Faye's Triumph

Transcript

So I did it. If you don't know me, I'm Faye, and I'm usually a script writer, but I thought I'd make something special because I did it. I made it through seven whole days of a no-touch challenge.

This challenge was self-imposed. I had no other reason except for boredom, to want to play around with my desire and my control. Along the way, a lot of people decided to join in, some as spectators, some as participants, a very small number of participants, because let's be real, no one really wanted to go seven days without orgasms for no reason.

You know, someone asked me how I did it, and I honestly have a lot of practice in self-denial. You know, part of writing scripts and creating has really opened up this channel for me to not deny myself the things that I crave or, you know, the things that I desire, like the desire to be seen, the desire to be wanted. Even just making this audio is something that I probably wouldn't have done a year ago or two years ago, you know, or ten years ago, you know.

But I'm so excited. After seven days of actively trying to not turn myself on, I had to be pretty intentional tonight. So I took a nice, hot, long shower.

I exfoliated. Every night I used my vanilla body oil, and I followed it up with a blend of perfume oils that, honestly, it's so heady, it's. ..

I have this one blend called Bad Bitch Energy, and it, um, it has this fruit and a little bit of cinnamon, and I mixed it with this other perfume from Alchemia, and it's the Romance of Lust. It smells like walking into a parlor filled with incense. It smells intoxicating, and it's completely turning me on.

I'm a big fragrance person, it's very powerful to me, and so I even topped it all off by spraying my pillowcase with a frankincense and myrrh room spray. So I am thoroughly ready to get started. I'm gonna be using my hands to start, but I do have this little rabbit.

I only have the one toy. It is black. The shaft is only a few inches long, but for me, it can be kind of full.

I don't play too much internally, but honestly, I feel so needed today. Who knows what might happen? It's fully charged, and if you're noticing the music in the background, I made a custom playlist because I just, I'm extra, but can I tell you, if you haven't figured that out by now, and yeah, I guess, oh, you may be curious about what I'm wearing.

So I have this pajama shirt that I like to wear in the summer because the fabric is so thin that you can see right through it. I'm so sensitive, I didn't want to just go in right away naked. So I'm also wearing a pair of silk panties.

They're multicolored, but mostly light blue with a teeny tiny red bow right at the top in the middle. It's been a whole week of being teased and being tortured. I don't even know where to start.

I don't even know where to start. I'm just moving my hands slowly, trailing fingers down my neck, up again, letting them dip lower down, and back up, over my shoulders, over my breasts, oh my god. I actually don't play with my breasts that much.

If you've seen some of my pictures, you might be like, what? But they're right there. Yeah, I know.

But I don't, all the same, but today, my nipples are already getting hard. I'm just gently running my fingers over my nipples through my shirt, oh my god, squeezing gently, pinching, it feels so good to just touch myself. I'm running my hand down over my stomach.

It's so soft. I have stretch marks, and I actually like my stretch marks. They provide an interesting pattern.

It's in relief against my skin. I'm running my fingers down over my thighs, first the tops, and then around to the outside of my right thigh, back down to my knee, up again, grazing over my ass, oh my god. I wonder if this is interesting to listen to, you know, from your perspective, you who have probably orgasmed recently.

I don't think you understand. When's the last time you let your desire truly build? We're always in love with instant gratification, but when's the last time you let your gratification be delayed just a little bit?

It would make ghosting your fingertips over the inside of your thighs so much more exciting. I thought about listening to audio or something, but the truth is I wouldn't be able to pay attention because I'd just be thinking about this week. Oh, fuck.

I'm not used to talking about what I'm doing out loud either, so I'm surprised the words are coming at all, but I think I want to play with my nipples some more. I think I want to get them a little wet. Maybe I should lick them or my fingers.

It's not wetting out. I have a lot of surface area. Okay.

The other one. I got it. Mmm.

Mm. Oh, fuck. They're so hard.

Just like fucking rocks. And they're sensitive. Mmm.

But it feels really good when I pinch them. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Mmm. Mmm. Oh, fuck.

Mmm. I think. ..

I think I need to. .. No, I've waited this long.

I can't rush it. I can't rush it. I can't.

Mmm. I'm gonna drag my fingernails over my thighs. Oh.

The outside. I want my legs to fall open. And inside.

Just letting my nails graze the inside of my thighs. Oh, my God. It feels.

.. I haven't been able to, like. ..

Mm-hmm. Really enjoy. ..

Do you know how challenging it was to have to take those pictures I posted this week and not be able to touch myself? Naked. Posing like that, and.

.. I don't always get turned on when I take pictures, but that week, it just passed. Yeah, I absolutely did.

I check my panties after I've finished, and they'd be wet. That's the other thing that happened a lot to me this week, just. ..

ruining my panties day after day. And I hadn't even put my hands down there or anything. I was just so needy, you know? Okay.

I think I'm ready. Mm, I think I'm ready. Mm, just a couple fingers.

I don't know where to put the phone. I'm not used to recording this. I hope you can hear it.

I'm just gonna take. .. Just one finger.

Lightly. Ah. Trace the line.

.. up my slit. Ah.

And back down. Ah. Oh, I can feel myself getting wet through my panties.

Ah. Oh my god, it feels so good. Oh, it feels so good.

Oh. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

Oh my god. I can't. I don't know if I'm gonna be able to talk.

I don't. I don't know if I'm gonna be able to talk when I'm doing this. I haven't even turned on the vibrator yet.

Mm. Ah. Mm.

A couple of people. .. Mm.

Sent me voice notes or recordings to listen to to try and break me. Someone sent me their very hot but still not, you know, fake break-worthy story. Um.

