I Almost Feel Sorry For You.

Transcript

Aw, it's always good to see my depraved little fuck toy so eager to be used again. Did you not get enough the first time? No? Don't worry, I'll look after you the same way I always do.

I'll say all those terrible things that you've been craving so much, the ones you search for hours for, the ones that really hurt, cause that's the only way that little fucked up brain of yours can feel something, right? So make sure the doors are locked, or block them off, because trust me, you're not gonna want anybody to hear this. Good, now I need you to get comfortable for me.

I want you laying on your back, wearing nothing but your underwear, and I don't want you to even think about touching yourself. You've got this terrible habit of getting carried away and starting to touch yourself before I tell you to do it, so we're not gonna do that today, are we? You're gonna follow my instructions like a good little whore, and I'll nod your head.

Good, say yes sir. Oh, my good little whore, nod along, yeah. Ha ha ha, what a fucking loser.

Okay, you can stop. Let's, uh, let's do something a bit more fun. You're gonna grab your underwear with both hands, and you're gonna pull them up nice and tight, until it's really fucking uncomfortable.

Yeah, harder. There you go, now you look pathetic, good job. Now I want you to grind against that for me.

This is gonna have to be enough for you. Come on, move those hips. Yeah, I know, you just wanna touch yourself, but I wanna have fun with you.

I wanna see how pathetic I can make you look. And honestly, this is up there. It feels kinda good though, doesn't it? To know you're this fucking depraved.

Look at you, look at what you're doing right now. Say thank you. Thank you sir, there you go.

What a good little whore. Now, this is gonna be the fun part. For me, not so much for you.

You're gonna keep one hand pulling your underwear nice and tight, so it hurts a little. And with the other, you're gonna reach down, and you're gonna touch yourself for me. Go ahead.

This is gonna be your only chance to do it like this. And I'm already counting down, so you better go a little bit faster. Make the most of it.

And if you do somehow manage to come before I tell you to stop, then just know that you're a fucking loser, and you'd never be able to satisfy anyone, especially not me. So keep going. Hahaha, fucking hell.

I almost feel bad for you. This shouldn't be getting you off. This is fucked up.

But look at your face. You're loving every second of it. Aww.

3, 2, 1, stop. Let go of your underwear. There you go.

I'd almost be proud of you if you weren't panting like a dog in heat. The fuck is wrong with you? Now, I want you to touch yourself over the top of them.

Just lightly. I need to get you nice and worked up. I need to make sure you make a mess.

So slide your hand down for me, and start teasing yourself. All the way up. All the way down.

I need to make you really want it. If you can't come in 10 seconds, then what fucking use are you? I don't want to spend any longer than that with someone like you.

But since you clearly don't get the message, I won't just fuck off. Then I'm gonna make this fun for me. So do it faster.

And much harder than that. I want you to be a little bit sore for me. I don't want you feeling too good.

You don't deserve that, do you? No. This is what you deserve.

And this is what you like. You like being torn apart and told how fucking worthless you are. You like to be reminded that you could never satisfy anyone.

The only reason I'm still here, is I want to see just how far I can push you. And when you finally get there, I'm just gonna laugh at you. And you'll know you deserve it.

Doesn't that sound fun? Now, take your fingers that you're rubbing over your underwear right now. And put them underneath.

I want you to cover your fingers and get them nice and wet for me. Good. All the way over the pad of your finger.

Now, take it up to your mouth. And spread it over your lips. Yeah, I'm gonna make you pretty for me.

You deserve to be wearing some calm lipstick, don't you? Mm-hmm. Doesn't that look good? Don't lick them yet.

Reach back down under your underwear. And start touching yourself again. Good.

Now lick your lips for me. Mm-hmm. I think I can make you do just about anything at this point.

Look at you. Doesn't it taste good? Yeah.

After all, you're gonna be the only person tasting you. No one else is gonna want to. Look at you.

Do it again. Cover that finger for me. Good.

Now over your lips. Perfect. Now, I want you to reach down and dig your nails into your thighs.

Mm-hmm. Drag your nails up and lick your lips for me. Good.

We can't have you enjoying the taste too much, can we? It has to hurt a little bit. You have to earn your pleasure, like the desperate little slut that you know you are.

