Giving comfort after going too rough on your boyfriend ~

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You got me tea, thank you, that's really thoughtful. So um, did I do good? Did you enjoy it, a lot, yeah, okay, makes me really happy to hear.

I love making you feel good, it makes me feel really good about myself. What, did I like it, yeah, yeah I loved it, I just, yeah, I loved every second of it. Why, do you not wanna do it that way, well I think the reason why I keep asking you to go really rough on me is because I um, I don't, I don't know, it just feels right, I guess.

Then why do I see you struggling that much, I, I'm not struggling to take you in or something, right? I, I didn't, I didn't do good, well I guess it just hurts, but that's okay, I can just ignore the pain, uh huh, and after the pain it feels kinda good, yeah, well um, it does hurt a bit still, yeah, why, huh, what do you mean you don't feel comfortable doing like that anymore, what, is it because of me, no, I want it that way though, I wanna keep doing it that way, I promise, I like it, a lot, I don't wanna stop doing, I'm not lying, well, maybe, maybe the pain is a bit too much for me sometimes, yeah, but I don't know exactly why I keep wanting it to be rough, yeah baby, I, I know that, that you'd like it slow as well, I know that you'd like it slow and romantic as well, but I'm not sure, there's just something in me that tells me that I want to be, um, I can't explain, it just feels better if I'm just laying there enduring it, what, you're not comfortable with that, um, I don't think I follow baby, well, I know you care about me, but I'm okay, with everything, it might hurt a bit for me but I like it that way, it just feels right, it just, here, take my hand, listen, if you don't wanna do it rough anymore, then that's okay, but I love it, I really do, how, how is that so hard to understand, my body language, what about my body language, you're getting mixed signals, what, that's not true, I don't shiver while you do it, well, I do, maybe, but that's because of pleasure and stuff, listen, if I upset you by the just enduring it part, I'm really sorry, but I'm okay, I promise, why are you asking all of these questions, can you just leave me alone, sorry, I didn't mean it like that, I know we're just talking, sorry, are you angry at me, you are, right, I knew it, why are you pinning me down, alright, alright, I don't think I like it rough, there you go, I just, I do it for you, because I thought you liked it and stuff, you don't like hurting me, well, maybe, maybe I like being hurt, maybe that's why I keep asking for it, yeah, maybe I just like it hurts, can you let me go, listen, there's some things you need to know, there's a few other guys in my class that are taking the same classes as me, and they always pick on me, because I look like this, I'm not really muscular, I'm not really that tall either, I'm just a short little bottom, and they keep calling me slurs behind my back, and I don't know, I feel so out of control, they can just do whatever they want, and I can't say anything back, I can't do anything that makes them stop, and with you, when you're doing me, I just feel like I can take it, I like to push things in order to convince myself I can take it, and I'm just as strong as anyone else, even stronger, because I can take all of you in me, and handle it like a good boy, I'm sorry I never told you before, I'm just not good with opening up and stuff, but I'm glad I told you, so you're not mad at me? okay, look, we can, um, we can do it a bit different from now on, if you'd like, it doesn't always have to be this rough, because it does really hurt badly, I never told you before because I thought you'd be disappointed, did I disappoint you?

no? do you love me? I love you too, a lot, you're my whole world, and I love you, I promise, I'll tell you exactly how I feel from now on, maybe I just need a bit more, um, feelings in our relationship, maybe I just have to be honest with myself, and tell you that I don't really care about bedtime fun stuff that much, I like other types of intimacy more, like just hugging, and you holding me, but the thing I like most is, when we're done, when you're done with me, I get to lay on your chest, and fall asleep, I like that the most because I can hear your heartbeat, and it makes me feel safe, like you're going to protect me from anyone that hurts me, yeah, you're like a shield protecting me from all the things people say to me, and that's why I love it, a lot, uh, you want me to do it your chest is so strong, I love laying on your chest, or on your lap, makes me feel so safe, mhm, yeah, it's still hurting, but it's okay, because I got to talk about it um, baby, I don't think, I don't think I'll last that long, no, I mean, not falling asleep, silly, you know how relaxing this is to me, I might fall asleep in like a minute, actually, yeah, thanks for being here, for me and thanks for considering my feelings, it really, really warms my heart that you care that much about me, mhm, and from now on, I'll always tell you when something is bothering me, I promise, mhm, am I your good boy, yeah I'm your good boy, I'm your good boy, it's me, I'm your good.

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