nipple. I do like it. Just the tip of your finger on the tip of my nipple.

Oh, it's shivery. I want to squirm. Now the other one, too.

I do. I do like it. Mm-hmm.

I also like your reaction to it. I can see your cock getting harder as you touch me. It's a good thing I'm tied because I would be reaching out to touch you right now.

I don't know that that's what you want me to do. Mm-hmm. Well, you seem to have decided on teasing.

That feels so good. So, so good. No, you don't have to go slow and all that just because it's our first time together.

No, just do what you want. Yeah. You want to touch my pussy? Well, it's right there.

Yeah. Oh, wow. Your tongue is so warm.

On my nipple, yes. Are you trying to distract me from the hand that's sliding down my stomach? Mm.

I do like having my nipples sucked. A lot, actually. Oh, am I? Sorry.

I'm squeezing my legs together. Here, let me open them. Oh, that's your hand just cupped over me.

You're like a furnace. Every part of you is raging hot in more ways than one. Mm.

I am pushing my hips up to you. I want you to touch my pussy. I want you to play with my clit.

I want you to put your fingers in me. I want you to do all kinds of things to me. Mm-hmm.

Yeah, you're rubbing my clit. I feel it. And you're still sucking my nipple.

Oh, my God. It is more intense because I'm tied to the bed. Oh, you're so gentle and yet the pressure is perfect.

I feel your cock laying against my side. It's so hard and it's leaking. Oh, my mouth is wide open.

What you're doing to my clit. Oh, my God. I do.

I want conscious, rational thought for a second. Apparently, that's not happening. Oh, I want you to put it in my mouth.

Yeah. Yeah, just move up. Oh, perfect.

No, I can reach. Just keep your hand on my pussy. Mm, tastes as good as I thought it would.

No, I like it. Oh, no, you're not pushing too much. You're just putting the tip in.

Okay, I can't concentrate on both my pussy and your cock. Oh, you do? You want me to come? Yeah, well, you've almost got me there.

Just push your cock a little bit into my mouth and hold it there. Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm. Don't, don't stop.

Don't change anything. Just keep rubbing like that. Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm.

Yes, yes, I'm going to come. Oh, God. Oh, God.

Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm. I did just come with your cock in my mouth. Stop, please.

No, the fingers. I want to focus on this. Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm.

Well, it is a little uncomfortable turning my head to the side like that. Do you even need to ask? Of course I trust you.

Thank you for asking, though. Oh, oh, oh, oh, all right. Never done this before.

I've never had anybody straddle my chest. No. No, you're not too heavy.

You're not putting any weight on me at all. Oh, I see the advantage of this, though. I can just lay my head on the pillow and not have to turn to weird angles to get you, which I appreciate.

Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm. I love how you're looking down at me, watching your cock slide in and out of my mouth. What? What are you thinking? You want to you want to put it in my throat? Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm.

I can try. I want to try. Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm.

Gentle, OK? Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm. Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm.

Oh, yeah, it's OK. Did it feel good? Mm-hmm.

Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm. It's been so long since I sucked a cock, I forgot how much I enjoy doing it. For the right person.

Mm-hmm. Yeah, it has been a while, since well before we started dating. Mm-hmm.