I Told Ya'll I Was A Taurus

Transcript

You know, I'm not gonna even sit here and lie to you guys. It's been a tough year. I was gonna say it's been a tough summer, but it's been a tough year.

Bringing that awareness to a platform that is about being free and disengaging or, you know, engaging if it's inside of yourself, getting into the erotic side of things, however we have, we, we, I, I, I, yeah, I, I, I'm asking my supporters, my followers, my fans to just hear me out. You know you're at a level of learning when you're normally a person who is comfortable passing the buck to someone else or foe take responsibility, but when you really get into the habit, when you really get into the mindset of taking responsibility for your actions, you start to, I start to get a very tight feeling, a feeling that I have zero control, but knowing I, I, I can't get to control unless I sit in the zero control feeling. That's how this thing works.

And I almost came on here and said it's been a bad summer, but no, it's been a, it's been a challenging year. Professionally it's actually been a good year. I could even say a great year, but it's been, it's been a challenge.

And I reiterate that because I understand that all of us are going through challenges. You know, I am not unique. I am not alone.

I have to remind myself all the time that just because you're gifted, just because you're talented, it doesn't mean that you're not going to see some days or weeks or months that you are really not going to know what to do with right off the bat. But if you dig deep, if you sit in that emotion, you start to realize that the thing that you just refuse to do, the thing that you don't want to do, the thing that you refuse to be vulnerable in doing is doing what you said you do. And I firmly believe that because I came to you in Taurus season, and I came to you in the month of May, I went into my habitual behavior of being grateful for the followers, grateful for the fans, grateful for the listeners, and giving you nothing.

I had to sit in that reflection. I'm sitting in that reflection. If I had given you what I said I'd give you, my year would have been less challenging.

I'm a firm believer in that if I had come on and you weren't hearing me for the first time since May, in September, I would have a different story. I would have a different story. I can't tell you guys how much I appreciate you, how much I appreciate that you take the time out of your day, your week, your life, the things that you must get done, and you come in and you support my content with follows and likes.

I want to take this opportunity to actually share some power with you. What would you guys like to hear from me? I'm rather open.

I dabble in quite a bit of things that I talk about on mic. I definitely am into erotica, love ASMR. In those two veins, if you have stories that you've written or you have ASMR techniques that you like to listen to, or if you want to have something read, I'm more than open setting up opportunities for you all to have what you want to hear.

I'm going to tell what I'm going to tell. Trust me. You keep rolling with me on this and I'm going to tell you what I want to tell you.

However, I am open to taking requests. I had to come on and I had to return that energy. I could not receive the energy.

It's almost, really it's unfathomable when you think about how I am aware of energy. I'm not going to say I understand it because I'm looking at where I was being given a lot of energy, quite a bit of energy, and I should have acted on it at a stronger point. I was aware enough to act on it at a stronger point.

Energy is very real. When you see it building, when you see it abundanting, you need to go ahead and harness it. I had to come on and I had to let you know that I absolutely appreciate you guys, you people, you souls taking out the time to listen, like and follow.

I've got to tell you, thank you. It hit me in May like, man, I got fans. I have fans.

I need to start acting like I have fans, people that are looking for me. They're looking to see me, looking to hear me, looking to feel me. So the likes didn't go unheard.

The listens did not go unheard. The follows did not go unheard. I've been here the whole time making it harder for myself.

That's why I'm here. I'm here to show you the way, whether I tell you through what I know or I show you through how I live. I'm here to teach you, teach you what to do, teach you what not to do, teach you what to look out for.

That's my job. That's my job. You're to come here for the healing, period.

I'll get healed in the process, but you're here for the healing. You will hydrate. Make sure you hydrate.

Hydration is extremely important. Hydration has a lot to do with healing. Something I could do better.

Make sure you're stretching every day. Something I could do better. Make sure you're moisturizing.

I'm telling you, you do those three things consistently, you will see just those three. Trust me, there are more layers. But you stay hydrated, stretched out, and moisturized every day, you're winning.

You're beating the majority of the population. Let's do it. Talking to you, talking to me.

I want to thank y'all for riding with me. I want to thank you for riding with me. Just a little bit, I got out, you guys are riding with me and you're not stopping.

You're not stopping, you're riding with me right now. Like I said, be on the lookout. This is one of those installments I do not disappoint.

I have to sit in my space, I have to sit in my presence, I have to sit in who I know and what I know I am. And you're that too. That's why I'm here.

I'm here to remind you that you're that too.