HypnoFail

Transcript

I've been thinking a lot lately about you, that perfect body that you have and how much I want to touch it but then I had another thought that made me kind of sad. I can't reach out and touch your body as much as I would like to run my fingers over your skin, feel your pulse, feel your muscles tense and quiver. That's unfortunately not currently in the cards.

But something I can do is touch your mind, get inside your head. I'm there right now, aren't I? And even when I'm not giving you my direct attention I'm still in there.

I know that you think about me when you're alone, when you're starting to feel a little hot, or maybe I just pop into your head at less opportune times. And so I thought it might be really fun to play and see just how much I can weasel my way into that brain of yours, how much you'll let me in. Do you want to try? Because I want to try.

The first time I thought through this audio I put myself in a trance. So I'm quite curious if it has the same effect on you. So what I want you to do to start is just relax.

I want you to get very comfortable wherever you are and still have access to the sensitive parts of your body. I recommend lying back or sitting really any way that takes the weight off your feet so that you can just let yourself sink into the furniture. So that's the first word I want you to think about and focus on is sink, down, sink.

Let your body relax and be completely supported by whatever surface you're on. Feel like you're sinking down into your soft bed, your favorite chair, or maybe you're in the bath and you are literally sinking down into that water. Let's do some breathing.

When you inhale I want you to think in, and when you exhale I want you to think down, in, down. Breathing in and sinking down, down, down. I like to think about a hammock cradling my body and being pulled down by my weight.

Maybe a nice slide down, down, down. There we go. If this is your first time playing around with your brain like this, something I want you to remember is that it's just play and it's perfectly safe.

It's just a form of submission and allowing me to tease you a little bit better, a little bit deeper as you sink down deep. It's starting to affect me as well. I'm not sure if you can tell by my voice but my body feels heavy.

I don't feel the need to move it or adjust my position like I'm fully stuck, relaxed. The only thing that's still processing anything at all would be my brain and trying to formulate words. Ah, fuck.

I know when I thought this out it was a little bit different so maybe I'll try again. But I really like existing in this state. It's very safe and pleasurable and comforting.

But I am rambling on and on again, aren't I? So, where were we? Sinking down.

Now that your body is completely relaxed, I want you to think about my body, specifically my hands. I want you to think about my hands caressing over your skin, your waist, your chest, your thighs, your legs. Just trailing my fingertips over your most sensitive spots.

Every sensation heightened because how deep down you are. You'll let me play with you any way I want, huh? I like the sound of that.

Hmm. Hmm. Ah, so what I want you to do next, my sweet little pet, is I want you to get a hand between your legs.

And if you have sunk deep down enough, this might be a little bit difficult for you. When I'm fully dropped into trance. Oh, my eyelids are heavy.

Um, it becomes hard for me to start any sort of movement of my own volition, really. I like being dropped. I like being limp and immobile and just accepting and passive of everything that is washing over me.

Sometimes what I have to do if I'm being instructed to touch myself is I have to pick up my hand and put it between my legs. That's what I want you to do. I want you to get a hand between your legs.

You don't have to move it or start rubbing, but I just want it there. I want you to feel the weight. Oh, God.

I shouldn't have recorded this laying in bed. Oh, fuck. It feels so good, doesn't it? To just let everything go.

So, I'm still trying. What I want you to do now with that hand between your legs. I'm going to start.

I'm going to start. I'm going to start. I'm going to start.

I'm going to start. I'm going to start. I'm going to start.

Just picking up the hand between your legs. I want you to start to touch yourself. Play with yourself.

Tease yourself just a little bit. Do a good job of slick, just like I would. Mmm.

.. Ahh. If you are being a good little pet, it should become almost like a mindless action.

Like you're not even thinking about it anymore. It's just rolling off your fingers. The nerves are firing of their own accord, because your brain isn't really hooked up.

You're not thinking, I need to stroke myself, and to rub myself. But you are anyway. So I really want to do a countdown.

I did a really good JOI the other day, that I was really proud of. And the first time I thought through this audio, it went very, very well. It sounded good in my head.

But I think I thought about it too hard. Like I got off on it, and I completely dropped myself. Which was a new discovery for me.

Ahh, fuck. It's just so good. But, I have big plans.

Are you, um, like, can you come while I'm fully dropped? So that's something I really like doing. I like the control that whoever is topping me has.

So in this scenario, my control. I don't think this is a very good audio anymore. I'm doing a very bad job.

Ahh, fuck. It just feels so good to let my body completely give in. Ahh, God.

Almost. You get all body pleasure. I don't know.

Does it matter? Should I keep going if I'm going to record this anyway? Well, I'm going to be polite.

Because I don't think it matters. Now I would just have to lay here until I fall completely asleep. There's a few more bedtime rituals I have to do, so I'll just suppose this is a fail.

But I will count you up because I can't leave you like this. It's just cruel. Unless you don't want to be caught up, in which case I want you to turn this audio off.

If you want to go to sleep. Or just if you want to sit here. Like this.

For the rest of you. I'm going to start at five. And this is how deep you are right now.

It feels very, very good. And soft and sweet. It's time to get up.

Four. You're starting to connect more with your body. Your mind is clear.

Maybe opening your eyes a little bit. Three. Breathing of your own accord as opposed to involuntary.

Sensation back into your extremities. Or a sensation that you notice them being there. Two.

Maybe starting to wiggle. Move around a little bit. And one.

Fully awake. Feeling refreshed like you just had a lovely nap. I am going to go to sleep.

This was a fun experiment I might try again in the morning. Sitting upright.