I’m Going To Decide To Trust You

Transcript

Wow, look, I hear what you're saying to me, but I'm not sure that this can be real. I just can't imagine that you like me too. This whole thing has happened before, so maybe I think I'm reading some kind of signs of it happening again.

Oh, what I mean is I once had a crush on someone back in my school days a long time ago, that I was bold enough to tell him that I liked him. And not much happened at first except him thanking me for telling him with a smile. Then one day he just started flirting with me and being even nicer to me.

I was young and naive and never experienced much attraction, love, or whatever. So I took all of his actions toward me at face value, really. I truly thought that this crush suddenly loved me back the way I wanted to love him.

Then maybe a week later of his pretending, he started looking at me weird, not being so flirty like I was strange to him now, while treating me more like a new acquaintance that he barely knew. It turned out he was with some popular girl this whole time and them, along with their friend group, was just encouraging him to act like he likes me just for laughs. But of course I had no idea.

Like I said, I was pretty naive and blinded to bullshit like this back then. So yeah, they pretty much showed me how much this whole thing was just a little joke in ways that I don't even want to describe anymore, you know. This moment right now, in my twenties, is only the second time in my life after that where a crush I openly showed interest in just suddenly likes me back now.

You'll have to forgive me if I don't believe someone so cute like you would seriously ever want me. Oh, uh, well, no, I don't believe that I'm ugly, to be honest. I just don't believe I'm the type of attractive where I could have the attention of someone like you.

How do I know you're not tricking me too, you know? Just curious. Well, well, yeah, yeah, I guess you're right.

There's no way to really tell. I mean, I'll pretty much just have to blindly trust you and hope for the best, right? I mean, well, you know what? Who says this needs to go that far anyway? We're adults that seem to find each other attractive.

How about we focus on that for now and see if this goes anywhere later? All that teenage dream stuff from my past, it doesn't have to affect anything right now, does it? If you suddenly move on from me or avoid me or whatever, then it is what it is.

I'm a grown adult, I can handle it. And I'm not saying that you would do that, no, it's just, I just want to prepare myself mentally is all. I know I just said fuck it basically, but that shit hurt when it first happened.

I don't want to have to deal with that kind of emotional pain again, so I'm just preparing myself by saying that it's whatever if you did want to do that. Yeah, I guess I've just been carrying a lot of pain over the years about it, I guess. I'm ready for what could go wrong, but listen, I just want you to just know that hearing you say that you like me back, it really does make me happy, okay?

And I want to believe you, so I'm just going to do it, I'm just going to do it. You've been everything I wanted for so long. How could I stand here and deny you because of my own fears? So you know what, just please, whatever you have in mind for me, for us right now, why don't you just show me?

I want you. Like I said, I really want you. Um, uh, no, the kissing, yeah, no, that does feel good.

I like being kissed. I like being kissed like this, but is that all, though? You just going to keep kissing me, you going to keep teasing me with kissing? Yeah, I'm getting eager already.

So what? Like I said, I, I wanted you for, I don't even know how long. I need more than your mouth on me.

Just if you want, just let me do something for you if you want. Oh, yeah, I could, I could do that. I could, I could touch myself for you.

I think I could do that. I want to watch you touch yourself too. Can we watch each other? Can you do that for me? Yeah.

Yeah, just, just sit there. Oh, I like looking at it, it's, it's what I imagined it would look like. I'm not going to lie, I'm not able to tell if that's too big for me or not.

Would you make it fit? I'm a little nervous about it, but I'm sure you know what you would do, what you would do with me. No, that's, that's not as perfect.

Yeah, I have been thinking about that. I've been thinking about seeing that, doing so many things to it for so long. I want to do what you want.

I want to do what you want to. Yeah. Do you like what you see with me too? Maybe I should get these pants off a little more so you can, so you can see it.

Hmm. Let me open my legs for you. Do you like the sight of it? Do you like the sight of mine too? Yeah? Oh.

Yeah, yeah, I want you to fuck me. But I want to get ready for you first. Let me just keep playing with my clip for you.

Oh, I want to be nice and wet for when you want to slip inside of me. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Don't get too fast.

You don't want to come before you fuck me, do you? Unless you really do. Maybe you could make a mess for me if you wanted to.

But I know you'd rather fuck me first. Oh. Oh.

Oh. I'll try not to come too, I promise. Oh.

I was a little nervous just looking at it, though. Please promise me you'll make it fit. Please.

Mm. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Mm. Oh.

Oh, is that how you stroke yourself when you're alone? Oh, is that exactly how you like it? Oh.

Yeah, yeah, this is how I do it, too. Yeah. Oh.

Oh. Mm. Oh.

Oh. Oh. I like how you bite your lip while looking at me.

Oh. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Mm. Mm. Oh.

Mm. Mm. Fuck.

Yeah. Oh. I'm getting so wet, yes.

I'm getting so wet. Uh-huh. Yeah.

Mm. Mm. Oh.

You're getting so hard for me. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Yeah. Yeah.

Mm. Uh. Oh.

Mm. Oh. Oh.

Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Uh.

Oh, God. I don't want to wet you anymore. Please.

Yeah. Oh, God. Come over here.

Please. I want it now. I want to try to take it now.

Please. Yeah. Oh.

Oh, slowly. Please. Oh.

Oh. Oh. No.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh, no. No. Mm.

Ah. Oh. It doesn't hurt.

I just feel it. I'm just being stretched. It feels like I'm being stretched.

Uh. Mm. Ah.

Yeah. Oh, I can feel every fucking inch. Oh, I can just feel me being filled up so slowly.

Yeah. Mm. Ah.

Ah. Oh. Ah.

Uh. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Is that the whole thing? Oh, that's the whole thing. Oh.

Oh, my God. Ah. Okay.

I'll stay still. Okay. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Ah.

Ah. Mm. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Mm. Mm. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Mm. Yeah. Oh, yeah, nice and slow, please.

Yeah, just let me adjust to you. Please let me adjust. Oh.

Ah. Oh. Ah.

Ah. Oh. Oh.

Mm. Oh. Mm.

Ah. Oh. Oh, yeah.

Ah. Oh, starting to feel more comfortable on it. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Oh, yeah.

Ah. Mm. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Yeah. A little faster.

A little faster. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Mm. Mm. Yes.

Ah. Ah. Ah.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Mm. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Mm.

Ah. Oh, fuck me. Oh.

Yeah. Oh, hold my hands down. Oh, yeah, hold my hands down.

Oh. Oh. Yeah.

Oh, fuck me. Oh, fuck me. Ah.

Oh. Ah. Oh, yeah.

Oh, fuck this pussy. Fuck it. Fuck it.

Fuck. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Mm. Ah.

Ah. All of us. All of us.

All over you. Ah.