Finding Out Your Crush Likes It Rough: PART ONE [M4A] [Friends to Lovers] [Domination] [Making You Please Yourself] [23:54]

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Yeah, I didn't like the fourth one at all. It was boring, it didn't need to exist. But like, Matrix 2 and 3 are really, really underrated.

Yeah, everyone said they're shit, but I don't know, they're fun. Hey, um, do you want another coffee, or like, can I get you anything else? No? Oh, okay.

Yeah, cool. No worries. No, I'm just happy sitting out here and chatting, you know, I haven't seen you for a while.

It'd be cool if you could stick around a bit longer. Okay, great. Um, last night? Uh, yeah, I had a friend, I hung out with a friend last night.

Um, oh, just someone I met, like, online, you know. Uh, no, not like a date, I mean, I suppose you could call it a date, maybe. Well, I mean, they're not someone that I go out to, like, movies or dinner with or anything like that, they're just someone who comes around and we.

.. Yeah, exactly. Yeah, it's just like a casual thing, I guess.

Yeah, I mean, I guess that's why I couldn't hang out with you last night like you wanted to. I did already have plans with them, that's sort of why. Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know you would be upset like that.

I mean, I would have loved to have hung out with you last night instead, but, like, I did already have plans, that's all. I mean, why don't we do something one night next week together? What about that? Would that be okay? Yeah, we could, like, go out for a drink and have dinner or something like that.

Come on. Yeah, you would like that? Okay, cool.

What was it like? Um, what you mean last night? Yeah, it was fun.

I've seen them a few times before, it's always fun. Are you sure you want to know about it? I just thought that maybe it's not something that you would want to really know too many details about.

What, on my neck? Where? A bruise? Oh, um, what, like, there? Oh, it is kind of tender, actually.

I didn't realize I had a bruise on my neck. No, it's not from last night. It's from.

.. I was playing football earlier this week. Oh, fuck, yeah, I don't know why I said that.

No, I know, I hate sport. I don't play football. Okay, yeah, it was from last night, I think.

Well, yeah, I mean, they. .. Do you really want me to say it? It was during sex, they grabbed me by the throat.

Yeah. No, I mean, that's what they're supposed to do, that's. ..

Are you really sure you want to talk about this with me? I know that you get a little jealous when I'm with other people, and. ..

I just don't want to start talking about something that might make you feel bad or anything, I don't know. Yeah, I mean, mostly it's me being rough with them. Like, you know, stuff like during sex, like choking and slapping and.

.. Yeah, I mean, sure, I like it that way. A lot of people like it that way, it's not that unusual.

Yeah, well, I mean, I like to. .. I enjoy that.

Yeah, I do. Yeah, I like it when I sort of have control over someone during sex. You want to know? Okay, I like.

.. I like to handcuff people, and I like to slap, and. ..

I like to squeeze, and. .. I like to hurt.

And my friend that was over last night sometimes fights back. But the only reason they do that is because they want me to retaliate. They want me to make it worse.

How explicit do you want me to get, Jesus? Yes, I really like that kind of stuff. It's just, you know, sometimes it's hard to find partners who like it that rough.

There's not that many people out there who really want you to grab them by the throat by both hands and squeeze as hard as you can while you're inside them. Sorry, I'm being too explicit. I don't mean to be over the top.

Yeah, well, I mean, this friend that was over last night. .. We're not like dating or anything, it's just sex.

No, I mean, I like them, okay. I mean, the sex is good, but. ..

They're not someone that I would want to have a relationship like that, or anything with, you know? I mean, do you not have anyone casual or anything that you're seeing right now? No? Okay.

Well. .. I don't know, you should, why don't you? You're good-looking, you've got a great body, you're fun.

You could easily find someone to mess around with and have a good time. What do you mean? Like, if you wanted someone to treat you like that, do you like the sound of it? You're curious.

I mean. .. You know it can be pretty rough being on the receiving end of that kind of sex.

I mean, it takes some real stamina. Some real pain tolerance. Well, if you want to know, yeah, I mean, it would be stuff like.

.. You know, you could have a gag put in your mouth, you could have your hands cuffed behind your back, and you could be bent over, and. ..

I mean, personally, I like to use a cock ring so that I get, like, even harder than normal, and bigger than normal. Yeah, if you strap it on really tight, it can just make everything enhanced. It makes it feel more sensitive, and.

.. It cuts off the blood supply so that you just get even harder and bigger. And that way, when you put it inside someone, there's a better chance that it's gonna hurt.

And, you know, if you've got your mouth gagged, then you wouldn't be able to scream. If you've got your hands cuffed behind your back, you wouldn't probably be able to get up or get away. You'd have to be committed to just staying there and taking it.

