Incomplete Audio: (Reconnecting After The Breakup)

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Sometimes I wish we could relive the past, I felt an emptiness when you left my life. For a long time I thought that what we had can transcend anything, even death. That we'd always find our way back to each other even if it was in another life.

But then I realized something. Life is what you make it. I made a bad decision and now I gotta live with the punishment forever.

In the end you leaving I realized how incomplete I was without you. I tried to chalk it up to an unhealthy attachment and it was your fault. I don't know my mind it just ran through a million different scenarios.

I kept coming back to one conclusion. I had to look within. I think about the first day that we met and the first day I saw your smile.

First time I saw your beautiful face and the first time we made love. Sometimes it just terrifies me to know that we're not together. And we may never be back together ever again.

I wish we can go back to the good times. I remember days we used to stay up to 3 o'clock in the morning just talking and laughing. We'll make love and we'll watch a movie.

We'll eat snacks and just talk. I hold your hand and look you in your eyes. I kiss you softly on your lips and wrap my arms around you.

I softly whisper in your ear. My arms is the safest place in the whole wide world. Because I never let anything hurt you.

I would never leave you, abandon you or forsake you. I never meant to make those words empty promises. Sometimes it just seems like a bad nightmare.

It made me think about the Mandela effect. This isn't the reality I'm supposed to be living. The life that I want to live is a life filled with happiness and joy.

Love and laughter. Travel and beauty. But most of all it's filled with a life with you.

It was hard just living. Breathing, existing without your presence. I felt addicted.

I went through withdrawals. I did a lot of silly shit just to get over you. © BF-WATCH TV 2021.