Friend - 3am Deep Conversation

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I'm like that that's exactly what I'm saying you know that's that's that's what bothers me it's what keeps me up at night and there's absolutely nothing that anybody could ever say to change that fact it's sad I know it's sad but it is the reality of things you know but anyways let's not talk about that let's talk about that problem you were having yeah I want to help well we haven't been around each other for a very long time and we've only been able to hang out a few times and every single time you always nudge me a little bit about that problem so I want to deal with it I want to help you with it you feel like you're not where you're supposed to be isn't that it right well nobody does okay it doesn't matter what age you have that's something that everybody deals with it's a little secret everybody keeps to themselves but nobody truly knows what they're doing in life the purpose all that shit it's peddled to us that we have to find something that will you know fulfill us in some way but the reality is that your only purpose is to live now that sounds really fucking like weird I guess but ever since I realized that life has been a lot better it's gotten a lot better there's always a pressure of like you need to get a career you need to start a family you need to blah blah you need to get the house you need to get the car you need to get advancements at your jobs it's like all this bullshit that literally means nothing and that that when I say that it's the reality like listen listen to me who is gonna care if you post on your Instagram or wherever that you got a new car nobody nobody's gonna care I'm gonna give you the like you're gonna comment and most probably they're actually gonna be very very envious about you getting a new car people want other people to do well but never better than them and that's sad but it's true very very true so that's what I mean okay and you need to realize that like I told you once I realized that and I embraced that everything was better like let me give you an explanation I had to eat the specific food from the cafeteria because you know I have to go there every day or whatever but the thing is when I was eating the same food every single day I would be honestly depressed to even take the first bite because it was the same every day however once I had that realization that we're just meant to live well basically everything got better the food tasted better it was the same food as always but it was how I felt about the food that sounds just hilarious to be honest so deep but nonetheless it's true so what I'm telling you is enjoy all the little things because life isn't this huge profound thing where you have to find a path and sure you can and you probably will but that pressure is not worth it it isn't and the thing is that most people like you like me like everyone else brought into this world and we don't really have the power to do great things and that doesn't mean that we can't do them but it is a lot harder so everybody doesn't matter who you are even if you're born into richness and if you're born into whatever whatever it is you should just focus on living and on being happy you see a lot of people they focus on making more money they focus on getting a better career they focus on exterior things that frankly will do shit for you for your spirit for the person inside they it really won't do anything at least that's how I feel about it so you have to really focus on the inner person look here's another example I love love waking up in the morning drinking tea and watching the sunrise and I do that every morning now someone else might not want to wake up very early and that's fine that's okay I love waking up very early and I love to see that sunrise because that sunrise to me it means something else it means that I'm here it reminds me that I'm living in the moment in the now I'm not a part of the past or the future I'm just here and that's important it's important right now you won't be important in a hundred years in 200 years but right now we are because we're a part of it even though you're a small little tiny piece you're still a part of it and that means a lot you know I think it means a lot so whenever you feel like you're not where you're supposed to be and you keep evaluating everyone else comparing yourself to everyone else I know that I say this to you a lot but I'm your friend I'm trying to make you understand the things that I think will make a big difference in your life and if this is something that really bothers you and this will really help it's helped me it's made me happier and I just want to pass that on it might not seem like a huge hack or it might not even be real but I feel that it truly is and I'm willing to share anything with you that will make you at least a bit happier a bit closer to you fulfilling yourself and feeling like you're okay at least okay you deserve that you deserve that as a minimum of any type of reward for just being here but you also need to be truthful and understand these things because unfortunately people don't they get caught in all these things a society tells them that they need and that they should want and it does become very sad but well it's the way it is so anyways I'm sorry again I know we get into the deep stuff but it's so late you know there's nothing else to talk about it's the best stuff to talk about plus who else am I gonna talk to about all this stuff you're my closest friend I mean come on there's nobody else anyways it's getting very late I know I should get going but hey it's alright we're gonna do this again I promise we have been doing it regularly and I'm glad I'm so happy about that by the way I love what you've done with the place that futon is so comfy last time I stayed there it was insane one of the best nights in my life so yeah let me I'm gonna go but if you want to do it again next week a week after that just let me know I'll see how my schedule is doing and we'll set it up all right okay all right I'm gonna head out have a great night I know you got to get up early for work but yeah I'll see you okay and remember let me know I'll be waiting.