Are you seriously curious about this kind of thing? Um. ..

I don't know. I don't know why we've never dated or anything like that. I mean.

.. You know, like, I thought about it when we first got together, but I just. ..

That's all. It's not that I don't think you're attractive. I don't like you.

I love spending time with you. You're one of my favorite people in the world to hang out with. There's just certain things that I need from a relationship in terms of sex, and.

.. I don't know, you always gave off the vibe like. ..

I just didn't think that would be you. You know, if you really are curious about this kind of thing. ..

Um. .. Maybe I could show you what it's like.

I mean, like I said, the thing is. .. For me personally, you know, consent is really important.

You really have to, like, know what you're getting into. But for me, for me. ..

Once you start, there's no stopping. I sort of really need to know that. ..

If I'm gonna be hurting someone, that they're fully committed to it. That they're not just gonna chicken out and tell me to stop. I mean, if you really want to, you can, but.

.. It would be better to know right from the start. ..

That you're committed to not giving up. If you're completely inexperienced at this, then it could be a rough introduction for you. I've gone too far down this road to spend time.

.. Pussyfooting around with people who aren't committed. I like to go hard.

Come here, come on. Stand up. Stand up, come on, come with me.

This way. No, you can leave your coffee mug, it's fine. Here.

Look. You're one of my best friends. I respect you, and I really, really care for you.

And I know how you feel about me. I know that you like me. In a romantic way.

I know that you want me. I've always known it. If you and I do this.

.. It's a serious thing for me. I don't want to play games with your heart.

I don't want to fuck you around. But the thing is. ..

If I start to hurt you. .. Physically.

.. Then. ..

You and I are crossing a border into completely new territory. Do you understand? Do you get what I'm trying to say? You really are sexy, you know that? You're very beautiful.

So. .. If I put my hand around your neck like this.

.. And I grab your throat. ..

And I start to squeeze it. .. Like this.

.. So much that I know that it hurts. ..

How does that make you feel? If I tell you to open your mouth. ..

And put your tongue out. .. How does that make you feel? That's right, don't break eye contact with me.

Keep staring at me. Now. ..

I'm going to see what your tongue tastes like. Here, why don't I put another hand. ..

Let me just get a hand around the back of your neck as well, so I'm. .. I've got you by the neck with both hands.

Let's kiss again. How does that feel? Do you like that? Now turn around.

.. And put your face on the wall. Like that.

How does it feel if I push your head against the wall. .. While I.

.. Spank your ass? Do you like that? Yeah? Does it feel good? I know how badly you've wanted me.

You think this is your way in, don't you? You think that if you let me do whatever I want to you. ..

That it's going to be the way that you get to have me? You might be right. I think maybe it would be more fun to break our friendship.

.. So that I can treat you like this. To completely ruin the friendship that you and I have.

So that we can become something else. So that you can become my plaything. I need you to know that if we do this.

.. Our friendship will be ruined forever. It's going to become something else.

It's going to become me using and abusing you. .. Completely, anytime I want.

It's going to be me taking advantage of you. Not just taking advantage of your body. ..

But taking advantage of the fact that you have a crush on me. .. And you want me and you always have.

I'm going to be using that against you so that I can hurt you. Do you understand? So that I can hurt you and take advantage of you sexually.

That's what I'm going to do. Do you understand? Good.

I think it's too late to turn back now. Here, turn around and face me. Like that.

You know I wasn't kidding when I said you're beautiful. I wasn't kidding when I said that you're gorgeous and you're sexy. How does that feel? How does it feel when I slap you? How does it feel to think about all the years that we've been friends.

.. And we've been respectful and caring for one another and then suddenly I go and do something like. ..

Slap you right across the face. Like you're just a piece of meat to be used. ..

And taken advantage of. How does it feel when I slap you across the face and tell you. ..

That I'm taking advantage of your feelings towards me so that I can use you for my own sexual gain? How does it feel? Does it get you turned on? Do you like it? Here, take my finger in your mouth and suck on it.

There you go, that's it. Hmm. ..

We're not friends anymore. All those years of friendship and caring for one another just washed away. So that you can be nothing but a pretty little series of holes.

.. For me to fuck and slap around. I want you to put your hands down your trousers.

.. Into your underwear and I want you to masturbate. Right now.

Fucking do it. Did you fucking hear me? I said fucking do it.

There you go, there you go, that's it. Oh, that look in your eyes. I can see that you're having second thoughts but like I said.

.. Too late to back out now. Masturbate for me right now.

There you go, that's it. While I get this hand around your throat and I squeeze. And I hold you back against the wall and I make you mad.