Is It Too Late For You & I?

Transcript

Hey wake up, wake up sleepyhead, it's so funny how your perspective change when you lose something that you really love and sometimes it takes losing something to see the value in it, I'm so sorry baby, I love you so much, I wish I would have told you that more, I wish I never would have took you for granted, you know my therapist told me that I should move on and focus on my healing, he told me that I should accept that it was too far gone and you were never coming back to me, as long as I fantasize about the relationship and focus on all the things that I did wrong, I'll be stuck, I'll be trapped in this repetitive cycle and I told him, I couldn't let my pride and my ego rob me of what could potentially be the best thing that ever happened to me, that at the very least she deserves to know that she was worth fighting for, that's something that I never did, that's something that I didn't have the capacity to give her, not the way she deserved, when I'm alone at night and I roll over in the bed and nobody's there and that cold spot that you once lay, it's just silence and your absence and my thoughts, I don't want the story that we create in our heads to become the reality that we tell ourselves, I've never stopped loving you, I've always loved you, not one day has passed by that I didn't think about us, that I didn't think about my best friend, that I didn't think about my person, I wish I never hurt you the way that I did, I need you to understand that I would do anything in this world to take it back, to make it up to you, I'm so sorry for not fighting for you, I pushed you away because of my own insecurities, I've always wanted the relationship, every time I told you that I was okay with the relationship ending, and I didn't realize the damage that it was causing you, and I didn't realize the damage that it was causing you, you cry, you hurt, and I said it for the last time and you took me at my word and you stood on it, and now I'm living with regret, you've always been enough for me, I should have never walked away from my situation, but instead take the advice of someone that I love and respect so much, they told me that the grass is not greener on the other side, it's greener where you water it, and you're worth watering, so you.