I think some people may have underestimated my willpower, but when I set my mind to something, I do it. Oh. Oh, I had to just slip my hand under my panties.

I had to. I had to do it. I had to feel my pussy.

I just had to feel it. Ah. Ah.

Ah. Ah. Ah, it's.

.. I don't. ..

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. You have no idea how much you've turned me on this week. It was so hard.

It was so. .. It was so hard to hold back.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Oh. Oh, my God. I'm thinking about your pictures on Friday especially.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I can't think. I can't think. I can't.

.. I can't think. I don't know if I'll.

.. Mm. Mm.

Mm. I need to spread this wetness around. Mm.

Yeah. Mm. It's still not wet enough.

Pfft. Oh, fuck. Fuck.

Fuck. Mm. Fuck.

Ah. Ah. Mm.

Okay. Yeah, I think. ..

I think I need to turn my toy on now. I need it. I need it.

I need it. Ah. Mm.

Ah. Ah. Oh, I fucking missed it.

I missed it so much. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. I missed it so much. I missed it so much.

Yeah. Oh, yes, please. Please, please.

Mm. Yes. Yeah, please, please.

Please. Oh, my God. Oh, my God, I feel so good.

Fucking hell. Yes, please. Please.

Oh, fuck. Yes. Yes.

Yes. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I. .. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. Hmm. Ah.

Ugh. Mm. Fuck.

Oh, God. I'm sorry. I don't.

.. I don't know why. ..

Oh, God. What am I talking about? Why am I apologizing to you? This is literally why you're listening to hear me making these fucking unhinged sounds.

Ugh. I was like, ugh, just let my vibrator do its thing on my clit through my panties because I'm so sensitive. I can't.

.. Oh, fuck. Fuck.

Ugh. I. ..

Ugh. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Ugh. Ugh.

This feels so fucking good. I don't even. ..

I don't even know what to say. I don't know what to say. Oh, my God.

Ugh. Ugh. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Yeah. Hm.

Hm. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Hmm.

Ha. Ha. Hm.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

Mm. Mm. Oh.

Yeah. Yes, please. Please please.

Please. Please. Please.

Please. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Oh. Oh.

Oh, fuck. Fuck me. Fuck.

I really want to cum so bad. I really want to cum so bad for you. Oh, I want to cum for you so bad.

Oh, you have no fucking idea how badly I want this. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

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Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Ahh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

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Ah. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

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Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

He just won't cut. He doesn't want to cut. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

He doesn't want, he doesn't want, oooh. Oh. He didn't want to cut.

He didn't want to cut. Oh, oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Ow. Ahh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Ahh. Wait. Oh.

Ahh. Ooooh. Ooh.

Ngaah. Ah. Mm.

Mm. Mm. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Ahh.

Ah. Oh. Ahh.

Oh, my God. I feel it. I feel a pillow drop.

Oh, should I urge? Should I urge? You know, I can't control it.

No, I can feel it. I can feel it already. Come on.

I can't. Ha. Ha.

Ha. I can't control it. I think.

I think. Ah, I'm so close. Fuck.

Fuck. Ha. Ha.

Ha. Ha. Ha.

Ha. Ha. Ha.

Ha. Ha. Ha.

After all this time, I can't. I can't waste it. It has to be really good.

After a whole week, it has to be really good. Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.

Okay. Okay. Okay.

Okay. Okay. Let's keep going.

I want it to be really good. Oh. I want it to be really good for you, okay? Okay.

Okay. Okay. Okay.

Okay. Okay. Okay.

Fuck. I'm right on the edge. I know I am.

I'm just takin' a quick break, just for a second, just a second. I'm just takin' a quick break. ..

Fuck. I'm right on the edge. �� Fuck.

I'm right on the edge. I know I am. I'm just takin' a quick break, just for a second, just.

.. Just for a second. Just letting my hips roll.

That's why it's pressed up against me but not focused on my clit right now. I can feel it vibrating around me. And I'm about to move the tip back up.

So it's really, really focused on my clit more than it has been. Oh. Oh.

Oh my god. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Fuck.

Oh fuck. Fuck me. Fuck me.

Oh my god. Oh my god. Fucking fuck.

Fuck. I'm not even making any fucking sense. Fuck.

Shit. Oh my god. Oh.

Oh. Okay. Okay.

Fuck. Okay. I really wanna go to the bathroom.

Okay. Honestly, let me be real. Even if I don't cum, I'm still having such a good fucking time.

I'm still having so much fun. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh my god.

I feel like I'm edging even though I'm not. Like, I'm not intentionally edging. But I keep.

.. I keep. ..

Getting close. And then. ..

So it's like accidental edging. Accidental edging. I'm sorry.

Oh. Wait, I'm not sorry. I'm not sorry at all.

Fuck. Mm. Mm.

Mm. Because. ..

Fucking hell. Fuck. If you're.

.. If you're following along. ..

Maybe my unintentional edging is good for you. Maybe my unintentional edging is good for you. Maybe you can.

.. Maybe you can. ..

Practice a little. .. Restraint.

By waiting. You know? Just like.

.. It couldn't hurt, right? Mm.

Fuck. Fuck. Okay.

Okay. Oh, fuck. I'm so close.

I'm so fucking close. I don't even know what to. ..

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. Okay.

Okay. I'm close. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Okay. Okay. Come on.

Yeah. Yeah. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

When I get too excited, I always push too hard, and then I have to. .. I've got to chill.

I've got to chill. I don't even know how long I've been. ..

Doing this for. Okay. Okay.

Come on. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh. Oh.