I Decide To Let You Use Me Because I’m Struggling
I’ve never been the type to believe that one should be above the idea of doing whatever they need to do when they’re struggling. So when you come to me with an offer to start this arrangement between us, I immediately took this chance I needed to make sure I didn’t have to struggle anymore.
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You may have got me in here to do this, but I'll do this as many times as it takes, all right? I'm not afraid to do this again as many times as I need to. I was sick of feeling like I just had to continue being broken, continuing to struggle.
I just couldn't do it anymore. So yeah, I may be in here about to do this, and that doesn't matter to me. I'll do it as many times as I need to, like I said.
But don't think that you're going to hold this over me like you're in control, like this is some kind of power thing, all right? I'm doing this because I want to, and I decided that I wanted to do this. So whatever.
We can get this over with and just do whatever you want. Okay. I'm going to do it.
It's been a little while, so the feeling of you stretching me open is kind of something I haven't had in a while. Shut up. You don't have to make fun of me.
I don't mind doing it because, like I said, I just need the money, but you don't have to make fun of me. Yeah. Yeah, I'm moaning a little bit, so what? Maybe I like it a little.
What? Did you think I wasn't going to moan? I'll moan if it feels good, all right? Shut up.
It does feel good. Oh, yeah. Oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh. No, I don't want you to stop. Yes, yes, I like it.
I like it. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.
Yeah. Oh, God. You know, you're the one who came to me with this idea, so I hope I feel as good as you probably imagined already.
Yeah. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh, God. Yeah.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh, God. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Mm.
Mm. Oh. Oh, yeah.
Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh.
Oh, yeah. Mm. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. I hope I'm at least warning you just how you like it. Yeah.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh, don't worry, this won't be the last time. I think I said this earlier, but I'll be doing this as many times as I need to for the money. Oh.
Oh. Mm. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh, God. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Mm.
Oh. Oh. Oh, God.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Mm. Oh, I can feel it. I can feel it throbbing.
Oh. Oh, yeah. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Mm.
Oh. Oh, fuck me. Oh, fuck me.
Fuck me. Oh. Fuck me.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Mm.
Mm. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Mm. Oh. Oh.
Mm. Oh. Oh.
Oh. I don't think for one second I'm ashamed of this, either. Oh.
Oh. I like fucking, and I don't mind doing this. Oh.
Oh, especially if it feels fucking good like this. Oh. Ah.
Oh. Oh, yeah. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Mm.
Ah. Oh. Ah.
Mm. Ah. Ah.
So as long as you want to fuck me, and as long as you got the money I need. Oh. Oh.
I don't mind. I don't mind. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Mm. Oh. Mm.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh, fuck me. Christ. Yeah.
Oh. Oh. Oh, yeah.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh, fuck. Oh.
Mm. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Fuck me, daddy.
Oh, fuck me, daddy. Oh. Mm.
Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Yeah.
Mm. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh, God.
Oh. Oh, daddy. Oh.
Oh. Oh, daddy. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh, God. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Mm. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh, God. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Mm.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Mm. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh, God. Oh, God, I'm coming.
I'm coming. Oh, God, daddy. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh. Oh. Oh.
Oh, keep fucking me if you need to. Oh, just as long as you're willing to pay me. As long as you're willing to pay me.
Oh.
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