Go back to touching yourself. You can do it a little bit faster for me. Doesn't that feel right? You get to humiliate yourself for me, and then you get to touch yourself.

Aren't you lucky? But it's. ..

It's just not quite hitting right, is it? It's not pathetic enough. It's not you.

So. .. How about you stick out your tongue? All the way.

I don't want you to hold back. There you go. You look fucking ridiculous.

Now say thank you. Oh, that's much better. I think that's how you're gonna say thank you from now on.

Like a drooling little mess. But we both know me simply saying that is too fucking hard for an idiot like you. So I'm gonna make sure you have plenty of practice.

I want it to feel so fucking good. I want you to be moaning like a little whore. But you're not gonna come.

No, you can stop yourself, can't you? And if you get close, you're gonna move your hands away. Do it now.

Ah. Fuck. Look at you.

Look how fucking eager you are. Stick out that tongue. Thank you, sir.

And again. Thank you, sir. Good.

I'm gonna count down now. And when I'm done, you're gonna stop. And you're gonna say thank you, sir, the whole time.

And you're not gonna fucking come. Got it? Ten.

Nine. Eight. Seven.

Six. Look at you. Five.

Honestly, do you not get embarrassed? Like, I'm just telling you how fucking pathetic you are. And it's getting you closer.

Four. Three. Two.

One. Stop. Look at you, so obedient.

And this makes me feel bad for what I'm gonna do next. I want you to take your underwear off. And I want you to use them to mop up every single drop.

Yeah, I need them nice and fucking wet. I want them to be dripping for me. I want you to be able to show off how much of a fucking loser you are.

And touching yourself like this has really gotten you this turned on. That little feeling that you've got right now. That excitement for what's coming next.

Just remember, that's what makes you so fucking broken. That's what makes it so easy for me to reduce you to this. You know what comes next.

Why else would I make you do it? So lay back for me. And press them against your lips.

And I want you to touch yourself while you're doing it. Good. I don't want you to do anything else.

I want it resting against your lips. I want that anticipation to build. You know what I'm gonna make you do.

And you're so fucking excited for it. It's your favourite taste, right? Open your mouth.

And lick it. Now. Lick it while you touch yourself for me.

Fill your mouth with that taste. Fill all that shame and all that humiliation. For everything I've made you fucking do.

This is how you felt when Balo. You got this turned on by being insulted. You are fucking broken in every possible way.

Now shove them in your mouth. All of it. Look at you.

I can't believe you'd fucking do it. Cover your mouth with your hand. I don't want any of it getting out.

There you go. You look fucking pathetic again. It really suits you.

Keep touching yourself. Faster and harder. Yeah.

This is how you're gonna come today. Choking on the taste of your own cum. And drooling like a fucking animal.

You really are disgusting. This shouldn't be getting any closer. No one should dehumanize themselves like this.

But let's see how far we can go. Move your hand away from your mouth. And try to say, I'm a fucking loser with your mouth full.

Yeah. That's right, you are. What the fuck is wrong with you? Keep saying it.

I wanna let all that cum and drool spill out of you while you cum. I want everybody to know what a fucking loser you are. Especially you.

So grind your hips and keep touching yourself. Try to imagine what it'd be like to actually be worth fucking. What it'd be like to have me actually want to make you feel good.

You need to know that that's never gonna happen. So give up. This is you.

This is what you need. This is what you're worth. Pull them out of your mouth.

Good. Now fucking swallow. Swallow that taste of you and shove them back in.

Keep fucking saying it. I didn't tell you to stop. You're a fucking loser.

You're worthless. And you're gonna cum for me. You're gonna cum like this.

And the second you do, you're gonna taste it. You're gonna reach down and cover those fingers and shove them to the back of your throat until you fucking gag. Ten.

Nine. Eight. Seven.

Six. Five. Four.

Three. Two. One.

Cum for me, you fucking degenerate. Cum where you taste yourself and you drool and you tell everybody what a fucking loser you are. Reach down, cover your fingers, and shove them to the back of your throat.

I want you to taste it. I want you to gag on it. I want it to hurt.

Good little slut. You're Siren's pathetic little fuck toy, aren't you? Guess what? You get to wear those around for the rest of the day.

It'll be a nice little reminder of how you'll never be enough and that I'll never want you. Now get the fuck out of here. I have to look at you for another second.

I think I'll throw up.