You’ve been stroking for so long already, and maybe want to take your hand off your cock now…but that’s so difficult. I’m the devil on your shoulder who knows that, and is about to make it much HARDER for you
It would be so easy to just push yourself over the edge right now, to just stroke a little bit more and make yourself calm. But you don't want that, do you? No, you love being in this state of perpetual poison that is the goon cycle.
So you don't want to release, but it's really hard to remain blue-balled.