Fifth time is the charm

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Okay, okay, be honest. Did you actually enjoy that entree or were you just trying to impress me by ordering the fanciest thing on the menu? Because you made a face! You did. I saw it. You know, the face you make when you try something and realize that you've made a terrible mistake.

I swear, every time we go out together, you make me laugh more than the last time. By our 10th date, I won't be able to speak. I'll be laughing too much with you. Am I supposed to like every single in-person date this much?

Thanks for the check. Thank you. Hmm. You're being quiet again. Your eyes keep doing this little darting thing like you want to say something but you keep talking to yourself out of it. Why is it running through that head of yours, hmm?

Hey, you know you can tell me anything, right? You know I won't push but please know that you're safe with me, whatever it may be. In the meantime, ready to get out of here? Okay, let's go.

I know you think you're being sly with your side glances but I can see them. It's cute. You're cute. Oh. Oh! So that's what you've been trying to say to me tonight? If I wanted to come back to your place? You know, if you asked me that on our second date, I would have said yes then too. I've been patiently, okay, more like impatiently waiting for you to ask me. But I'm glad you asked. Yes, yes, I would love to go back to your place. I'll follow you in my car? Perfect! Let's go.

Oh wow, your place is really nice. I don't know what I expected, I know we've video called over the past few months but I really wasn't paying attention to what's behind you. What was I expecting? Oh, I don't know. Maybe a couch from when you were in university 15 years ago and a single side lamp, no wall art or photos. Okay, okay, okay, I'll stop. Jokes aside, this, this is cozy, warm, honestly it's very you. And it smells good in here. Do you actually like candles or is this just a natural you smell? Because if it's a second, that's kind of unfair. No, really, I like it. It feels very much like a well-loved home. Like I could curl up over there on your couch for hours or chat with you in this lovely kitchen while we cook.

Hmm, something to drink? Do you have red wine? Since I already had a glass earlier at dinner. Perfect. Red wine would be lovely. Thank you. To our fifth in-person date, even though it doesn't feel like a fifth date. Couch? Sure. So this is where you hang out, huh? Oh, wow, this is a really comfy couch. Very homey while we watch something we're not actually paying attention to.

Couch. Hmm, this is comfortable. You have good taste in furniture and in who you invite over. Hey, are you okay? You're sitting like you're in a job interview. I don't bite. Unless you ask nicely. Hey, you're doing that again. The nervous inhale, the little glance, like something's on your mind. What's running through your head? Hmm.

Okay. But I'm here whenever you're ready to share whatever has you so nervous. You don't have to rush into anything. We don't have to rush into anything. So I have a glass of wine in one hand and a handsome man sitting next to me. So I have to ask that burning question. Where did you get that photo over there? Yes, the one over there. I've been side-eyeing it all night. I need to know where you got that from. Because it is so cool. I need information immediately.

Oh my god, absolutely not. I could never go deep diving in the ocean. Not knowing what is down there and it being so dark. Too spooky for me. Hmm. Interesting. Every time you look at me, you look like you're trying to be careful. Hey, hey, there it is again. That little shift. You keep going quiet like you're trying to work up something. Honestly, talk to me. We've been talking for hours now and it's been amazing to chat like this in person and not just over the phone or voice notes. You can tell me anything. You know my rule. I don't judge. I may not understand right away, but I will always listen. You know this.

Okay. Okay. Hey. Hey. Hey. Come here. No, really. Come sit back down with me. Please. Please look at me. First and most importantly, thank you for sharing this with me. I know that was not easy to share your insecurity about your size with me. That took courage and I don't take that lightly. I know you're not the only man out there in the world self-conscious about their penis size and the fact that they worry they won't satisfy their partner. So thank you. I can already tell that you feel lighter telling me this. Your entire body seemed to have relieved itself from the anxiety of keeping that to yourself. But I also see that fear in your eyes about how I'm going to react to this. With that being said, I need you to really listen to me.

I haven't been talking to you every day for three months or gone on five in-person dates with you because of what's between your legs. I went on five dates with you because I really, really like you. All of you. You make me feel seen. You make me laugh because I know I'm going to look across the table and see you smiling at me like I'm your favorite person and the only person that you see. You make me excited after I get home from a date to chat even more with you. To wake up the next morning after our dates and check my phone to see if you've messaged me yet. Well, that's every day if I'm being honest. And honestly, the way you look at me, hold my hand, kiss my forehead is more than enough. Not to mention we've had so many spicy phone calls late into the night and your size never crossed my mind. Hearing you moan and us coming together has always turned me on. Intimacy isn't a performance. It's communication, curiosity, listening. It's you and me figuring each other out. You don't have to impress me. I don't want a fantasy. I want you exactly as you are. And if you feel unsure, we'll talk. We'll figure out what feels good for both of us. So no, I'm not going anywhere. If anything, I want you even more right now. So I am here. You have shared your secret with me and it hasn't changed anything about how I feel about you. I am on your couch and I very much will let the kiss you right now. And not our sweet pecks or kisses on the cheek we've exchanged over our last four dates. I mean, if you're okay with that. And we don't have to do anything other than that if we don't want to.

Oh God, I don't want you to feel... Okay. Kissing is a go. I've been waiting for this. I'm so happy you feel comfortable with me. Can I touch you more? Good. I want to feel you. All of you. Does this feel good? Is this okay? Of course. I want you to feel good. Can I take these off? Please don't feel like you need to do anything you don't want to do. Okay. I want you to talk to me, to guide me. Okay. I want to learn what you like and what feels good. Now, sit back on the couch for me and let me...

Hey, look at me. I am here between your legs with a very nice, hard cock. Ready to be kissed, licked, and sucked. Will you let me take care of you? Is this okay? Yeah? More licks from the tip? I can do that. What else do you want? Hey, whatever it is, you can tell me. Communication, remember? This is new for the both of us. Oh, you want... Oh, you can absolutely hold my hair and guide me. You've never done it, but it's a fantasy? Sweetheart, of course we can do that. I would be honored. But since this is our first time being this intimate together in person, let's make sure we're safe, okay? You know the traffic light system? Okay, good. We can use that for tonight. And if our mouths are a little preoccupied, we can tap on each other three times, okay? Good. Now, take that hand and guide me. Mmm. Mmm.

Wait. Yellow, you said yellow. Is everything okay? Is something wrong? Oh, you're close already. Well, I will take that as a compliment. We can absolutely take a pause. Oh, you want to taste me? Oh my god, of course you can. Where do you want me? Back up on the couch? On my back? Yes, sir. Let me just pull this dress up for you. Oh, and spread my legs. Wow, that nervous man ...