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The rational part of my brain says, run, because I don't want to screw up my friendships. But when I was laying there, with both keys on the table beside the bed, all I could think about was the wall between us, you and me. How you were laying over here by yourself, probably freshly showered, because we rode hard today.

And I know you don't wear anything on top to sleep, just comfy old pajama pants. And you were probably laying here waiting to see if I would come in. And I wanted to be here, with you.

And I pushed it away and I thought, that's ridiculous and stupid and don't risk it and. .. I mean, do you really want to throw away years of friendship for sex? But then I thought, I don't think I'm thinking about you laying here because I want to jump your bones, which, don't get me wrong, yeah.

I just wanted to curl up in the bed with you. I just wanted to have your arms around me and feel you there, against my back, your breath on my neck. That was unexpected and made me a little uncomfortable.

I'm still trying to process that. But then I thought about him on the other side, because somehow I got stuck between you. That seems apt, doesn't it? And I didn't even wonder.

I didn't even think about it. It didn't even occur. And the more I tried to sleep, the less I was able to sleep.

And now, here I am. It tells me that this is something that I really want to do. And.

.. I think. ..

I think. .. I think you gave me the key to more than just your door.

As corny as that sounds, I just heard it. Is that okay?